Chapter 248

"No!" Chen ruoyi's mood suddenly became excited: "how can you let me despair after giving me hope? If you don't love me, don't be with me at the beginning. After being with me, now you say you don't love me and let me find happiness. How can you do that? "

"I..." Chu Xin law's face is a little cold, see Chen ruoyi so excited appearance, so he will put some words on the table, let Chen ruoyi understand“ I know you have men. "

"What?" Chen ruoyi's face became ugly and panicked.

Chu Xinlu said coldly: "you are an adult and have needs, but I can't give it to you. It doesn't matter if you go to other men. I always turn a blind eye because I know we will end this nominal relationship at any time. If you can find the man you like, I will let go at any time, so I don't care about you, I can take it as if I didn't see you playing outside. "

"No, you misunderstood me! I didn't, I really didn't! I... "Chen ruoyi wanted to explain, but she knew in her heart that she had already been torn down.

"Don't explain to me, I don't care!" The cruelest words in the world, it seems not that I don't love you, but that I don't care.

Because "I don't care" already contains all the meaning that I don't love you and I don't care about you.

Because Chu Xinlv doesn't care about her, even if she looks for a man, he can open and close his eyes. If Chen ruoyi is injured, he has nothing to say.

Her eyes were red and she bit her teeth: "who do you love? Ji Xiaoran? Why do you love her? I don't understand. She was just a maid in the beginning. Why do you love her? "

"She's not just a maid, but I got her."

"What? You got her. Why? "

Chen ruoyi can't understand more and more.

Since Chu Xinlu is going to make it clear today, she is going to tell her the truth: "ruoyi, in fact, Ji Xiaoran is the girl ten years ago. She indirectly killed my mother. You and Ji Xiaoran, one of them hurt me and the other helped me. So ten years later, I came to help you, because of the kindness ten years ago, I arrested Ji Xiaoran again, I want to get back at her

Chen ruoyi's brain explodes. After hearing this, her whole body is not good. It's not because Chu Xinlv takes revenge on Ji Xiaoran, but because Chu Xinlv says revenge. But Chen ruoyi, as a woman, can see clearly. Where is he taking revenge on her? He is obviously spoiling that woman!

She couldn't stand it any more. Her voice was much higher. "Why? Is that revenge? Since she killed your mother indirectly? Why do you like her? Why did you break up with me for her? If you have to choose a woman, there are so many women in the world. Why do you choose an enemy! I don't understand

"I don't understand!" Chu Xin law helplessly said: "I really don't understand why I fall in love with her, I don't know."

Yes, he fell in love with Ji Xiaoran. He didn't just like her. He loved that woman. From the first time he saw her, hate mixed with love. I don't know why, he couldn't control himself and fell in love with his enemy.

In the end, this love almost covers up his hatred, and makes him forget his gratitude and resentment. He falls in love with Ji Xiaoran uncontrollably, and wants to possess her and make her his own.

It's ridiculous. Chu Xinlv finds himself too naive.

See Chu Xin law cry and smile expression, Chen ruoyi completely collapsed.

"You fell in love with her, and you fell in love with her!" She can't believe this fact, from the mouth of Chu Xin law to say.

Chu Xin law closed his eyes, sad said: "ruoyi, you now understand it, don't have unrealistic fantasy to me, I am a madman, I'm not worth your love, go to a better man, only Ji Xiaoran in this world can be suitable for me this kind of abnormal man.".

"No way!" Chen ruoyi rushed forward and grabbed his arm: "you're lying to me, aren't you? How can you fall in love with your enemy? She killed your mother. If you fall in love with her, do you deserve your mother? Have you forgotten ten years ago? How can you forget? How can you cover up those sins? Your mother's spirit in heaven will not rest! "

"Enough, stop it!" Chen ruoyi's words seem to break the defense line and shield in his heart. His mother is his bottom line, which he can't touch. Even Chen ruoyi can't mention it.

After hearing Chu Xin law roar, Chen ruoyi was shocked and looked at him in amazement.

Chu Xinlv realized that his attitude was a little excited. Alcohol magnified his mania. He put away some emotions and said: "ruoyi, you can go. You can rest assured that if there is any difficulty in the future, I will help you. I won't care about you, but I can't give you love. I'm not a normal man without me."

Since falling in love with Ji Xiaoran, Chu Xinlv knows that he is doomed to be abnormal. He is sorry for his mother. Many times he is praying for the mother in heaven to forgive him. He should not love Ji Xiaoran and fall in love with a woman who indirectly killed his mother.

Just like he can't forgive his father, how can he forgive Ji Xiaoran!

Chen ruoyi still couldn't accept it. She rushed forward and hugged him like crazy: "no, I won't go. I don't want to break up with you. How can you break up with me? I'm willing to give it to you. I'll give it to you whatever you want. I'm willing to be your lover. You can not marry me. It doesn't matter. I only want me! "

Chen ruoyi excitedly takes off his clothes and kisses him.

Chu Xin law stretched out his hand to push away her: "enough, don't do this, you go, I don't want you."

"Who do you want? Ji Xiaoran? Why, she killed your mother, how can you fall in love with her? You can't fall in love with her

Chen ruoyi burst into tears and roared!

Chu Xin law out of bed, he sat beside the bed, feet on the ground, powerless support his knees!

And Chen ruoyi sat on the ground, crying with tears.

Chu Xin law looked up at Chen ruoyi, eyes shallow, said to her: "ruoyi, you go, don't cry."

Chen ruoyi wiped his tears, stood up from the ground, just about to speak, suddenly, the door of the room was pushed open, accompanied by a confused voice: "what's the matter? As soon as I got to the door, I heard a lot of noise. "

Chu Xinlv looks at the door. It's Chu Yuanmei. When did she come?

"Auntie, what are you doing here?"