Chapter 293

Chu Xinlu kisses her fingers and says affectionately, "I've long been in love with you, Xiao ran. I'm sorry. I've been hurting you for so long. I don't want to defend myself, but I want to tell you that I love you. From the beginning, I have a special feeling for you, but I'm too stupid. I've been deceiving myself. I thought I hated you, But I fell in love with you, I hate wrong. Xiao ran, can you forgive a stupid man? Give him a chance to love you and take care of you, OK? "

Ji Xiaoran feels so sad. Chu Xinlv's words almost moved her and made her cry.

However, the pain of losing her child, or let her become tough, coldly pulled back her hand, coldly said: "then can you give the child back to me?"

He nodded: "OK, I'll give it to you, Xiaoran. You want to have children, I'll give it to you. When you are well, we'll have a baby, OK?"

"No!" Ji Xiaoran resolutely said: "I want my first child, the child I lost, can you give it to me?"

Chu Xin law stunned, how can he do it?

No one can do it.

That child, lost is lost, never come back.

"I'm sorry." Chu Xin law lowered his head. At the moment, he seemed to be unable to do anything except to say sorry. For the first time, he felt that he was useless. In front of Ji Xiaoran, he had no use at all. Not only could he not protect her, but he hurt her again and again, stabbing her in the heart.

Chu Xinlv, you are a failure!

No matter how much he scolds himself in his heart, he can't erase his mistakes.

He really hopes to use his life to let this woman forgive him.

But he can't die. If he dies, who will take care of Xiao ran? Who's going to protect her? He will keep his life, repent to this woman and love her all his life.

Ji Xiaoran bit his teeth and his eyes were full of painful tears: "chuxinlv, I hate you! You've ruined everything to me

With a smile, he put everything away and put it in front of the woman without reservation: "you are right. I really ruined everything for you, so I hope you can take good care of yourself. When you are good, you will destroy everything for me. I will not fight back. You can do anything to me, even if you kill me and dig out my heart to feed the dog, I'm willing to do it

When he saw Ji Xiaoran fall to the ground covered with blood, when Ji Xiaoran lost his child, when his memory returned to normal, he knew that he had given his life to this woman.

If she wants to kill or cut, he will not refute. He will spend his whole life waiting for this woman's trial.

"Hum!" Ji Xiaoran coldly raises the corner of his mouth. Although the arc is shallow, it is extremely ironic and cold.

Chu Xin law heart a burst of cool, his eyes have never lost, as if lost focus.

Ji Xiaoran closed his eyes and leaned directly on the wheelchair, saying nothing more.

Outside the wind is more and more big, Chu Xin law worried about her cold, so push a wheelchair, will Ji Xiaoran back.

Chu Yuanmei followed them all the way. It seemed that they were in harmony, and she was relieved.

Chu Xinlv takes Ji Xiaoran back to the hospital bed, covers the quilt for her, kisses her on the forehead, and says: "Xiaoran, you have a good rest. I'll always be here with you. I'll give you whatever you want. Take me as your servant and order me."

Ji Xiaoran is too lazy to talk to him. Now she doesn't have any consciousness. She pulls back her hand and closes her eyes tightly, isolating everything outside.

And Chu Xin law, then pulled a chair, sat beside the bed, staring at her.

Chuyuanmei quietly came in and came to chuxinlv and said, "I have something to tell you."

Chu Xin law see Ji Xiaoran asleep, and tucked in the quilt for her, stood up, came to the ward.

"What's the matter?" Chu Xin asked.

Chu Yuanmei said: "Xinlv, I have to go. Chenxi is ill. I have to go back to see her."

"What about Xiaoran?" Chu Xin law just lightly left these four words, eyes indifferent staring at her.

Chu Yuanmei was a little ashamed. She lowered her head and said, "but Chenxi needs me very much. Xiaoran is here. You can take care of her."

"Well, you go." Chu Xinlv said nothing more,

Chu Yuanmei was a little ashamed and told her: "Xinlv, Xiaoran will be handed over to you. You must treat her well. Don't stimulate her any more. Please."

"You have no right to order me to do this. In what capacity are you?" He questioned.

"I..."

Chu Yuanmei was ashamed and speechless. Indeed, what kind of identity did she use?

Use Ji Xiaoran's mother's identity? Obviously, she can't.

She sighed and said, "well, Xinlv, take care of her. I'll go."

Chu Yuanmei says she's going to leave, but she goes to Ji Xiaoran's ward. Chu Xinlv stops her: "aren't you going to leave?"

Chu Yuanmei said, "let me have a look at her again, and I'll leave after reading it."

"No, since we're all leaving, we don't have to look at it!"

Chu Yuanmei was startled and said: "Xinlv, I'll take a look at her. Please."

"Don't please me. If you want to leave, you should leave quickly. You don't have to come in the future!"

Chu Xin law finished, no longer pay attention to her, directly back to Ji Xiaoran's ward, and then lock the door.

Chu Yuanmei was isolated, full of loss, finally sighed and turned to leave.

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"Child... My child..."

Ji Xiaoran wakes up from a nightmare.

Chu Xin law clenched her hand, softly comforted her: "Xiaoran, I'm here, don't be afraid."

A slap, a crisp slap sound sounded.

Chuxin law Leng for a while, numb feeling on the face, clear tell him, small dye just give him a slap?

But this slap on his face, he was not angry, but a very happy feeling, his face actually showed a long lost smile.

He held Ji Xiaoran's hand, put her palm on his face and said, "Xiaoran, if this can make you angry, you can hit me."

Ji Xiaoran clenched his fist and pulled back his hand. Chu Xin didn't let go.

Ji Xiaoran wants to kick him with her feet, but she can't move her legs with plaster. Her plaster hasn't been removed, but the plaster on her two arms has been removed.

"It hurts." Ji Xiaoran's face is sweating and biting his lips. He looks very painful.

Chu Xin law this just think of Ji Xiaoran arm plaster removed just not long, he scared quickly released her, sorry said: "sorry, Xiaoran, I didn't mean to."