Liu Feng also gave her a smile: "you're welcome. Didn't you say you would repay me? I'm waiting for your return. "
Liu Feng is gone, Ji Xiaoran's world is quiet, but he is lonely again.
She lay alone on the bed, the bitter feeling in her heart came again.
It turns out that no one distracts her attention. When she is alone, she will still think wildly and suffer. Those memories have never been erased!
……
Late at night, Ji Xiaoran sleeps in a daze. Suddenly, his waist is hugged.
She had a little light sleep, and was awakened and scared to open her eyes.
Chu Xin law felt her action, worried that she was afraid, quickly said: "don't be afraid, it's me."
Hear is the voice of Chu Xin law, Ji Xiaoran inexplicably relieved.
But all of a sudden, she thought of something and began to break away from him.
But Chu Xin law hugs her tightly, his big hand can't help stretching into her pajamas.
Ear, came his hot voice: "Xiaoran, don't move, I just like to hold you, you don't worry, I don't move you."
His breathing became more and more intense.
He hasn't touched a woman for more than two months, but he only has Ji Xiaoran. If Ji Xiaoran doesn't let him touch her, he naturally doesn't have to.
Ji Xiaoran biting his teeth, anger breeding on his face: "you let me go, do you still call don't touch me?"
His hands are so unruly, how can he have the face to say that he won't touch her?
"I'll give you a hug. Don't worry. I'll never hurt you."
Chu Xin law said, and buried her head in her neck.
Ji Xiaoran is going crazy. If it wasn't for her inconvenience, she would kick him.
Her two arms are also tightly grasped by Chu Xinlv.
"You let me go! Let go of me
Doesn't this man say he can't move her? What are you doing now?
Chu Xin law gasps to say: "small dye, don't be afraid, I am kiss, I won't move you."
"Enough! You shameless man
Ji Xiaoran didn't find that Chu Xinlv's face is so thick!
She is angry however, hold the hand of Chu Xin law, mercilessly bit a mouthful.
Ear, came a man's dull hum.
Ji Xiaoran felt uneasy and bit harder. Until she tasted the smell of blood in her mouth, she was stunned and released his hand.
The hand Ji Xiaoran bit was the hand he cut his wrist.
He still had gauze around his wrist.
PATA, the room light was turned on, Chu Xin law sat up from the bed, looked at Ji Xiaoran, quickly apologized: "sorry, I can't help it, I promise to sleep well, don't move you, don't be angry with me."
Ji Xiaoran's eyes instinctively fall on his hand, see his wrist wrapped with gauze, and his hand was bitten by her wound, her heart slightly a shock twitch.
She clearly remember that day, Chu Xin law cut wrist, her heart trembling and irritable, simply turn the body, back to him.
Chu Xinlv saw that she did not speak, so she turned off the light and lay beside her.
"Xiao ran, can I sleep with you“
Ji Xiaoran heard his voice and moved forward to distance himself from him.
Chu Xin law wants to die of her, but without her consent, he dare not touch her again, so he can only obediently lie beside her, this is enough, he is satisfied.
Suddenly, in the quiet, Ji Xiaoran's voice came: "Chu Xinlv, don't think you let Liu Feng come to accompany me, which reflects your generosity, can I forgive you?"
Chu Xinlv hugs her tightly and smiles bitterly: "Xiaoran, I don't want to make you forgive me in this way. I just want to make you happy. If Liu Feng comes to accompany you and can make you happy, I'd like him to come and let you get along alone. As long as you two don't do anything that I can't accept, you can be like a friend, and I'm willing to avoid it."
Such humble words, from Chu Xinlv's mouth, the sense of contrast is different. It's incredible that a man like Chu Xinlv could one day say such words that hurt his dignity.
Ji Xiaoran grasped the sheets and felt shocked.
No, she can't forgive him just because Chu Xinlv has made such a change for her.
Those things, those pains, she will never forgive!
Ji Xiaoran bit his finger and tried to restrain his tears, saying: "I'm not rare! Chu Xinlv, no matter what you do, I'm not rare! "
"Xiao ran, I'm sorry, I love you!"
In the quiet room, Chu Xinlv expresses his guilt and pain!
……
As time goes by, it will soon be the end of the month.
Ji Xiaoran's leg plaster has been removed, and her injury is almost cured, but she can't do strenuous exercise.
After removing the plaster, Ji Xiaoran felt relaxed.
But there are still many wounds on her body, leaving scars.
Ji Xiaoran is soaking in the bathtub, looking at the scar on her body and thinking of her poor child. She can't help crying and reaches out to touch her flat abdomen. She once lost her child there, and she will never have a child again.
Ji Xiaoran sobbed in the bathtub, tears and water fused together, just like never flowing tears.
Chu Xin law don't know when entered the bathroom, he came to Ji Xiaoran next to, sitting on the edge, stretch out his hand for her shoulder.
Ji Xiaoran was startled, instinctively grasped his hand and pushed away: "don't touch me!"
He was scared to the other side of Chu Xin law.
The bathtub is round, with a diameter of at least five meters. Chu Xinlv stares at Ji Xiaoran and watches her swim to the other side.
He grinned bitterly, but instead of giving up, he took off his suit and then his shirt.
"What are you doing?" Ji Xiaoran is scared to embrace, she looks at Chu Xinlv, takes off his clothes, and then goes into the bathtub.
"Don't you come here!" See Chu Xin law close to her, Ji Xiaoran fled to his opposite direction.
And Chu Xinlv has been chasing her.
"Xiaoran, don't run around. I'll take a bath for you. You haven't taken a good bath these days because you are injured."
"Don't come here, don't touch me!"
"Xiao ran, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you!" Chu Xin law swims in the past with the fastest speed and holds Ji Xiaoran in his arms.
"You let me go, you let me go!"
"Xiaoran, don't move. I'm a man. I can't help it. I promise you, as long as you don't move, darling, I won't touch you. I'll just hold you like this."
He closed his eyes and greedily enjoyed her body temperature. He dreamed of holding her like this.
Ji Xiaoran bit her lip and shivered. Chu Xinlv began to wash her body with a towel.