His eyes, staring at the tombstone, finally gradually squatted down, leaned on the crutch, said: "over the years, our father and son have been tit for tat, not a day of harmony, I know, this must not be what you want to see, but you can be pleased that Chu Xinlv is really a talent, even if one day I died, also very relieved, at that time, I can go down with you and confess to you. "
All of a sudden, Chu Jianheng laughed and said, "Yixin, your son, he's still a kind of lover. I think it's incredible. However, his way of feeling is doomed not to be smooth, just like the two of us. Do you want to help him, my father whom he hates?"
"Forget it. If I go to help him, I think he thinks I'm going to hurt him. I'd better watch the change and watch the good play. I can't care about other things. I'll do whatever the young people do."
After he had finished, Chu Jianheng stood up and stepped back. The wind was blowing more and more, which made him more sad in the desolate cemetery.
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"Xiao ran, this is the Rose I bought for you. Do you like it?"
Chu Xinlv puts a bunch of bright roses in Ji Xiaoran's arms.
Ji Xiaoran fidgeted, grabbed the rose and threw it on the ground, "I don't want it. Stay away from me."
Ji Xiaoran lifted the quilt out of bed and went to the windowsill.
Chu Xinlv looks at the scattered roses smashed on the ground. His eyes are dim. However, he still shows a smile and comes to Xiaoran's back. He takes out a small box from his arms and then opens it. "This is the earring I bought for you. I see you have ear holes, but I haven't brought earrings. Shall I put them on for you?"
He said and took out the earrings from the box.
It's a moon shaped earring. It looks delicate and lovely.
Ji Xiaoran did not resist him, Chu Xin law carefully put on for Ji Xiaoran.
After wearing it, he turned Ji Xiaoran's body, looked at the earring, and nodded with satisfaction: "it's really beautiful. Shall we go to the mirror and take a look at it? See if you like it or not. "
Chu Xin law embraces Ji Xiaoran and comes to the mirror.
Ji Xiaoran looks at herself in the mirror. She looks pale and thin. No matter how carefully she takes care of herself, what she eats can't match the speed of her nutrition loss.
She looks horribly thin.
And Chu Xin law is hugging her tightly, with her very close, his hand also gently put on her stomach.
Ji Xiaoran suddenly thought of something and opened her eyes. She immediately pushed Chu Xinlv away, grabbed the earrings with her hands and yanked them down.
She used a lot of strength and her ears were bleeding.
Ji Xiaoran threw the bloody earrings on the ground, "chuxinlv, I don't need your hypocrisy, I don't want anything from you!"
"Xiaoran, don't do that!" Chu Xin law rushed forward and hugged her: "you don't want to tell me, I picked it for you, why do you hurt yourself like this!"
See Ji Xiaoran's two ears keep bleeding, he is very distressed, immediately will Ji Xiaoran picked up, put on the bed, hurry to get the medicine box.
Looking at the flustered Chuxin law, Ji Xiaoran said with a cold smile: "Chuxin law, enough, no matter how good you are to me, I don't feel any more. The so-called remedy is just to make you feel at ease, which is useless to me!"
Chuxin law seems not to hear her cruel words, find the medicine box, immediately came to Ji Xiaoran side, and then for her to deal with the ear injury.
"Look at you, why do you want to hurt yourself like this? Don't do that again," he said
He doesn't dare to send Xiaoran earrings in the future, otherwise she will hurt herself when she is excited.
Chu Xin law is using cotton swab dip medicine, wipe blood for her, Ji Xiaoran seize his hand, his hand cotton swab pulled over, throw away, "enough, you don't do this again."
"Xiaoran, let's deal with the wound first. If there's anything, we'll talk about it later. Otherwise, what should we do if we get infected?" Chu Xin law kindly holds her hand, he ignores the anger of Ji Xiaoran, once again took a cotton swab, for her gently wipe the blood on the ear.
Ji Xiaoran bit his lip and gave him a fierce push. He said angrily, "can you stay away from me? You go on torturing me, go on! I'm used to being tortured by you. You treat me like this all of a sudden. I'm not used to it! "
She sarcastically said: "you should find another woman, and be nice to her, so good as to give me to her, and then marry her, and then... And then let me lose my children!"
Ji Xiaoran grabs his hair like he's crazy. He's in a panic.
She lives in pain every day, how can her spirit be good?
"Enough, Xiao ran. Don't say any more, OK? Please, please. Forget that Chu Xin law tightly grasps the wrist of small dye, beg a way.
"No, I won't forget it. I'll never forget it!" Ji Xiaoran's voice is sharp and harsh, and his emotion is even more exciting: "you let me go, you let me go!"
"Enough!" Chu Xin law finally roars out a voice, he will medicine box mercilessly hit on the ground, spread a loud noise.
All the medicine in the medicine box was spilled out and the place was in a mess.
For a moment, Ji Xiaoran was stunned, but soon, she looked up, stunned eyes, flashed a sarcastic smile, "how, Chu Xinlv, can't pretend to be guilty, can't you? Feel sick of it? If you can't stand it, let me go. Don't be hypocritical to me here! "
She didn't even want her life, so how could she be afraid of Chu Xin's anger.
"Xiao ran, do you know how much I love you? It's also painful for me to lose my child. After all, I'm the father of the child. I admit that I've done something I missed. I've hurt you. I've caused you irreparable regret and pain, but I'm suffering, I'm suffering, too! "
Chu Xin law rushed forward, knelt on the ground and hugged her leg: "I beg you, don't torture me any more, OK?"
He can't say how much more painful he is than Ji Xiaoran, but his pain will never be less than Ji Xiaoran.
And every day to see Ji Xiaoran such self destruction, he felt guilty to die.
If it wasn't for saving his life to take care of her, he couldn't find any reason to linger.
"You are torturing me, you are torturing me!" Ji Xiaoran suddenly touched Chu Xinlv's face, trembling and said: "let me go, OK? Let me go. I just want to leave you. As long as you let me go, I won't suffer. We can all be free. Please
"Xiaoran, I can't live without you. I really can't live without you. How can I live without you?" Chu Xinlv leans on her leg, like a child. He cries, crying very sad.