Chapter 317

When he asked this, he was worried. He knew he was not qualified to ask, but he still wanted to know the woman's plan. He couldn't give up her.

Ji Xiaoran's eyes are light, hiding the sadness in his heart and saying: "how? After I leave you, you still have to watch me, right? So that I can't escape your eyes? "

"Xiaoran, I don't trust you. I'm worried that you will hurt yourself."

Ji Xiaoran gave a cold smile: "you can rest assured, as long as you leave, everything will be better. It's you who have hurt me all the time, but you can't see clearly."

Chu Xin law's heart, as if by her hand ruthlessly grasps, even breathes.

Now he finally saw it, but it was too late. He nodded helplessly with tears in his eyes, "I understand. You can rest assured that this time we are separated, I will never care about you, nor will I find someone to monitor you. From now on, we two, we two..."

"Bridge to bridge road to road, don't meet again, just be a stranger." Ji Xiaoran interrupts Chu Xinlv and adds this sentence.

Chu Xinlv can't remember how many times his heart aches today, and he has been used to it. Although every time it makes him feel miserable, if his pain can make this woman feel better, then he doesn't mind his heart being torn bloody again and again.

Later, two people quietly finished the meal, no one spoke.

After the end, Ji Xiaoran stood up to clean up the dishes.

Chu Xin law grabbed her hand: "no, I'll help you clean up, help you wash the dishes."

Ji Xiaoran took back his hand, which was obviously his rejection.

Chu Xin law slightly a shock, palm empty, let his heart also become empty.

But he still laughed and began to clean up the dishes.

Ji Xiaoran did not stand aside to watch, but said: "let's go together, so fast."

A little faster?

It seems that Xiaoran wants to end early and let him leave early. Is there really no way for this woman to forgive her in her life?

Ji Xiaoran and Chu Xinlu clean up the dishes and chopsticks together, and then start to wash the dishes, clean the kitchen.

After everything is done, two people stand there, chuxinlv didn't go, and Xiaoran didn't drive him.

Where is Chu Xinlv willing to go? He came forward and took Xiaoran's hand. He wanted to fight for the last time.

"Xiao ran, I beg you, if you like here, can I live here with you? Don't let me leave you

He buried his strong feelings in his heart, but he couldn't hide them. He wanted to let them all out.

Ji Xiaoran broke free of his hand, stepped back and said, "didn't you say you want to let me go? Now let me be with you again, Chu Xinlv. How much do you say? "

"No, Xiao ran, I didn't mean that!" Chu Xinlv is eager to explain to her, but he doesn't know how to tell her for a moment.

In the face of this woman, he was clumsy and couldn't say a word. In the end, he had no choice but to bow his head and hang down his hand. "Xiaoran, no matter how much you hate me, I hope you know that I love you. I'm the man who loves you the most in the world. No one can replace my love."

Ji Xiaoran turned around, turned his back to him, closed his eyes, looked sad, and said faintly, "yes, but no one can replace your cruelty to me, and I will always remember your cruelty."

Chuxin law closed his eyes, hands clenched his fist, the whole person collapsed.

"Xiaoran." He couldn't help rushing forward and hugging her. He put his chin on her shoulder, buried his head in her neck and sobbed bitterly, "I love you, I love you."

Ji Xiaoran did not resist, but coldly turned his head to one side and laughed sarcastically, "what do you want to do to me? I'm used to your uncertainty, and I don't talk. "

Chu Xin law lost looking at her sad side face, in her face a kiss, said: "let me hold you like this, the last time, please."

As soon as he leaves, he doesn't know when he can meet Ji Xiaoran. Maybe he can't meet her all his life. He can't bear to make her suffer, so he can only stay away from this woman and let her live well. This is the only thing he can do.

He loved her, so he was willing to let go.

He holds Ji Xiaoran tightly in pain and attachment. Her temperature, her taste and her Softness will always be remembered in his heart and engraved in his blood. In this life, he will never fall in love with any woman except Ji Xiaoran.

Ji Xiaoran didn't speak, and didn't give him any response. She was like a wood, her hands hanging on both sides, and didn't say a word.

I don't know how long I've held him, but Ji Xiaoran and Chu Xinlv forget the time.

Finally, Chu Xin law released her, completely released.

Without Ji Xiaoran's body temperature in her arms, Chu Xinlv only feels that her whole heart is hollowed out, without internal organs, leaving only her body.

There is a distance between two people, but the distance is like eternity, which can no longer be touched.

Chu Xin law quietly staring at her back, eyes sad, murmured: "Xiaoran, I'm gone."

His last farewell, Ji Xiaoran only silence to respond.

Chu Xin law painfully turned around, step by step away, each foot is like stepping on the tip of a knife, stabbing his body.

Finally, the voice that the door is closed tells Ji Xiaoran that Chu Xinlv has gone, he has gone completely, and her world is quiet.

God, he let her go at last!

Ji Xiaoran finally turns around and looks at the door. There's no more of his voice. He's free. Isn't that what he always wants? But why is the heart still so painful?

Chu Xinlv, farewell, I will live well without you.

Ji Xiaoran finally cried when Chu Xinlv left, crying out all her grievances and pain. Finally, she lost her strength and fell asleep in bed.

And that night, Chu Xin law back home, all night to shut himself in the room smoking and drinking.

Tired, drunk, crying, also fell on the ground, unwilling to return to bed.

……

Ten days later.

Ji Xiaoran opened the curtain and the bright sunshine outside the window came in.

Ji Xiaoran smiles and says to the sunshine, "good morning!"

Her whole face was not so pale, and she seemed to have some meat on her body. Although she was still very thin, she didn't feel like a paper person.

Ji Xiaoran takes out his mobile phone and looks at the calendar on it. He smiles a little, but there is some melancholy in his eyes.