Chapter 324

After learning the truth, Ji Xiaoran can't blame that man any more.

It turns out that this man was so miserable, and that he had experienced such tragic things. Ji Xiaoran can't blame him any more. Now she just wants to see him, warm him, and pull him out of the desperate situation. She can't watch Chu Xinlv destroy herself like this. She wants to save him.

Chu Jianheng was relieved, but he still asked, "do you forgive him?"

"I..." Ji Xiaoran didn't know what to say. After thinking for a while, he said, "I just want to see him now. I just want to forget everything before and have a good relationship with him."

"Don't you regret it?" Chu Jianheng asked again.

Ji Xiaoran shakes his head: "I don't regret it. I'll never regret it. Now I only regret that I've been so heartless to him and made him look like this. If anything happens to him, I'll feel guilty for a lifetime, suffer for a lifetime, and I'll even..."

Ji Xiaoran grabs her hair and is a little crazy. She can't even live.

"Well, you clean up and tidy yourself up. I'll take you to the hospital to see him."

Ji Xiaoran wiped the tears on his face and nodded, "I'll be well soon, soon."

She really wants to clean herself up. She wants to appear in front of Chu Xinlv with the best posture. She can't let that man worry any more, even though he is blind.

……

Ji Xiaoran is sitting in the car, holding his hands tightly, uneasy.

At the thought of Chu Xinlv, her heart was even more painful.

Chu Jianheng glanced at her and said, "don't be so nervous. He's not dead yet."

Ji Xiaoran swallowed her saliva. She took a deep breath and looked out of the window, but she had already lost her focus and her mind was full of Chuxin rhythm.

Just then the driver said to Chu Jianheng, "master, someone is following us."

Chu Jianheng eyes a cold, said: "dump them, by the way sent to find out who is tracking."

"Yes, sir." The driver sped up.

Ji Xiaoran turned around and looked back. She found many cars behind. She couldn't see who was following them, so she asked, "what's the matter? Why are they being followed? "

Chu Jianheng said: "normal, people like us. If no one's following, that's strange. "

"All right." Ji Xiaoran didn't say anything more. She's not in the mood to manage those now.

……

At the door of the ward, Ji Xiaoran stands outside, and Chu Jianheng stands behind her.

Seeing that Ji Xiaoran didn't move for a long time, he said, "why don't you go in?"

Ji Xiaoran clenches her fist and lowers her head. She has no courage.

Chu Jianheng didn't say much to Ji Xiaoran. He left with some people, leaving a few people at the door to protect Chu Xinlv.

Ji Xiaoran stood outside for two minutes.

No one urged her. Her feet seemed to be leaded. She wanted to go in, but she couldn't get up.

At this moment, she found out how cowardly she was. She had come to this stage. She had no way to look back. Otherwise, why did she come here?

Ji Xiaoran gritted his teeth and pushed the door open.

She just opened the door, Chu Xin law is sitting up from the bed, his eyes wrapped in gauze, nothing to see, he reached out to explore what.

Hearing someone come in, he turned his head immediately: "who is it?"

Ji Xiaoran step by step, close to Chu Xinlv.

I haven't seen him for some time. He has lost a lot of weight. His beard has grown out and he hasn't shaved. His face is sallow. You can see that he didn't eat well or sleep well.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Chu Xin asked harshly, "who is it? Speak

Ji Xiaoran covered his mouth and held back the cry, but Dou Da's tears still rolled down.

How did this man become like this?

Chu Xinlv has no intention to ask again. He leans decadent on the head of the bed, grabs the quilt, raises his head, and says in pain: "where is Xiaoran? Go and help me find Xiaoran, OK? Go and help me see if she's doing well

Chu Xin law's words, painful Ji Xiaoran tears can't stop, she wants to rush forward to hold him tightly, but now this moment, she actually can't move.

Chu Xin law pulled to pull corners of the mouth, powerless smile, "see me so embarrassed appearance, you are certainly laughing at me?"? I don't know who you are, but I don't care anymore. Xiaoran is not by my side. I have no faith to live. "

Ji Xiaoran shakes her head in tears. She can't help but step forward and stretch out her shaking hand to catch him.

Chu Xin law fell on the bed, holding his head, said painfully: "I really miss her, Xiaoran don't forgive me, I don't forgive myself, why do you want to save me? Why, just let me die like this? If I die, Xiaoran will be comfortable. Let me die, let me die! "

Chu Xin law suddenly opens the quilt on the body, groping to get out of bed!

His body is too weak, plop, fell to the ground, the floor of the ward, hard and cold, he lay on the ground, shivering and stood up, rolling to the windowsill.

"No, no!" Ji Xiaoran can't restrain it any more. She rushes up directly, regardless of everything. When Chu Xinlv gropes for the windowsill, she hugs him tightly from behind.

"Don't do that, please!"

Chu Xin law was stunned, this voice is very familiar, he grabbed his hands, shaking asked: "who are you? Is it Xiaoran? "

"Chu Xinlv, it's me. I'm Ji Xiaoran. I've come to see you!"

For a moment, Chu Xinlv cried bitterly, "is it really you? Xiao ran, did you really come to see me? "

"Really, really!" Ji Xiaoran lay on his back, tears soaked his hospital uniform, "it's really me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my bad, I don't know you will become like this, it's all my fault!"

Ji Xiaoran doesn't care. Seeing Chu Xinlv's appearance, all her fortresses collapse. Now she just wants to hold him and comfort her, forgetting all the bad things before.

"No!" Chu Xin law suddenly like mad, will season small dye hand open, and then push her to the ground.

Ji Xiaoran was stunned, she almost didn't respond, has been Chuxin law leg fell to the ground, "what are you doing? Why push me? "

Doesn't this man want her to come? But he did it for her.

Chu Xin law kept putting his hands, said: "you are not Xiaoran, you must not be her. Xiaoran can't come to see me. She hates me. She won't come! She wouldn't hold me like that! "

Chu Xin law is like crazy general, repeatedly back, against the cold wall, holding his head in pain, mouth like murmur: "my little dye won't come, she won't come!"