"Xiao ran, me too. I love you too. I want to be with you forever and never separate. No one in the world can break us up, otherwise, I will meet God and kill God, meet Buddha and kill Buddha! " His eyes, his voice, especially fierce, in this quiet room, unexpectedly gushed out a trace of strange and killing!
Ji Xiaoran is cold and sweaty.
It seems that the crisis has been solved.
Ji Xiaoran's words with Chu Xinlv seem to have been accepted by Chu Xinlv. In the end, they didn't ask too much. They live together quietly and return to the previous state. They are very sweet and happy.
But every time, under Ji Xiaoran's smile, what he hides is a painful heart.
Even when she sleeps with chuxinlv at night, she feels guilty. She thinks that Qin Tianhan has done that to her. She feels disgusted and sorry for chuxinlv. She has already done it to him, but she still lies to him. She is really a bad woman!
Ji Xiaoran scolded himself in his heart, but in the end, it was meaningless.
……
Chu Xin's eyes are getting better day by day, but Ji Xiaoran is unhappy.
It's been a month since this incident happened. Although Ji Xiaoran tries to smile every day, he's not in a good mood. However, Chu Xinlv's eyes haven't completely recovered, so he can't observe Ji Xiaoran's expression, but he can feel that he seems to be a little sad.
In the evening, Ji Xiaoran and Chu Xinlv finish their bath in the bathroom. Ji Xiaoran came out with Chu Xinlv. Chu Xinlv looked at her so carefully, patted her hand and said, "Xiao ran, you don't have to be so careful. My eyes are almost fine. Now I can see them. Although they are still vague, they will be fine in a few days."
Ji Xiaoran seems to be distracted. When Chu Xinlv says this, she doesn't respond to him. She's still in a daze.
Chuxin law frowned, "Xiaoran, Xiaoran?" He called her a few times.
Ji Xiaoran is a muddle headed person.
Chu Xin law embraces her shoulder, "small dye, what's the matter with you?"
His voice raised some, Ji Xiaoran this just heard, fierce return to God, hurriedly asked: "do you call me“
Chu Xin LV pursed her lips, looked in her direction, and then asked, "how many times have you called? What are you thinking?"
Although his voice is gentle, Ji Xiaoran is afraid. She shakes her head, "nothing, just thinking about something."
"Tell me what you're thinking." Chu Xinlv holds her shoulders and her eyes are very serious.
Ji Xiaoran thought about it and said, "I'm thinking, I'd like to cook breakfast for you tomorrow. What can I do for you?"
Chu Xin law a listen, Zheng a few seconds, then asked: "are you really thinking about this?"
Ji Xiaoran nodded, "that's right, of course, I think about this."
Although Chu Xinlv's eyes are not clear now and his vision is very blurred, he doesn't believe what Xiao ran said.
In the blurred image, he can feel the woman's dodging eyes, but in order not to let Ji Xiaoran worry, he nodded, "Xiaoran, will you cook porridge for me tomorrow morning?"
Ji Xiaoran nodded, "OK, how about I cook you preserved egg and lean meat porridge?"
"Xiaoran." Chu Xin law didn't answer, just changed her name, then took her hand and said: "I don't want you to cook for me, forget it."
He took Xiaoran's hand to go back to the bed.
Ji Xiaoran leaned in his arms and said as he walked, "but I like cooking for you. Don't worry so much with me."
"Xiao ran, when my eyes are ready, I'll cook porridge for you. If you want to eat my food, I can cook it for you at any time."
Ji Xiaoran laughed, "do you really know how to cook?"
Chu Xin law touched her head, "of course I will, you forget, I made it for you before."
Ji Xiaoran thought of that. At that time, she and Chu Xinlv separated. On the day of separation, Chu Xinlv sent her to her rental house, where she cooked dinner for her, their breakup dinner and breakup dinner.
Now think about those things, as if after a long time, Ji Xiaoran can't help feeling a little melancholy, she said: "I didn't expect you could cook."
"There's nothing unexpected. I learned from my mother." At the mention of his mother, Chu Xinlv's eyes became much softer.
Ji Xiaoran suddenly thinks of something. No wonder Chu Xinlv has lived so many years of hard life. The children of the poor have been in charge of the family early. Of course he will.
She just wanted to say something, but she didn't want to stir up the sad things before Chu Xinlv, so she pursed her lips, lowered her head slightly, and said nothing more.
Her eyes were a little dim.
"Xiao ran, why don't you talk?" Chu Xin law took her hand, gently holding, kissing.
Ji Xiaoran shook his head, "nothing, I just don't want to talk, a little tired."
He was a little annoyed, "Xiaoran, it's my fault that I can't see now. I want you to take care of me. Don't worry. I'll take care of you when I'm ready."
"Xinlv, it doesn't matter. I'm willing to take care of you, even for a lifetime." She leaned into his arms.
Chu Xin law touched her face, distressed said: "I won't be like this all my life, not just checked, the doctor can't say the accident, there are two weeks, I can see some things now, just very fuzzy."
Ji Xiaoran said softly, "well," it's late at night. Let's have a rest. "
Chu Xin law said, will Ji Xiaoran picked up, two people lying on the bed, hugging each other.
Ji Xiaoran is lying in his arms, feeling at ease.
She is said to take care of Chu Xinlv, but when she is with Chu Xinlv, the man treats her as a child. How can she take care of her?
"Xiaoran, if only time could stop at this moment, we would hold each other like this forever and never let go."
He gently closed his eyes, sniffed her hair, hugged her soft body, and was satisfied.
Ji Xiaoran raised the corner of her mouth slightly and her eyes became softer. She kissed Chu Xinlv's chin and said, "anyway, we are together. We can do this every day. Why do we need time to be still?"
Ji Xiaoran seems a little sleepy. She yawns and feels a heat on her chest.
Chu Xinlv said, "are you sleepy? Go to sleep. It's already dark. "
……
The hospital did the last examination for Chu Xinlv, and then nodded, "President Chu, your eyesight has recovered very well, now there is no problem, you can live a normal life, as long as you remember, you must not drink any more, or you may have a relapse."