Chapter 374

Chu Xin law has been to change clothes, Ji Xiaoran wake up in a daze.

She woke up, Chu Xin law to pull the box to go, she rubbed her eyes, sat up, "Xin law, you want to go? Sorry, I went to bed too late. "

Chu Xin law turned around and said gently: "it doesn't matter. It's still early now. You can sleep."

If Ji Xiaoran didn't wake up, he didn't have the heart to disturb her and wanted to go quietly.

"By the way, I'm not here these days. You don't have to go to work in the company. Just stay at home and go to the company when I come back, you know?"

Ji Xiaoran nodded cleverly, "OK, I promise you, I'll wait for you at home."

Chu Xinlv is reluctant to part with her. He sits by the bed, hugs Ji Xiaoran, kisses her lips. After kissing her for a long time, he releases her. "Xiaoran, I'll miss you for two weeks, but I'll deal with things quickly. I'll be back in a week at most. If you are in a hurry at home, you can call me often. You just miss me, Call at any time, no matter where I am, no matter what I am doing, I will not refuse to answer“

Ji Xiaoran nodded moved, "OK, then don't bother me then."

"Why? You silly girl He pinched her nose.

Seeing her lost eyes, he touched her hair and said, "OK, baby, sleep for a while. I'm leaving. I want to have a good time at home. Eat more and drink more water. Do you know?"

"I know, I know. Don't tell me any more. I know how to take care of myself. You can go quickly." Although Ji Xiaoran is pushing him, he is reluctant to leave in his heart.

Sometimes girls, in front of their lovers is some affectation, but such affectation is not wrong.

Chu Xin law again in her forehead kiss, just reluctant to leave.

Chu Xin law left, Ji Xiaoran feel the whole world is empty.

She took a long breath, fell on the bed and began to count the days.

Chuxin law just left a few minutes, she thought of him, and now she has become very bitter.

She touched her stomach and suddenly thought of something. She was sleepless. She sat up from bed and got out of bed to wash and change.

Chu Xin law went abroad, Ji Xiaoran's action is a lot more convenient, she went out secretly to the drugstore to buy a pregnancy test stick back.

That night, the pregnancy test bar detected that she was pregnant.

This next season Xiaoran completely determined, although the pregnancy test stick is not 100% accurate, but Ji Xiaoran plus his physiological reaction, now has been 100% determined.

She was sitting on the toilet in the bathroom, very anxious.

She was so scared. The reason why she was so flustered was that she was not sure whose child she was? According to Qin Tianhan, she had a relationship with that man, who did that to himself. Later, she came back and was with Chu Xinlv again.

It's just a few days away, so she's not sure who's carrying the baby.

Ji Xiaoran grabbed her hair and said, "God, do you have to play with me like this? Why should I be pregnant at this time? Why? "

If this is Chu Xinlv's child, naturally good, but if it is Qin Tianhan's child, she really has no face.

Suddenly, Ji Xiaoran has a crazy idea.

As if the evil side had been inspired, she immediately stood up and wiped the tears from her face.

She stroked her stomach and said, "baby, I'm sorry. It's mom. I'm sorry."

……

Ji Xiaoran went to the hospital, she made an appointment to do abortion, she can't leave the child, if the child is Qin Tianhan's, it's over.

She's sorry enough for Chu Xinlv. She can't keep the child.

The doctor asked again and again, "are you sure you want to kill this child?"

Ji Xiaoran nodded, "I'm sure."

"But it has to be signed by the father of the child."

Ji Xiaoran directly took out a pile of cash from his bag, threw it on the table and said, "I'm an adult. I'm responsible for my own body. I don't need anyone to sign for me. Please operate on me immediately." She closed her eyes in agony and despair.

The doctor looked at the cash on the table and nodded, "well, you can sign this pre-operative consent and come with me."

Ji Xiaoran looked at the list, took up the pen, trembling fingers, wrote down his name.

Her heart aches with every word she writes.

Sorry, baby, mom, I'm really sorry for you, but mom can't keep you, because I don't know whose child you are. You can blame mom if you want to

Ji Xiaoran followed the doctor to the operating room step by step.

Ji Xiaoran lies on the hospital bed, the doctor will separate her legs, "later will play anesthesia, you relax."

Ji Xiaoran closed his eyes and his heart was shaking.

Next to the doctor's assistant, took out a anesthesia needle.

The assistant skillfully pulled out the medical syringe from the glass bottle, and the syringe of the anesthesia needle was transparent liquid.

Then the assistant doctor put the anesthetic needle closer to her body.

Ji Xiaoran grasped the edge of the operating bed with both hands, and his heart beat faster.

I'm sorry, kid. It's all mom's fault. I'm sorry

All of a sudden, Ji Xiaoran seems to think of something. She suddenly opens her eyes, and there are pictures in her mind.

Her first child, she lost her first child, such a tragic loss, at that time, she was in agony, almost unable to live!

She has lost a child, is it difficult to lose another child? Why are you so cruel?

How painful she was when she lost her first child, but now she wants to kill her second child herself?

No, Ji Xiaoran, how can you be so cruel? How can you be so cruel, you can't, you can't!

There seems to be a voice telling her, no, never!

Suddenly, she yelled, "wait a minute!"

The assistant doctor just pressed the needle close to her skin, but before he could get it in, he heard Ji Xiaoran's voice.

Ji Xiaoran immediately sat up from the operating bed and said, "I'm not going to have an operation. Today's event should not have happened."

She immediately got out of bed, dressed and walked out of the operating room.

Ji Xiaoran went out of the hospital pale and looked up at the sun in the sky.

She narrowed her eyes, tears in her eyes.

It's such a scene again. I'm familiar with it. When she was pregnant with her first child, she was examined in the hospital. When she came out, she was also so lost.

Now that she is pregnant with a second child, the only difference is that the second time she came to have an abortion operation, but she didn't do it in the end. She still came out with a lost look.