There was a long silence.
Finally, he was broken by a sound of Chu Xinlv, "is that right? It's good to be pregnant. "
Suddenly, Ji Xiaoran was surprised. She immediately looked up at Chu Xinlv. At this time, the man's face was not surprised, not excited, but dodged, ugly, iron green, perfunctory. Why?
She saw these words on the man's face. Why?
Ji Xiaoran was a little shocked. She took his hand and asked, "Xinlv, what's the matter with you? Why did I tell you I was pregnant? You seem to be unhappy, or with such an expression. Don't you want children? "
Ji Xiaoran never thought that she had fantasized many times. She announced the news to Chu Xinlv. Every scene was so sweet and happy, but the reality was so cruel.
Chu Xin's law doesn't have much reaction at all. How can she deal with it?
Chu Xinlv seemed to comfort her, holding her shoulder and saying, "I'm sorry, Xiao ran. I'm actually very happy, but I'm a little tired. I don't know how to express it."
Ji Xiaoran frowns and stares at Chu Xinlv's face. She shakes her head. "No, you're not too tired or you don't know how to express it, but you're not happy at all, are you?"
Ji Xiaoran is not stupid, on the contrary, she is very sensitive, others subtle expression, she can sometimes observe one or two.
Chuxin law don't open eyes, didn't look at her, Ji Xiaoran immediately reached out to hold his face, forced him to face her, said: "Xinlv, what's the matter with you? Aren't you happy that we have children? Don't you want it? Do you forget the cruel departure of our first child? Now I finally have a second child, we have flesh and blood, but you... You just said that it's very good. For you, our own flesh and blood are just very good, right? "
Ji Xiaoran smile, her smile, some sad, more is also tragic.
Chu Xin law gently sighed and said: "sorry, Xiao ran."
He hugged Ji Xiaoran, gently stroked the back of her head and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaoran. You know, I love you very much, and I love our children. I know you're pregnant. I'm very happy, but you know my temperament, and I don't know how to express it."
Is he still making excuses?
Ji Xiaoran tears eyes, she pushed away Chu Xin law, "no, where do you not know how to express? When I was about to leave you, you were so excited that you even wanted to dig out your heart for me to see, but now you tell me that you don't know how to express it? I won't believe what you say. You can't even cheat yourself, can you? "
"Xiao ran, don't do that. Let me explain." Chu Xinlv reaches out her hand and wants to catch her.
Ji Xiaoran quickly stepped back a few steps, "you don't come here, Xinlv, let me down, you tell me the truth, don't you want my baby? There's something else, you tell me
Ji Xiaoran's heart is a little sad.
Chu Xin law step by step forward, close to her, and Ji Xiaoran step by step back, finally can only rely on the cold wall, shivering.
"Xiaoran." Chu Xin law a lunge forward, holding her tightly, "sorry, Xiaoran."
"You let me go, you let me go!" Ji Xiaoran pushes him away, Chu Xinlv hugs him more tightly, "don't push me away, Xiaoran, I love you so much, you know? I don't want to die for you. As long as you say something, you can do whatever you want me to do. Don't misunderstand me like this! "
Ji Xiaoran's throat is very sore. It's like pouring stones.
What's the matter with this man? Before cold as ice, now warm as fire to her, can he change his mood so easily?
"Xiaoran, when did you get pregnant?" Chu Xin law will chin gently on her shoulder, hands stroking her stomach.
Chu Xin's questions are actually quite normal, but Ji Xiaoran may feel guilty because of what happened before, so she was surprised when she heard what he said. But soon she adjusted her head and said, "I'm pregnant, more than a month ago. You forget the day before, isn't it normal to be pregnant?"
She seems to be deliberately avoiding his eyes and leaning into his arms.
"More than a month." Chu Xin law pulled the corner of his mouth.
His smile is a little bitter, but Ji Xiaoran didn't see it.
He was very calm and became gentle at last. He held her face and said, "Xiao ran, since you are pregnant, don't go to work. Let's have a baby at home. This is our second child, but it's also the first one. We must take good care of it. We can't hurt him and you any more."
Ji Xiaoran heard him say so, and finally laughed, "look at you, it's a bit decent at last. At the beginning, I thought you didn't like this child."
"Why? As long as it's our child, I'll love it. " He seems to have hit the word "as long as", as if to imply something.
Ji Xiaoran frowned. He felt as if he had been scratched by something sharp, but he didn't have to feel guilty.
This child is Chu Xin law, she did not have a relationship with other men, but because of what happened before, she still has some lingering fear.
the second day.
Chuxin law will take Xiaoran to the hospital, give her to do a birth examination, the doctor said that Ji Xiaoran's body is a little weak, can't be too tired, can't be too worried.
After doing a good job for Ji Xiaoran, he took Ji Xiaoran home and took care of him carefully.
Ji Xiaoran found that Chu Xinlv didn't go out for a week since she knew she was pregnant. She stayed with her at home every day.
At the beginning, she was still wondering whether the man didn't like the child? But now I see his reaction and emotion, and what he has done. He doesn't like it. I guess he likes it too much. He really doesn't know how to express it.
Chu Xin law almost his good man to the limit, in order not to let Ji Xiaoran touch, hurt, tired, she almost trapped her in bed, not allowed her to come down.
Every day for dinner, he personally brought it to her to feed her. Even if he went to the toilet, he held it in his arms. If he didn't let her go by herself, Ji Xiaoran was a little embarrassed.
Night as promised, Chu Xin law for Ji Xiaoran after a bath, will dry her body, and then hold her in bed, cover the quilt, "Xiaoran, sleep.".
Ji Xiaoran blushed, "how can I sleep? Give me my pajamas
"Don't wear it. It's good for you to sleep like this. I'll be with you."