Chapter 415

Chu Yuanmei frowned and said, "but you are weak. You'd better be careful. Be obedient and go out with your aunt. I'm your elder. I'm from here. It's always right to listen to me. I won't hurt you."

Ji Xiaoran thought he was not happy and said, "aunt, of course I know you won't harm me. Don't say that."

"Then go out with your aunt and don't stay here. I want to talk to you more. Don't delay the cook here, will you? "

"All right." Ji Xiaoran also compromised and followed Chu Yuanmei out.

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Ji Xiaoran has seen Chu Yuanmei's hesitation several times. This time, she sees Chu Yuanmei again. Soon after she is taken out of the kitchen, she seems to have something to say to her, but she doesn't.

Ji Xiaoran was about to suffocate and immediately asked, "aunt, do you have anything to say to me?"

Chuyuanmei said with a smile, "yes, but it's not important."

Ji Xiaoran is very curious, "what is it, please tell me. I think you didn't say what you wanted to say to me several times. "

"Xiao ran, you are so smart. You found out." Two people are sitting on the swing in the garden.

"Come on, aunt. What do you want to tell me?"

"In fact, it's nothing, just a little curious, want to ask you..." she stopped, did not continue.

"Ask what?" Ji Xiaoran is full of questions.

Chu Yuanmei said, "I heard Xinlv say that you asked him to help you find your own parents, right?"

At the mention of his parents, Ji Xiaoran was stunned and then said, "he told you, right?"

"Yes, he told me. When we chatted, he said casually. Why, can't you tell me“

Ji Xiaoran shook his head, "no, it's no secret. I really asked him to help me find my biological parents."

Seeing Ji Xiaoran's lonely face, Chu Yuanmei's heart ached. She couldn't help asking, "how do you know your biological parents are still in this world? Maybe they're dead. "

Ji Xiaoran breathed a sigh, I don't know whether to laugh or be sad, "aunt, this sentence Xinlu told me, I don't think they have passed away, but I always think they are still alive.

Ji Xiaoran patted his chest and said: "there is a strong premonition that they are still alive."

Chu Yuanmei avoided her eyes, lowered her head and lowered her eyes. She bit her lip and took a deep breath. She said to Ji Xiaoran, "Xiaoran, if they are still alive, why do you go to the orphanage? Maybe they abandoned you. Aren't you sad and angry? I still want to find them. "

Ji Xiaoran a burst of melancholy, "in fact, I don't know. At that time, I had no reason to tell Xinlv about it. Let him help me find my biological parents. There is always a feeling in my heart that I can find them."

Chu Yuanmei was shocked. She was very guilty about Xiaoran's eyes. She asked: "Xiaoran, if you find your parents, what will you do? Do you blame them? "

The last question is what Chu Yuanmei wants to ask.

Ji Xiaoran breathed a long breath, "in fact, I don't know if I will blame them. I don't think there is any reason for parents in the world to abandon their children. Besides, I'm in good health and I don't have any disease, or they think I'm a girl, so they throw me away?"

Ji Xiaoran's mind flashed countless ideas, each idea, put on any abandoned baby's parents, are evil, are hateful.

Chuyuanmei pursed her lips, turned her head to one side and held back her tears.

She breathed a little, took a few deep breaths, turned her head and said to Ji Xiaoran, "Xiaoran, do you hate them?"

Ji Xiaoran was slightly stunned, and then said: "I don't know. In a word, I feel strange when I think of them. It seems that my biological parents don't exist in this world. They never exist."

Ji Xiaoran doesn't have any concept of these. All her family relationships are foster parents.

Chu Yuanmei patted her on the shoulder, "Xiaoran, now that you and Xinlv have been reconciled and together, you are pregnant again, why bother about these things? What about finding them? What about not finding them? It doesn't make any difference. "

Chu Yuanmei's words sound like persuading Ji Xiaoran to do her best, but after listening carefully, it seems to be for her own selfish desire.

Ji Xiaoran shook his head, "no, I really want to find them. What I want to do most is to ask them face to face why they want to abandon me."

Chu Yuanmei covered her mouth, her heart began to shake, her body began to shake slowly, but she was restrained strongly.

Ji Xiaoran suddenly heard a sob. She turned her head and saw that Chu Yuanmei seemed to be crying. She felt very strange, "aunt, what's the matter with you? Did you cry? "

Chu Yuanmei quickly shook her head. She wiped her tears and said, "no, it seems that something just flew into my eyes. It's like a little bug."

"Yes? Come on, let me see. " Ji Xiaoran is a little worried. She quickly checks Chu Yuanmei's eyes. After looking at both sides of her carefully, she shakes her head. "I don't see any bugs or anything."

"Yes? Maybe when I rubbed my eyes or cried just now, something fell out, but fortunately, it didn't cause any harm. "

Chuyuanmei covers her pain and guilt with a smile. Ji Xiaoran doesn't notice anything. More importantly, she doesn't think that way.

"Auntie, don't rub your eyes any more. Your hands are full of bacteria." Ji Xiaoran reminds a way.

"I see." Chu Yuanmei nodded and said, "Xiao ran, if you know who your parents are, will you forgive them?"

Ji Xiaoran hesitated. After thinking for a moment, she shook her head. "I don't know. I'm in a mess. I can't imagine what kind of parents would cruelly abandon their children."

”Maybe there is a problem? I had to abandon you? " Chu Yuanmei's voice was a little hasty.

Ji Xiaoran sneered, "what's the trouble? I can't think of a way to abandon a child. Can't afford it, or is the child sick, or don't want it? "

The atmosphere became more and more abnormal, and gradually became sad and heavy.

Chu Yuanmei immediately digs off the topic, "well, don't talk about it. It's all my aunt's fault. I shouldn't have mentioned it to you."

Ji Xiaoran shook his head, "it doesn't matter, I don't care."