"You will ask what to do, a bunch of useless things!" Chu Xin law's mood is very irritable, he took off his coat, casually put on his arm, came to the door and knocked.
"Xiaoran." He called Xiaoran's name and became tender in an instant, completely different from the way he had just talked to the servant.
Ji Xiaoran is inside, but she doesn't respond. Chu Xinlv is very worried. She clenches her fist and knocks on the door. "Xiaoran, open the door, OK?"
But there is still no response. Chu Xin law very worried, immediately said: "do not quickly take the key to open the door."
"Yes." The servant immediately went to the housekeeper for the key.
Soon, the Housekeeper will bring the key, Chu Xin law directly open the door, a see Ji Xiaoran sitting by the bed, is feeding the baby, she was relieved.
Ji Xiaoran is feeding her daughter and her son is sleeping soundly in the cradle. When she sees someone coming in, Ji Xiaoran just glances at her and continues to feed her baby as if nothing had happened.
Chu Xin law waved to the servant and said, "bring up the dinner."
"All right." The servant left and closed the door.
Chu Xin law came to the bed, hugged Ji Xiaoran's shoulder, "Xiaoran, why do you hide in the room and lock the door, scared me to death, I thought something happened to you."
His whole heart was just about to come out.
Ji Xiaoran shrugged his shoulders and didn't want him to touch her.
Chu Xinlv is a little lost and draws his hand back. He stares at Xiaoran's daughter in her arms and sighs. If Xiaoran knows that the baby girl she is feeding is not their daughter at all, she will definitely collapse.
In this way, Chu Xinlv can't let Xiao ran know the truth. Before she gets her daughter back, he has to keep it from her, no matter what the cost.
After feeding the milk, Ji Xiaoran pulled down his clothes again. After the baby finished the milk, he closed his eyes and half fell asleep, muttering from time to time.
Ji Xiaoran coaxed her patiently, then picked up the baby and put it in the cradle with his brother.
In the whole process, she didn't say a word to Chu Xinlu, or even make eye contact with him.
Her indifference cools chuxinlv's heart. Ji Xiaoran puts her child back in the cradle. As soon as she turns around, chuxinlv holds her in her arms. "Xiaoran, don't be angry with me, OK? Please, we love each other so much, why can't we trust each other more? "
Ji Xiaoran just smiles coldly and pushes him away coldly.
Does this man mean to trust each other? If he really trusts her, why does this man always keep the truth from her and why does he keep Ellie.
If you love me so much, why do you do these unreasonable things?
Ji Xiaoran is tired. She doesn't want to think about it, and she doesn't want to find the truth. Now she just wants to leave Chu Xinlv. In this way, her world and her life will be simpler.
Bang bang, the door was knocked, the servant came in with dinner, "young master, Miss Ji, this is dinner."
"Come in“ Chu Xin law pointed to the table beside, "put it there."
The servant came to the small table with the tray, put the food away, and left with the tray.
The smell of the food quickly spread throughout the room, but Ji Xiaoran had no appetite. In just ten days, Ji Xiaoran lost a lot of weight.
Sometimes want to thin, but how also thin not down, when you no longer think, inexplicably thin.
Ji Xiaoran didn't deliberately lose weight, but what happened during this period exhausted her, affected her sleep and appetite. If it wasn't for the sake of her children, in order to have more milk, maybe she would become thinner.
Chu Xin law came to the bedside to sit down, took Ji Xiaoran's hand, "we have a good meal, the meal has been served."
Ji Xiaoran pushed away his hand and said coldly, "don't touch me."
Chu Xin law pulled the corners of his mouth feebly, "I know you blame me, but you always have to eat, if you don't supplement nutrition, how can you feed these two children? Are you reluctant to let them eat milk powder? "
He knew that Xiaoran was soft hearted and just wanted to breastfeed her children, but he could not bear them to eat milk powder, otherwise she would have bought milk powder long ago.
Ji Xiaoran closed his eyes and frowned, as if forced, but helpless.
She got up and sat down at the small table, smelling the delicious food. She was really a little hungry, but there was a feeling that she couldn't eat.
Chu Xin law for Ji Xiaoran clip vegetables, soup for her, "Xiaoran, tonight's food seems very good, eat more."
Ji Xiaoran picked up the bowl and looked at the food in it. She couldn't eat it.
But she turned her head and looked at the cradle not far away. The two children were sleeping soundly. Thinking of her child, Ji Xiaoran no longer insisted on it and began to eat.
Even if every swallow is very difficult, even if she does not have any appetite, but hard to swallow.
Seeing her eating, Chu Xinlv finally smiles, "Xiao ran, eat more."
He kept putting vegetables into Ji Xiaoran's bowl. He gave all the meat in his bowl to Ji Xiaoran, and he only had white rice left, but he felt delicious eating these white rice.
After dinner, Chu Xin law does not wait for the servant to come, he took the initiative to take away the bowl, clean the table, and then went back to the bedroom.
After waiting for him to go back, there is a sound of running water in the bathroom. Ji Xiaoran is taking a bath, and Chu Xinlv is patiently waiting for her outside.
Ji Xiaoran took a bath quickly and came out in less than ten minutes. She wiped her wet hair, tied her Pajama belt on her waist, and went to the bedside to lie down directly.
The child is quiet, clever and fast asleep now, so she can be free.
Smelling the fragrance of bath gel on Ji Xiaoran's body, Chu Xinlv subconsciously rolls his throat knot. He can't help coming forward, "Xiaoran."
He just changed her name and didn't go on, because he didn't know what to say. He knew some words in his heart, but he couldn't say them. The combined sentences would make the other party very uncomfortable. Even though he had recited them in his heart for countless times, he still failed to say them.
Ji Xiaoran coldly took back his hand, and didn't even look at him.
Chu Xinlv sighed and went into the bathroom.
Taking advantage of Chu Xinlv's spare time in the bathroom, Ji Xiaoran, in order to wait and not communicate with him, lies on the bed and tries her best to fall asleep, because she knows that once she falls asleep, Chu Xinlv will not disturb her any more.
But she was so upset that she couldn't sleep.