Chapter 555

"Don't talk nonsense. Stay with me. I have to protect you."

"Are you going to leave me here?"

Qin Tianhan nodded, "yes, if you leave alone, I don't feel at ease. Only when you are by my side can I feel at ease. Xiaoran, stay by my side, OK? I don't ask you to give me any response, I just want to take good care of you. "

Ji Xiaoran was very moved in his heart, and his tears flowed down. "I'm sorry, but I didn't know you were so good to me. I don't deserve your kindness to me."

"Why not? You will always be the best Qin Tianhan stroked her face, her eyes were too gentle to speak, "you are the most beautiful woman in the world, I don't want anyone but you."

Ji Xiaoran was very sad, "but I've been with other men. I gave birth to two children for him and had a miscarriage. I'm not as pure as before. Are you still treating me as before?"

Qin Tianhan nodded, "Xiao ran, don't doubt my love for you. No matter what you become, I love you. This moment is the best proof. "

Ji Xiaoran closed his eyes and turned his head to one side, "sorry, I really can't give you any response, because I don't love..."

”Come on, don't say any more Qin Tianhan put out his hand to stop her mouth. He shook his head and looked sad, but he said with a smile: "I know what you want to say. Just keep it in your heart. Don't say it. I understand."

Let Ji Xiaoran say those cruel words like this, he will heartache.

He would rather she didn't say anything than hear her say that she didn't love him.

He would rather pretend to be stupid all his life.

Ji Xiaoran opened her watery eyes and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Qin Tianhan smiles, "well, Xiaoran, lie down for a while. The kitchen is making delicious food for you. You should eat more later. Look at your thin skin and bones recently. I have to supplement it for you beside me."

"Thank you, thank you." Now Ji Xiaoran has nothing to say except thank you.

Any words are feeble, even this thank you.

"Silly girl, don't say thank you to me. I'm willing to do everything to you. There's no thank you between us."

Ji Xiaoran has mixed feelings in her heart. She doesn't know how to describe her mood. In a word, she is very melancholy now!

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Qin Tianhan takes good care of Ji Xiaoran. He regards Ji Xiaoran as a princess, and he is her most loyal knight.

Qin Tianhan even feeds her with food and water every day.

This kind of picture is very familiar, Chu Xinlv has taken care of her so warmly, treating her as a princess, holding her in the palm of her hand and doting on her.

But in the twinkling of an eye that man became so heartless.

The better Qin Tianhan treats her, the more guilt she feels in her heart, and the more she thinks of Chu Xinlv.

Maybe Qin Tianhan will not be like him.

Ji Xiaoran doesn't care any more. She doesn't want any man any more. If love is destined to be hurt, she would rather not.

These days, Ji Xiaoran feels much better in spirit. He goes to bed and gets up every day and becomes normal, not as sleepy as before.

Maybe it's really like what Qin Tianhan said that her illness is cured.

But she was still in a bad mood, not happy every day, not even smiling.

Qin Tianhan tries to make her happy every day, but every time Ji Xiaoran smiles stiffly.

Autumn is a desolate season.

At least for Ji Xiaoran.

Looking at the fallen leaves outside the window, she felt like herself, falling from heaven to hell. At the moment of falling, she was still dreaming.

But when she fell to the ground, she knew how painful it was.

Chu Xin law to her pain, she will always remember, never forget.

Ji Xiaoran looks at it and his eyes are moist.

His thin body was shaking, and his eyes were more and more absent.

The footsteps coming from behind are ignored because of Ji Xiaoran's distraction.

Ji Xiaoran is holding a bad, suddenly, a more clothes on the shoulder.

Qin Tianhan put on a coat for her, squatted beside her, holding her hand, "Xiaoran, what are you doing sitting here? I'll take you back to bed. "

Ji Xiaoran shook his head. "I want to stay here for a while. You can see how beautiful the scenery is outside."

Qin Tianhan followed Ji Xiaoran's eyes. In fact, there was no scenery outside, that is, several trees were falling leaves and the wind was blowing.

Not only there is no scenery, but there is a sense of desolation.

Qin Tianhan doesn't want him to see this, for fear that she will be sad, so he picks Ji Xiaoran up from the chair and puts her on the bed.

"Xiao ran, although you are OK now, you still have to have a good rest. Look at how thin you are these days."

Ji Xiaoran pulled the corners of his mouth feebly, "when I gave birth to my baby before, my body became fat. I always wanted to lose weight, but for the sake of my child, I didn't lose weight. Now I've lost weight unconsciously. How long has it been?"

Ji Xiaoran lowers his head and looks at his thin body. He always feels that things are changeable.

Want what always can't get, don't want, inexplicably came.

"What are you talking about? Fat is good-looking? If you look at your thin appearance now, I'll feel sorry for your illness. "

He leaned on the bed, holding Ji Xiaoran, let her lean against his arms, their posture is very close.

Ji Xiaoran is not quite used to it. He pushes him and wants to get up, but Qin Tianhan hugs her. "Don't move. I'll hold you for a while. I won't do anything. Don't worry."

He wants to hold her like this, don't want to let Ji Xiaoran refuse, this woman, he can't get her body for the time being, can hold her like this, also can alleviate the pain of his Acacia.

Although Ji Xiaoran is not very comfortable in her heart, she still bites her teeth and bears it. Now she has no strength to struggle. For her, everything is like a nightmare. What is the end of the nightmare? She didn't know.

"Xiao ran, what would you like to eat at night?"

"Whatever you like, it doesn't matter what you eat."

"I know you are in a bad mood, but you are still so young, there is still a long way to go in the future, with me with you, there are still many hopes, so don't give up on yourself, OK?"

Give up on yourself?

Hearing these four words, Ji Xiaoran raised the corner of his mouth, "in this world, if it's not a desperate situation, who will want to give up somehow? You won't understand. I'm a mother. I have two children. I can't see them. I've lost them. I'm so miserable. I've lost my first child. Now, all the children are gone. They're gone! "