Chapter 611

Mingyue is silent and doesn't respond to her.

Ji Xiaoran's eyes fell on her face, as if looking at her, waiting for her to speak.

But after waiting for a long time, Mingyue didn't say anything.

Ji Xiaoran sighed and said, "if only a woman could accompany Xinlv and take care of my two children."

Moon's hand, slightly meal, pale fingers, involuntarily curled up.

Ji Xiaoran caught this detail, feeling a little uncomfortable, but also relieved, she said to Mingyue: "you follow Xinlv and work for him for a long time, he trusts you, if you can always accompany him."

"What do you mean?" Moon's voice is very cold, "don't beat around the bush."

Ji Xiaoran's words made her panic.

Ji Xiaoran had a pause, some bitterness in his heart, showing a helpless smile, "in fact, you know what I'm talking about."

Bright moon is tiny a Zheng, finally, coldly say: "I don't understand what to say, why beat around the Bush!"

Ji Xiaoran is very gentle, not because of her attitude and any discomfort, very patiently said: "you are so smart, how can you not know what I am talking about? Why do you think I'm beating around the Bush? You must be very confused, right

The moon frowned: "I don't understand."

Ji Xiaoran breathed out: "in that case, let me be more direct. I know you like Chuxin law? Right? "

"What are you talking about?" The moon suddenly panic, voice has become urgent, some eyes dodge.

Ji Xiaoran also saw her expression and knew it. She laughed and said, "you don't have to deny it. I understand."

"Don't talk nonsense, I didn't!"

"Really not?" Ji Xiaoran sighed, "in fact, I can already see that you like Chuxin law, and it's not the general one."

"You're wrong." The voice of bright moon is a little hasty: "don't talk nonsense here."

"You know I'm not talking nonsense!" Ji Xiaoran was serious, "everyone is a woman, don't hide from me, I can see, you like him, you see his eyes are not the same."

Mingyue frowned and her voice became colder: "don't talk about it any more. Don't bother me with boring topics."

"Are you sure this is a boring topic, or are you afraid to face it?" Ji Xiaoran holds Mingyue's hand. "I know you like him. Now I'm dying. I hope you two can..."

"Enough!" Mingyue interrupts her, a little angry, "Ji Xiaoran. What do you mean? Do you give it to me when you die? What if you're not dead! "

A burst of silence, after a long time, Ji Xiaoran began to speak, voice some sad, "if not in this virus, if I can live for a long time, then I and Chu Xinlv, also impossible."

"What?" Bright moon frowns, some doubts.

Ji Xiaoran said: "you may feel strange, but I've been through so many things with Chu Xinlu. I'm really tired. If it wasn't for the virus and I still have a short life, I would leave him and live my life well. I won't be with him any more. But now I'm dying, so I want to spend the last little time with him, I'm with my children, so no matter whether I die or not, I can't be with Chu Xinlv. "

Ji Xiaoran has said very clearly, but Mingyue is very uncomfortable, "I don't need you to give me, he only loves you, he doesn't want any other women."

Mingyue is very clear about this. Chu Xin's love for Ji Xiaoran has reached the point of madness.

Ji Xiaoran said bitterly: "so what? I'm going to die. He's young. He's under 30. He has a long life to live in. After I die, he will always have a woman to accompany him. I think you are the most suitable. "

Mingyue clenched her fist tightly, feeling suddenly a little excited, "I fit, where do I fit? Can't you see me now? Are you blind? "

Ji Xiaoran felt a pain in her heart. She knew what Mingyue meant. She quickly said, "don't think so. You are a very good girl."

"I'm not!" Mingyue's emotion is a little excited: "I'm dirty. I'm forced by Qin Tianhan. How can I be with Chu Xinlv? Even if you die, even if he looks for other women, he can't look for me. I'm not worthy of anyone! "

Ji Xiaoran suddenly got angry: "how can you belittle yourself so much? You are a very good girl. If someone looks down on you because of this, then that person certainly doesn't deserve you. He must be a very vulgar person. "

"So what?" Mingyue said despairingly, "isn't everyone like this? No matter who is right or who is wrong, they only know that I am dirty, the rest is not important! "

Ji Xiaoran lowered her head, there is a sour spread, she wanted to cry, but finally she held back, raised her head and said: "Xinlv will never be like this, he is very worried about you, out of this kind of thing, he sleeps hard, every day is very uncomfortable."

"Is it?" Mingyue said, "you mean, this means that he is willing to be with me for the rest of his life, right?"

Ji Xiaoran is silent. In fact, she doesn't know.

She just wanted to give Mingyue a look forward to it. She didn't want Mingyue to be so desperate.

Ji Xiaoran grabbed her hand and said, "Mingyue, please promise me, OK? After I die, if you can be with him, please treat my two children kindly. I don't ask you to treat them like your own mother. I just ask you to let them grow up safely, OK? "

"How can I promise you?" Mingyue drew back her hand, "if you do this, chuxinlv will think that I forced you."

"No way." Ji Xiaoran said: "I will make it clear to him that he won't blame you."

"He doesn't blame me for not has the final say, I can't be with him, I can't match anyone."

"How can you say that again?" Ji Xiaoran was a little angry: "please, don't say that. You have no fault. If you have any fault, it's also my fault. It's Qin Tianhan's fault. It has nothing to do with you! Don't take all the responsibility on yourself! "

"But it's me who's in trouble, that's the point! You're a woman, don't you understand? " There are tears in Mingyue's eyes. The arrogance and indifference she once had no longer exist. Now she only has pain and inferiority, just like falling into the dust and can't lift her head.