Chapter 613

"Xiao ran, I won't let you have anything. Absolutely not."

"But it's not up to you." Ji Xiaoran had to break his hope: "in this world, there are many things we have nothing to do, including life and death. If we are destined to die, no one can stop them."

Chu Xin law embraces her shoulder, gently kisses her forehead, gentle way: "if you die, I will go to accompany you."

"What did you say?" Ji Xiaoran was surprised, she almost didn't hold the child, some anxious on her face, "don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense." He held her face and said gently, "I can't stand you leaving me. If I lose you, I will die."

If Xiao ran died, even if he didn't commit suicide, he would certainly not survive. He would do nothing and die like this.

"Xinlv, don't say that." Ji Xiaoran's feeling of shock is beyond description.

Qin Tianhan is the same. She is going to die, and he will accompany her.

Now Chu Xin's law is the same.

But what these two men said made her feel different. She didn't want Qin Tianhan to accompany her because there was no need.

And now, Chu Xin law also said to accompany her to die, Ji Xiaoran reluctant Chu Xin law to accompany her to die, do not want and reluctant, is not a concept.

"Xinlv, don't do stupid things. You are still so young, and you are less than 30 years old. Don't think about it any more."

"But what's the meaning of my life without you? I can't lose you. "

He had already made a plan. Without Ji Xiaoran, he would have no faith to live.

He owes this woman too much. Even if he gives her his life, he can't pay it back. If she dies, he will accompany her.

Ji Xiaoran couldn't help crying. She stood up and said to Chu Xinlu, "put the baby in the cradle."

She seemed a little angry and took the lead in putting the child in.

Chu Xin law also took the child to walk past, put the child in the cradle.

Ji Xiaoran turned around and said to Chu Xinlv, "don't let me hear you say this again. You can't die with me. No matter what you say is true or false, I won't allow it."

"It's not about your accuracy." Chu Xin law eyes seriously looking at her: "you're dead, I really don't want to live."

"Enough!" Ji Xiaoran was very angry: "how can you think that? Have you ever thought about what our children will do if their mother dies and their father dies again? Do you want your child to lose his mother and then his father? How can you be so selfish

Chu Xin law is full of pain in his eyes. He holds Xiaoran's hand, "but I can't control myself. In my heart, you are more important than anyone, even children."

This sentence may be selfish, but Ji Xiaoran is really the first in his heart.

But he still loves his children.

Ji Xiaoran is speechless. She doesn't know how to tell Chu Xinlv. She sighs: "promise me, OK? After I die, take good care of our children, bring them up, and watch them get married and have children. Will you be a good father, a good grandfather and a good grandfather? "

Ji Xiaoran looks at him with expectation.

Chu Xin law hugged her in his arms, "no, I don't want to promise you, I don't want to live without you." He has a firm attitude.

"You son of a bitch!" Ji Xiaoran clenched his fist and beat him on the back, "I'm angry if you do this again!"

"But I really love you. I can't lose you. I can't live without you." He has already integrated Ji Xiaoran into his life. They have been integrated into one, and no one can do without them.

Ji Xiaoran said bitterly, "how can you do this? Why don't you think about our children at all? It's not easy for me to have these two children. Why are you doing this? "

"Xiao ran, you don't have to worry." Chu Xinlv comforted: "I will take the children to their grandfather. Chu Jianheng will be very happy."

Ji Xiaoran gave a cold smile: "do you think your arrangement is very good? Leave our children to my grandfather, and then you die. Do you feel very happy? "

Chu Xinlv lowers her head, just like a child who has done something wrong, but the difference is that the child knows that he has done something wrong, and may not do it next time, but Chu Xinlv knows that he is wrong, but he still insists on doing it.

The more you see Chu Xinlv like this, the more angry Ji Xiaoran is: "you let me down too much. If you really do this, I won't die in peace!"

"Xiaoran..."

"Shut up! I don't want to listen to you. You've gone too far! I don't have much time to live. Do you make me uneasy even to die? You are sorry for our children. How pitiful they are Ji Xiaoran tears, came to the cradle, looked down at their children, "you see how small they are, only a few months, how can you bear it!"

"I'm sorry." Chu Xin's voice is hoarse in pain.

On hearing him say sorry, Ji Xiaoran lost all his temper, "do you know how to say sorry? Would you say such silly things? "

"Don't be so pessimistic, will you?" Chu Xin law holds her hand, "you won't die, we will always be together, we will accompany the children together, OK?"

Ji Xiaoran broke away from him: "do you think we can still be like before?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, there are so many things happening between us that there is no way to be like before. God may think that we are not suitable for each other. Every time we go through hardships and finally lead a stable life, all kinds of things will break us apart. In this case, we'd better not be together, Now I'm finally going to die. "

She laughed bitterly and couldn't even shed tears.

Chu Xinlv's face is very ugly, he tightly holds her shoulder: "I promise, absolutely not, no one can separate us, Xiaoran, please, don't say these words make me painful, OK?"

"But you have to face it." Ji Xiaoran pushed him away: "after I die, you still have a long time, but I can't ask you to be single all the time! I'm afraid you'll find a bad stepmother for my child. "

She is really a contradictory woman. On the one hand, she doesn't want chu Xinlv to die with her. On the other hand, she doesn't want chu Xinlv to find a stepmother for her children when she is alive.

"I will not." Chu Xin law eyes firm, even some terrible: "I only want you a woman, in addition to you, I don't want anyone."