"God, it doesn't matter how you treat me, but I hope you don't continue the tragedy on my children. I hope you can make them grow up peacefully and happily, and live their whole life, and don't tangle like their mother and father."
She wanted to put the children through so that they would not suffer in the future.
Chu Xinlv doesn't go out much every day. She stays at home with Ji Xiaoran and doesn't go anywhere.
Ji Xiaoran is coaxing the child to sleep. The servant comes in and whispers, "Miss Ji, Miss Mingyue is here. She wants to see you."
"I see." Ji Xiaoran watched the child fall asleep and left the room.
Chu Xinlv is talking to Mingyue.
Ji Xiaoran went over: "Mingyue, you are here."
See Ji Xiaoran came, Chu Xin law quickly came forward, embrace her waist: "how come out?"
"Never mind. I'm not sleepy now."
"Miss Ji, how are you feeling?" Asked the moon.
Ji Xiaoran shook his head: "just like that."
She turned to Chu Xinlv and said, "I want to talk to Mingyue alone, OK?"
Chu Xin law nodded: "OK, call me if you have anything."
Ji Xiaoran nodded: "I know."
Chu Xin law did not disturb them, then left.
Ji Xiaoran sat on the sofa, "Mingyue, you can also sit."
Mingyue also sat down.
"Why are you here? Can I help you? " Ji Xiaoran asked.
Mingyue said, "I've come to see you and want to tell you the progress of the research on antidotes."
Ji Xiaoran gently breathed a breath, "in fact, I don't hold any hope. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. I always can't get what I want
"Don't be so pessimistic." Mingyue advised her: "you still have two children."
"Well, don't mention these unhappy things." Ji Xiaoran asked: "Mingyue, what did you think of what I told you last time? Can you tell me? "
The moon frowned.
She knows what Ji Xiao is getting into.
"Do you think he will really accept me?"
"It may be difficult at first, but you have to believe that anything is possible," Ji said
"But he loves you so much. If you die, he won't accept any more women."
"But you are different." Ji Xiaoran's eyes are very serious: "Mingyue, you are a good woman. If Xinlv can be with you, it is also his blessing."
Mingyue sighed, "but it's not a blessing for him. He just wants you."
Ji Xiaoran leaned back on the sofa, sighed and said, "I don't know what will happen after my death. Things always exceed our expectations. If it doesn't work, let it be. However, if you really like him, I hope you can work harder. If you can be together, it's a good thing, As long as you are kind to my children
"Miss Ji, what if you can get rid of the poison? Will you stay with him? "
"Mingyue, why do you say such hopeless words? I can't get rid of the poison. "
"What if it's solved?" Mingyue's voice was a little hasty, "just answer my hypothetical question, seriously."
Ji Xiaoran sighed: "I don't want to be with him."
"Why? Don't you love him? "
"Of course I love him." Ji Xiaoran loves Chu Xinlv more than anyone else. She says with emotion: "it's a pity that when two people are together, not only love is OK, but there's no way to break through some things. I'm really tired."
Mingyue looks hesitant and seems to have something to say to her.
Ji Xiaoran asked: "what's the matter with you? You seem to have something on your mind. Can you tell me?"
"What else can I have on my mind?" Mingyue said bitterly, "you know my business. It's not a worry anymore. It's a nightmare."
Ji Xiaoran was a little ashamed: "sorry, my words are biased. Don't blame me."
"I don't blame you. It's not your fault. It's fate." She raised her head and stared at Ji Xiaoran. She opened her mouth and hesitated for a moment.
Ji Xiaoran saw it and asked suspiciously, "do you have something to say to me?"
Mingyue's hand, gently holding, holding the clothes, a little nervous, "Miss Ji, if I do something, I will break up you and Chu Xinlv, will you hate me?"
Ji Xiaoran suddenly laughed, "why do you want to do this? You don't need to break us up. I'll be dead soon. "
"If you don't die, if you can live for a long time, but I will break you up, will you hate me?"
"I will not." Ji Xiaoran's answer is very simple, "Mingyue, I'm ashamed of you, so no matter what you do, I won't blame you."
"What if I let Chu Xinlu marry me?"
Ji Xiaoran was slightly stunned. At last, she said, "isn't this what I want?"
Mingyue shakes her head and looks contradictory. "You don't understand what I'm talking about."
"Then you can tell me." Ji Xiaoran asked, "what do you want to say?"
"I..." suddenly, Mingyue covers her chest, her panic eyes, avoid Ji Xiaoran, immediately stand up and rush to the bathroom.
Seeing the appearance of Mingyue, Ji Xiaoran suddenly has a kind of uneasy feeling. She quickly gets up and follows up.
Mingyue is lying in front of the bathroom and vomits.
Ji Xiaoran quickly stepped forward, for her Shun Shun back.
"Mingyue, how are you?"
Mingyue vomits very hard, the veins on her forehead are protruding, she immediately gargles with water!
Ji Xiaoran looks at the bright moon in the mirror. She suddenly understands something in her heart. She is a little uneasy.
"I'll go first." The moon turns and leaves.
Ji Xiaoran took her arm: "wait a minute."
"Anything else?" The moon is not hot and cold asked, face some indifference.
Ji Xiaoran hesitated and asked, "are you pregnant?"
Suddenly, the moon's face has changed, shake off her hand: "I did not."
"But you threw up."
"That's because I have a cold. Vomiting doesn't mean I'm pregnant."
"Is it?" Ji Xiaoran is not at ease in the heart, "go to the hospital to check, OK? See if you're pregnant. "
"I'm not going." Mingyue is a little flustered. In fact, she doesn't know if she is pregnant. She is really afraid of the results.
Ji Xiaoran felt guilty and said, "shall we have a check? Now that things have happened, face it. If you really have a baby in your stomach, you have to find a way to solve it. It's unavoidable. "
The moon gently frowned and her face was covered with sadness: "what if I'm really pregnant?"
Ji Xiaoran stood aside and didn't speak. In fact, she didn't know. She shook her head: "sorry, Mingyue, I can't make up my mind for you. If you are really pregnant, then your child is up to you."