Chapter 655

Ji Xiaoran shook his head: "no, we can't be together, even if you divorce Mingyue."

"What did you say?" Chu Xin law's brow is tightly wrinkling.

Ji Xiaoran sighed: "I'm sorry, even if you divorce Mingyue, I won't be with you. Let's go. Don't come again."

"What do you mean?" Chu Xinlv's emotion is extremely excited. He holds Ji Xiaoran's arm tightly: "you just said those words, just joking with me, right? Are you angry that I haven't come to you these days, so you have resentment against me and deliberately say those words to make me suffer, right? "

"I didn't. You let me go." Ji Xiaoran pushes Chu Xinlv away: "it's right that you don't come to me these days, and I won't let you come. You're not wrong. What I just told you is not a joke."

"It's not true, no, it can't be! Xiaoran, you can beat me and blame me, but you can't say those words to me! Now I'm divorced from Mingyue. I'm free. We should be together! "

"Xinlv, please, we really can't be together."

"Then tell me why? If I'm not satisfied with the reason you said, I don't care so much. I'll tie you back! "

He was as mad as a madman, staring scarlet.

Ji Xiaoran sighed: "Xinlv, I'm sorry, I've had a good time since I left you, so I don't want to be with you any more."

"What did you say?" Chu Xinlv's eyes were stunned: "what do you mean? What do you mean you have a good life after you leave me? What do you mean you don't want to stay with me? "

"What I said is true." Ji Xiaoran tried to restrain her tears. Her heart was shaking and she said: "I don't deny that I love you, but I still can't be with you. Do you know that these days, I have been very calm with my children, and I have never encountered anything painful. Maybe I will miss you, but I just miss you. But if I continue to be with you, there will be a lot of disputes and obstacles between us. I'm really tired. "

Ji Xiaoran turns around and turns his back to him. His face is full of fatigue, and his heart is even more tired.

Every day with Xinlv is very tired, although there is love in support, but she is very painful.

Every time, she would fall from heaven to hell. She didn't want to bear that feeling any more. She was fed up with it. He was afraid.

She didn't gamble, she didn't forget.

But every time the bloody truth, will tear open, let her bear the pain again and again, so she no longer want to gamble, she can't afford to gamble, she failed too many times.

Although she missed this man these days when she left Xinlv, she did live a peaceful life and lost a lot of burden.

She doesn't feel sad to have children around her.

Life in the world, not just to love and live, there are many things worth doing.

Chu Xin law step by step close to her, put out his hand to her waist, put her whole person into his arms, from behind embrace her.

His voice calmed down a lot: "I promise, you will never feel that kind of pain again. This time we are together, it will never happen again."

It's hard to give up this woman, so he has to fight for it.

Ji Xiaoran shook his head, "Xinlv, I believe you, but I don't believe in fate. Sometimes we want to do something, but we can't do what we want. Every time we are fooled by fate, I really have enough. I don't want to gamble any more. Please let go. It's good for both of us. "

"What about our children? Do you have the heart to separate their parents? Do you have the heart to have two of them, no, three of them, without mom and dad to accompany them? "

When it comes to children, Ji Xiaoran's whole heart is shaking. She takes a deep breath, and finally clenches her teeth and says, "I have already said that when children grow up, if they want to recognize their father or mother, we should not stop each other. Our separation does not mean that our children should not be separated. After all, they are our flesh and blood. We can't be separated. It's just that we are separated. "

She grabbed Chu Xinlv's hand, took it away, turned to face him, her eyes were covered with tears: "please, Xinlv, you can satisfy my wish, please."

"No, I won't!" Chu Xin law holds her face, voice is shaking: "how can I promise, what do you want me to do? Did you just give up on me? Are you willing to give up? Why are you so cruel

"I'm sorry." Ji Xiaoran lowers her head in shame. She admits that she is really cruel, cruel to separate from him, cruel to let their children separate.

But if we don't, it may be more painful in the future.

"Xinlv, I beg you, let go, please." Ji Xiaoran is shivering all over. His tears are like the flood breaking the dike.

Chu Xin's heart is like being cut by a sharp knife, breaking his flesh and blood and cutting it into pieces.

"Xiao ran, what should I do? What should I do so that you can accept me again and we can be like before! "

"Xinlv, please, please." Ji Xiaoran seized his hand: "please let me go. I really live a peaceful life these days. This is the life I want. Please."

Chu Xin law covers his painful heart, there will never be good, as long as there is no this woman around, what's the use of this place.

"Xiaoran, I really love you. I can't bear to make you suffer. If I'm by your side, I'll do what you want."

He closed his eyes and pulled out a smile from the corner of his mouth. "I'll listen to you whatever you want."

Ji Xiaoran trembled, "Xinlv, I'm sorry, thank you for helping me, thank you."

"I have done you good, but who can do me good?" He stepped back step by step, each step was like stepping on the tip of a knife: "have you ever thought about what I should do? How can I live without you? "

"Xinlv, anyone can live without us, and we both live well. It's not life and death. As long as we are thinking about each other in our hearts, that's enough. As long as each other's life is good, that's enough."

"How can I be better without you?" Chu Xin law miserable smile: "no longer good."

"Xinlv." Ji Xiaoran called his name, close to him.