It's all worth it. All his thoughts, resentments, patience and restraint over the past five years are all worth it.
Hearing that this woman said she missed him, he thought it was worth it.
For a moment, Ji Xiaoran is immersed in the eager tenderness of Chu Xinlv, unable to extricate himself.
For a long time, she suddenly opened her eyes and pushed him away: "Xinlv, since we have discussed, I will go. If there is anything else, please contact me again."
Ji Xiaoran said that he was about to run.
Chu Xin law suddenly rushed forward, hugged her from behind: "run what? Five years, are we not separated enough? Let me have a hug. What's the matter
"It can't be like this, Xinlv. I suddenly find that we are cursed. As long as we are together, something bad will happen."
Chu Xin's law
"So, so let's not do that." Her voice is a little flustered, grasp the hand of Chu Xin law to pull open: "please."
Chu Xin law powerless hand down: "do you think we have been cursed?"
Ji Xiaoran nodded, "well."
Chu Xin law retreated a few steps, took the initiative to open the distance with her: "originally my close let you so painful, in this case, then you go, I will not stop you."
Ji Xiaoran is flustered in her heart, so she runs away.
She's worried that if she stays here any longer, she won't be able to hold the man tight again.
Intuition tells her that once they get together again, something bad will happen, and she can't afford to gamble any more.
……
Ji Xiaoran all the way back home, the whole person is concussion, she does not know how to come back, in short, she is muddled.
No, I have to find something to divert my attention. I can't think about that man any more, or she will be sad.
She's had enough pain and enough blood.
Ji Xiaoran suddenly thought of something and took out his mobile phone to dial a number.
She called Mingyue to talk about Mingyan.
However, there is still no one on the other end of the mobile phone, and Ji Xiaoran is more and more worried.
"Is there anything wrong with Mingyue?" She thinks so, in the heart suddenly flustered, go to the home of bright moon immediately.
After arriving at Mingyue's home, Ji Xiaoran immediately knocks on the door: "is anyone there? Open the door, open the door quickly!"
Ji Xiaoran knocked on the door for a long time, but no one looked.
She took out her cell phone and called Mingyue, but she never got through.
The more she thought about it, the more worried she was. She knocked on the door: "Mingyue, are you at home? If you are at home, will you open the door for me? "
She clutched the doorknob anxiously and tried.
With a click, the door was really opened by her. It turned out that the door was unlocked.
After opening the door, Ji Xiaoran immediately went in.
The house is quiet. Mingyue lives in a villa she bought five years ago. It's big but empty. Only Mingyue and Mingyan live here.
It's hard to imagine how lonely their mother and son should be when they face such a big house every day.
"Bright moon, bright moon." Ji Xiaoran shouts Mingyue's name, and the house has echoes. She immediately comes to Mingyue's room and knocks on the door: "name, Mingyue."
She knocked twice, then opened the door and went in. She found Mingyue lying on the bed. She suddenly had an ominous premonition, "Mingyue, what's the matter with you?"
She sat by the bed, shaking her body, but the moon did not wake up.
Ji Xiaoran flustered, "Mingyue, wake up, what's the matter with you?"
Mingyue seems to hear the sound. She opens her eyes in a daze and is surrounded by Ji Xiaoran.
"What are you doing here?" she said
Seeing her wake up, Ji Xiaoran is relieved, but Mingyue's face is very ugly: "Mingyue, what's the matter with you? Are you sick? "
She reached out and touched her forehead. Mingyue's temperature was normal.
Mingyue shakes her head: "I'm ok. What are you doing here?"
"Of course I'm worried about you. I can't get through your mobile phone. Your son didn't come back yesterday. Don't you know?"
"Mingyan?" Mingyue frowned: "it's been so long. I thought I didn't sleep long."
Ji Xiaoran heard something from her words: "you mean, have you been sleeping? Is he ill? "
Mingyue shakes her head: "I'm ok. I just tried some medicine. I'm unconscious by accident."
"What? Test the medicine Ji Xiaoran seems to understand what she means by this: "Mingyue, don't tell me, you've tried medicine with your own body again?"
The moon nods.
Ji Xiaoran said angrily: "how can you hurt your body so much? Those drugs are very dangerous. How can you try them with your own body? "
"So what?" Mingyue sat up from the bed and leaned on the head of the bed: "I don't use my own body, do I use someone else's body? Who would like to use it for me.
"Name, I know you are very talented in this aspect, but you can't be so indifferent to your body. Don't forget, you still have a son. If you have any problems, what will your son do?"
"He is almost six years old. Even if I die, I can go to the orphanage. He won't die."
Hearing Mingyue's indifferent words, Ji Xiaoran only feels very sad, "Mingyue, he is your own son. How can you say that? Do you know that he was there yesterday and always wanted to come back? He was afraid that you would be worried. "
Mingyue pulled the corners of her mouth and said, "what's wrong with me? I don't care where he sleeps
"How can you say that? He's your own son. If he's gone, aren't you worried? "
"Why should I worry?" Mingyue said carelessly: "do you come to me just to talk about him?"
Ji Xiaoran sighed: "I really doubt what life your son is living with you."
"Good day, of course." Mingyue pointed to her room: "look where I live, the money I can't spend, and the villa. What's wrong? A lot of people don't want a life like ours. "
"But what about your son? Do you want to be indifferent to her all the time, even if he's gone, you won't worry about him? "
Mingyue doesn't think so. "Didn't he go to you? Even without me, don't you still have an aunt who loves him? What's the difference? "
Ji Xiaoran sighs. She doesn't know how to tell her. Mingyue seems to be out of oil and salt. How can she say that Mingyue is indifferent. It's her own son.
Ji Xiaoran also understands the shadow in her heart, but after all, the child has been born, and she can't get any pleasure of revenge by doing so. Instead, she feels more painful.