Chapter 43：Am I in Love ?

"Whatever you say, okay !" Miyu roars to someone on her phone then roughly closes her cellular's flip and sighs upset simultaneously.

Takeshi who reads his script near her spontaneously turns his head to her with a question look. Miyu glances to him before throws her sight to the floor. "Is he still angry ?" Takeshi asks. Miyu inhales long then nods. "It really sucks!" Miyu's swear is for the person who was on the phone.

Takeshi smiles a little to cheer her. "I better meet Ryu to convince him that there is nothing happened among us," he says. Miyu shakes her head. "No use. If you meet him, he will be even sure that there is something between us," Miyu forbids. Takeshi stares at her in confused.

"Then.. how to convince him that we are just friends ?" Takeshi asks. Miyu shrugs to say that she also does not have a clue.

Takeshi sighs. "His behavior will only inhibit your carrier. Will he be jealous to every opponent of yours ?" Takeshi asks in concern. Miyu can only give him a bland smile.

"I'm geting tired," Miyu complains then looks at Takeshi with gloomy eyes, "but I still love him."

Takeshi pats her shoulder to cheer her up. "Well, that's love," Takeshi says it to comfort her but the tone is a bit weird. It is almost sounded like Takeshi tries to comfort him self instead of Miyu.

"How about you ... Do you really not have a girlfriend ?" Miyu asks purposely to change the topic so she can forget her sadness. Takeshi turns to her. "There is none," Takeshi convinces her.

"Or.. maybe.. you're in love ?" Miyu makes a guess. Takeshi's eyeballs widen to hear it and Miyu see that change. "See.. I was right.. you are in ..." Miyu's exclamation immediately muffled by Takeshi's hand on her mouth.

"Ssstt..!" Takeshi hisses, telling her to be quiet with his threatening look. "Don't make gossip.. The walls have ears here," says Takeshi trying to tell that Miyu's guess is false. He releases his hand only when Miyu nods to agree.

"Kyoto's girl or an artist ?" Miyu asks in whisper but still enthusiast. "I said, there is none," Takeshi denies, not realizing his cheeks are blushing.

"Do I know her ?" Miyu urges.

"I don't know," Takeshi shortly answers, a little bit sulky to know Miyu is still urging.

"Is .."

"I don't know.. I don't know.. i don' know !!" Takeshi snaps before Miyu even asks than acting angry. Miyu joyfully laughs to know a little secret of Takeshi.

Takeshi has a heavy sighs then stares the floor. "Actually, I really not sure whether I am in love or not," Takeshi says in whisper makes Miyu stops laughing and turns to him.

"What do you mean ?" Miyu asks. Takeshi glances at her than shakes his hand. "Come on.. we're friends," Miyu urges him. Takeshi in silent for a quite sometimes.

"But you have to promise not to tell anyone.. In Japan, you are the only one who knows about it. Not even Hiroshi nor my mom knows it," Takeshi eventually decides to tell her. Miyu nods and makes a V sign to promise. Takeshi sighs, he does not know where to start.

"Is it possible to be in love even if we didn't know the face ?" Takeshi starts his story with a question.

"You mean.. you've never met this girl ?" Miyu makes a guess.

"I have.. once. But only for a minute," Takeshi answers then smirks, "That's because she fainted and I had to carry her."

Miyu frowns. "And after that ?" she asks to become more confuse.

"After that.. we are in touch by emails," Takeshi answers makes Miyu opens her eyes wide.

"Wow.. cyber love," Miyu amazes.

Takeshi turns to her. "Do you think it is possible ?" he asks.

Miyu smiles. "Don't asks me.. asks your heart," Miyu answers lightly.

Takeshi sighs. "I'm not sure my self. I've never felt this way. I mean.. It is not the same as my .. my previous.. love. With this girl I feel so relax and happy all the time. It's like I can put my burdens away. There is no rush, no quiver like one I used to have," he explains while blankly dazes. "But.. these few days I haven't received an email from her.. I feel something is missing," Takeshi ends his words in gloom.

Miyu keeps her sweet smile to see Takeshi that now gazing the floor. From far the director calls them. "Do you want to know what I think?" Miyu asks while standing. Takeshi raises his head to look t her. "I think .. you really are in love," Miyu gives her opinion before leaving Takeshi.