Qi Qian didn't speak. He held Chang Xia's hand with his fingers. His eyes were as clear as the blue waves and the lake. But there were heavy colors in his eyes. It seemed that there were ten thousand jin stones pressing down on him, which made him gasp.
Seeing his expression, Chang Xia became more and more uneasy: "what's the matter, Qi Qian, do you want to say something?"
"Xiao Xia, I want to say something next, but you have to be quiet and listen to me."
"Well, you said..."
"The child is gone."
The four simple words are like the four sharpest knives stabbing in the heart, the blood oozing from the four big holes, and the saddest feelings flowing out of the four holes.
Chang Xia thought she had heard the wrong thing and the child was gone? How is that possible? Her children don't say no, they don't.
"You cheat." Chang Xia reluctantly and rigidly laughed, "Qi Qian, you must be deceiving. How can my child be gone? Isn't he well in my stomach?"
Chang Xia stroked her stomach. She felt that she could feel the heartbeat of the child in her stomach, that she could feel the child talking to her, that she could feel him moving in her stomach. Say he's dead? How can it be? It must be a joke.
"It's April Fool's day, isn't it? Qi Qian, you can't do this. I'll be angry if you make fun of children. " Chang Xia takes the mobile phone to see the date of the mobile phone, but Qi Qian holds her wrist.
"Sorry, Xiao Xia, I didn't protect you and the child."
At the moment when he said this, Chang Xia's tears came down, even though he tried his best to restrain them, but the tears were like rain falling from the sky, overcast and sorrowful.
In fact, the first time I heard Qi Qian say that the child is gone, she already felt sad, but she was cheating herself.
What April Fool's day, is to cheat their own nonsense, now is winter, December, how can it be back to April in spring. Besides, a serious person like Qi Qian will never make fun of children. But Chang Xia is not willing to admit this fact.
Grief overflowed, and the pain surged up from the bottom of her heart. If a Qiang's death made her feel extremely guilty, the child's death made her feel that the arrow pierced her heart.
Children are the driving force for Chang Xia to live and the reason for her to stick to it. Now that the child is dead, how can she do well.
"Why, why is it like this... How can a child not have it?" Chang Xia, who was still in a calm mood, suddenly began to cry. The flood was overflowing and the pear blossoms were raining. This time the cry is not to stop, big drops of tears like an open tap dripping down, clothes, sheets, instant wet.
Qi Qian knew that the result would be like this. That's why people just fled one by one. They didn't want to see Chang Xia's sad expression or see her cry. But this news always has to be told to her. As her husband, Qi Qian needs to cruelly tell her this news.
At this time, more words are cumbersome, a person sad, is not listening to anything.
Qi Qian moves his body to hold her in his arms. He doesn't love words, but he loves Chang Xia with his actions.
"It's OK. We can regenerate when the child is gone, as long as you and I are here."
Qi Qian is also sad that the child is gone, but we all have to look up and move forward. Life has to go on. Crying can't solve the problem, but as long as they are both here, everything is OK.
Yes, everything is fine.
Chang Xiafu is in Qi Qian's chest, weeping and nodding her head gently. In fact, she also understands this truth. The living need to live healthily, and it's useless for the dead to regret. Just, now she needs to cry for a while, for the dead child.
In the room, the tenderness floats, the sad breath mingles.
The night light shines on the window, reflecting two solitary shadows. In front of the bed, they give each other the most practical sense of security with the warmth of their bodies.
The next day, the sun rose from the horizon.
After one night, Chang Xia's mood is much better. He opens his eyes and vaguely looks at the coming of a new day. Yes, people come here like this. Time can cure everything. After sadness, there must be something new.
The child's matter, a Qiang's death, everything becomes acceptable. Now facing the sunshine, Chang Xia shows a smile, and cheers for himself. Everything will be better!
But when he turned his head, Chang Xia found that Qi Qian was not there.
He was with himself all night last night, and Chang Xia was still sleeping on his arm until midnight. Where did he go?
Thinking, maybe he should be busy with his work? Qi Qian finally "resurrected". He had to sort out the company's internal affairs and other miscellaneous matters. It was not easy for him to spend the night with him last night, was it?
But after he left, Chang Xia felt empty in his heart, like missing a corner.
When people are lonely, they always think of some bad things. Chang Xiagang just wanted to cheer up, but when he saw his flat stomach, he thought of the fact that the child had disappeared. According to the doctor, during the kidnapping, she suffered from the gangster's injury, in addition to the fear and anxiety in her heart, which led to the abortion of the child.
Mingming is going to accept the loss of her child. Now Chang Xia begins to think restlessly. She thinks that she may not have the chance to be a mother. Maybe God thinks that she is not suitable to be a mother... The sad breath accumulates again, and the bright sunshine turns into the most gloomy rainy day. At this time, the forehead suddenly came a little pain“ Ah... "Someone flicked Chang Xia's forehead. She cried out miserably. Looking up, she found a warm and beautiful smiling face, which was ah Yin“ Ah Yin, why are you here? " Chang Xia asked in surprise“ I came to see you A Yin replied that she was wearing a white dress, her hair was flying, and she was smiling at Chang Xia“ Xiao Xia, I see you are in a daze all the time. You won't be thinking about anything unhappy, will you“ No, no... "Chang Xia quickly denied that, in fact, she was thinking about the loss of her child, but she didn't want others to see that she was unhappy. A Yin is a girl with keen mind. Besides, she has a lot of feelings with Chang Xia. She can see Chang Xia's thoughts at a glance. Now she holds Chang Xia's hand and says, "don't think so much. I'm here today to be your spiritual tutor."“ "Spiritual tutor?"“ Yes, spiritual tutor. Qi Qian and brother Yang told me that. " Ah Yin smiles mysteriously. In fact, it can be traced back to the early morning. In the early morning, ayin had planned to visit Chang Xia. Last night, everyone said they would, but anyin didn't come back in time for something. As soon as she came back to a city, she planned to see Chang Xia.