Seeing that Qi Qian didn't say anything, Chang Xia knew that he also recognized the Qi family's way of education, and then regretted: "that's why I don't think you are suitable for raising children. Since you love children and have gone through the same cruel path of inheritance, you should understand my feelings."
"No, Xiao Xia... I think I can change."
"Change?" Chang Xia was stunned. Is it possible to change? She didn't think so. Qi's group, as the head of the four great families, follows an elite road. As long as they are successors, they have to go on such a road, depriving their childhood, losing their fun and innocence. Every day, they have to deprive their emotions and become a mechanical person in addition to learning all kinds of skills that they need to learn to become successors.
When he first came into contact with Qi Qian, he was not with a robot. He was cold and had no emotion at all. It was later that Qi Qian changed.
Chang Xia especially does not want this kind of thing to happen to her children. She is not ye Caixin. She can't stand the cruel elite life of her children.
"So I'm sorry... Qi Qian, even if it's possible for us to get back together, it's not likely to get married."
In Chang Xia's view, marriage is equal to forming a family, and raising children is a very important link. Even if their relationship is still there, Chang Xia can't marry Qi Qian any more. She can't give in to children's problems.
Qi Qian advised: "I can change, let our children not go my way, don't you trust my ability?"
Chang Xia trusted his ability. Since he knew him, he could not do anything. No matter what kind of crisis he could overcome. But Qi Qian didn't believe he could fight against his family.
If they get married and Chang Xia comes back to the Qi family, the problem of their children's education will not only be decided by their husband and wife, but also by Ye Caixin and Qi Nanshan. In the end, there are two results, one is to comply with the decision of Qi's elders, the other is to contradict Qi Qian and his family, and the same thing will happen again and again.
Chang Xia didn't want to see the tragedy happen again, and she didn't want to get involved in the disputes of the Qi family, so she firmly said: "children can't be given to you, we can't get married."
Just as the judge declared the prisoner guilty, Chang Xia's voice was like the hammer of justice, which shocked Qi Qian's heart. Despair, uneasiness, and emotions are intertwined to encroach on his emotions.
Qi Qian has always believed that it is possible for him and Chang Xia, and even now he believes it. Now I can hear it clearly from Chang Xia's mouth. She said that it is impossible for two people to remarry.
All of a sudden, Qi Qian became excited. His eyes widened and he was very unwilling to say: "why... I clearly feel that you love me. Why can't you get married? Do you want to be with Locke?"
Qi Qian's voice was full of sadness. He looked so sad.
Chang Xia felt that he had misunderstood, took his hand and said, "no, I mean we can't get married, but I didn't say we should be together with Locke."
"If you don't marry me, doesn't that mean you chose Locke? You think he's a better person to take care of children than I am. "
"No, I never meant that." Chang Xia thinks that Qi Qian is misunderstood. She means that she won't marry Qi Qian, because she thinks that once she gets married, she will be bound and her child's future will be trapped in the cage of the Qi family.
Therefore, not getting married does not mean not being with Qi Qian. It is also possible that she will choose Qi Qian and just take a form of free love to maintain their relationship.
But Chang Xia didn't say what she thought, so she said directly: "anyway, I won't get married, and I didn't make a choice, whether to be with you or with Locke."
After that, Chang Xia turns her head. She feels that Qi Qian is very emotional now. If the conversation goes on, it's bad for his health. When she turned around, Qi Qian forced himself to hold her hand.
"Don't go... Xiao Xia, you should make it clear."
Chang Xia was very painful by him, her arms were covered with bruises, she did not understand, Qi Qian in the end what to say, usually such a smart person did not understand her?
"Qi Qian, don't be like this. I've said that I haven't made a choice yet. You still have a chance..."
"I have a chance? Xiao Xia, I can't understand you more and more. Don't you know what I mean? I want you to sacrifice your life. Can't you see my heart like this? " His icy voice has a little cry. Chang Xia saw him for the first time, just like the lollipop in a child's hand was taken away, and the child cried helplessly in the street.
Bite cherry lips, Chang Xia really can't, directly turned around and hugged him.
As a result, Qi Qian's mood actually calmed down. He closed his eyes and enjoyed Chang Xia's embrace. His turbulent mood seemed to have met the sunny day and the calm wind and rain.
Seeing him calm down, Chang Xia said, "Qi Qian, I haven't given you a good answer yet. Sorry, I hope you can think from my point of view... Locke is also very important to me."
Qi Qian wants to refute. He wants to say that Chang Xia is the most important thing for himself. Why is love not mutual. If he put her in such a high position, why did she compare herself with Locke. In the end, he didn't say it. Now Chang Xia is lost in the fog. She needs time to go out. What Qi qian can do is to become a guide, guide her and help her find the way.
"I understand... I respect you, Xiao Xia." Qi Qian's eyes twinkled with clear light. Some words don't need to be too obvious. What should be understood will still be understood. Time passed, and in the next two weeks, Chang Xia went back and forth between the hospital and home. Qi Qian is injured and needs to be taken care of. He can't leave Chang Xia. On the other hand, her children and parents also need her, so she can only go back and forth between the two places. Fortunately, she doesn't need to work. She quit her previous job as a design assistant very early, and now she's unemployed at home. Two weeks later, Qi Qian's injury finally got better. Originally, the doctor estimated that he would need a month's recuperation to get out of bed, but now he can move freely without crutches. It is estimated that he will be discharged in a few days. At the same time, Locke quit his teaching job. Chang Xia doesn't know why. She learned from Bilis. Knowing the news, Chang Xia is very surprised. Locke especially likes his teaching work. He loves his children and his school. Why did he resign?