Yinlina smiles and tears. Her expression is very complicated. For her, it's very lucky to meet sissiebert.
In other people's eyes, sissiebert is the God of death, specialized in harvesting other people's lives, but in yinlina's eyes, sissiebert is an angel, which takes her out of hell.
"After that? What happened to you after that. "
"Later, I followed him to become a killer."
"Is it..." Chang Xia nodded silently. It turns out that this is the story of Yin Lina. I didn't expect that her story would be so complicated. I grew up in a welfare home, and even experienced different experiences from many people. Chang Xia feels heartache for her and resentment for those who have hurt Yin Lina. It's a pity that those people all died at sishbert's gun in the end.
"Siebert, is he... Good to you?" Chang Xia asked, in the process of conversation, Chang Xia can feel that Yin Lina has a sense of dependence on sissiebert.
This kind of dependence is like children's dependence on their parents and students' dependence on their teachers.
Although yinlina is now an independent woman, she seems to regard sissiebert's orders as everything. No matter what she does, she tries her best for fear that she will fail to live up to sissiebert's expectations.
Chang Xia thought that yinlina was a pure tool at first. It was sissiebert's tool. Now it seems that she is not.
Yinlina is willing to be reduced to a tool, not by sissiebert, but by her own will.
Fortunately, in the following period of time, yinlina seemed to have a good life. She said that since she met sishbert, although she had a different life from ordinary people, she was happy every day.
"It was two years ago. In order to become a killer, he began to train me and teach me all kinds of methods of killing people. Besides the use of force, there are many ways of killing people. Later, I started to make a living as a killer and learned how to use a mask to become another self. "
Chang Xia understands what Yin Lina means by masquerade, that is to play a completely different person in order to meet the needs of the killer.
It's like when we were camping, Chang Xia found Yin Lina and brought her back. At that time, Yin Lina gave us the feeling that she was an ordinary traveler, like adventure, enthusiastic and cheerful, full of love for life. Because of this, Chang Xia and Hua Xiaoling fell in love with her in a short time.
But is the real yinlina really like that? On the contrary, she was gloomy, scheming and cruel. The identity of the killer is the real one.
Sitting on the sofa, Yin Lina took a deep breath and asked, "now you know, this is the real me, a fake me, and you already know my real past. Xia, what do you think of me?"
"To me, you're still you, not changed. Can you deny that the relationship you had with us before was fake? That time of talking and laughing. " Chang Xia looks at Yin Lina's eyes. They look at each other. The window of the soul seems to be opened.
Yin Lina can see that kind of sincere vision from Chang Xia's eyes, as clear as a spring, that kind of tolerance and acceptance, she is accepting herself. At this moment, Yin Lina knew that what Chang Xia said was true. She still looked at herself like that. She didn't dislike her. She still regarded herself as a friend.
"Thank you, Xia. I don't deny that wonderful time. You are very good friends with you, Hua Xiaoling and Qinna. I'm very happy with you."
"That's right." Chang Xia holds her hand. At this moment, Chang Xia thinks that Yin Lina can be saved.
Since yinlina is still the one she imagined, she can completely abandon her identity as a killer and start a new life. Even if Yin Lina wants to kill Chang Xia, even if she has done a lot of bad things before, in the end, she is also a victim.
Therefore, Chang Xia suggested: "can you not be a killer, and leave the man named sisybert, you can live a new life, I will help you."
But this proposal did not let Yin Lina seriously consider, she did not even think about it and refused: "I will not agree, the killer is my destiny, in addition to the killer, I do not know what I can do."
In the past six years, killing people has become the only thing Yin Lina needs to do. She can't do anything except a killer. Even if she becomes an ordinary person, how can she make a living?
What's more, if she wants to abandon the identity of the killer, it means that she also wants to abandon him, the one who treats herself so well, the one who saves herself in the most difficult time.
Chang Xia can't understand Yin Lina's mood. In Chang Xia's opinion, killer is a disgraceful and very bad profession. It's not reasonable to make money by plundering other people's lives. If there was a God, he would not forgive such a crime.
"Yinlina, listen to me. I will help you now. Besides me, Xiaoling and Qinna will help you." Chang Xia took Yin Lina's hand and continued, "if you are worried about survival, I can give you money, I can teach you other things, you can certainly do other things besides killers."
Yinlina is shaking her head, her eyes full of regret: "you don't understand, Xia, survival is not the real problem, the real problem is that I can't do without him."“ "He?" Chang Xia was stunned for a moment before she realized that what Yin Lina said he meant sissiebert. She couldn't do without sissiebert. Why, just because seabert ever saved her? Because yinlina feels that she owes sissiebert, does she want to stay with him to pay back“ No, it doesn't have to be like this! If you owe sissiebert, now you have paid it back. You have worked with him for four years and killed many people for him. That's enough. Even if his kindness is enough, it's time to leave him. " Chang Xia said firmly, she watched Yin Lina is falling into the abyss of sin, she can't bear to see Yin Lina like this, she needs to stretch out a hand to pull each other up. But yinlina doesn't want to be pulled up at all. If she is under the abyss of sin, she is willing to fall down because there is sissiebert below“ Xia, you can't understand, and you can't understand. Sishbert is not only kind to me, but I also like him. I love him. You know, I love him