21 I know his name

"Again."

He chuckled this time, "Yiren."

Whenever he says my name, the warm feeling in my chest overwhelms me. I definitely feel like whenever he mentions my name, it sounded so perfect.

"I love you, Yiren.. I always have."

This is too much for my heart! But I want to continue hearing him say my name!

I wasn't able to say a thing since he blocked my lips with his.We kissed.. he was kissing me.

If it was someone else, I would have pushed him away but this man who's kissing me is not someone else. I know him, he is the guy I love.

I closed my eyes and kissed him back. We shared a loving kiss until he deepened it, licking my lower lip, asking for my permission. I didn't hesitated at all, if it was him, I'm willing to give him everything.

It was a passionate and deep kiss. I can hear the slick sounds we made but I was too distracted by how good he kissed me.

He made me lie down on the ground without breaking the kiss.

I don't want this dream to end.

He finally leaned back and we were both breathless. "I love you, Yiren. I love you since that day.."

I don't know what he was talking about but what I understand is that, we already met and this man, he is someone I've always loved.

Why won't his name pop up in my mind? Ah, his name is on the tip of my tongue. I feel like I can say his name the moment he gives me a clue.

I love him... This thought made me feel so happy.

I smiled. "I love you too."

"You do?" He asked in surprise.

I nodded. "This feelings I have right now.. You're the only one who made me feel this way.."

He kissed me again before he moved his kisses on my neck. His hands started touching my body before it came into a stop. "Can I?"

If it was others, I would definitely feel disgusted with their touches and kisses, but it was him.. I couldn't stop myself from yearning for him. He made me feel loved... so it's okay right? I will gladly give everything to him.

I nodded my head. "If it's you, it's okay.."

Just like that, our clothes disappeared. I saw how well built his body was, I suddenly feel that his firm abs looks sexy.

I feel embarrassed but at the same time I didn't want him to stop.

"Eek!" I squeaked upon feeling his bite on my shoulder.

"This part is mine."

Then he started kissing and sucking it. Ah.. it feels good when does it.

"This."

"And this."

His touches and kisses made my body burn. He was planting marks all over my body as he continued with his playful touch.

The moans I made makes me feel embarrassed, these sounds.. I never expected that I'll be making them.

We were the only ones in this place and the scenery before us made things more romantic.

When he entered me, I felt the pain, his manhood was tearing me but I became distracted when he started kissing me. Ah.. I love his kisses.

The pain was replaced by pleasure as he thrusts in me. So this is what it feels like to become one with the person you love..

"I love you..."

His name.. I know his name.. It is.. "*tuuuuut*"

----

I opened my eyes and found myself inside my room. Yes, it was my indeed my room.

I quickly sat down and kicked the blanket away from me. I was wearing the same white night dress that I wore last night. There was no blood on my white bed sheet or dress, my thighs and the other parts of my body wasn't aching. I peeked to see if there were marks on my body, there was none.

I covered my face with my hands as I felt it heat up.

I can't believe it.. I dreamed of having ..sex with a guy..

I wanted to hide in embarrassment. I was supposed to hate those kind of things and feel disgusted but it was him.. a man I love..

Wait.. who was 'him'?

I racked my brain, trying to remember his name and face but I couldn't.

I was brought back to reality when I heard a knock. "Young miss, it's time for breakfast. The master and the guests are waiting."

"A-Ah yes! I'll be there in a moment!"

I hurriedly went and took a bath but what caught my attention was the bite mark on my shoulder. Instead of a mark, it looked like a scar.

I suddenly remembered Luke drinking my blood from that part.

Hn, I guess I should heal it. "Tissue repair." "Muscle repair" "Complete healing"

But the scar didn't disappeared no matter how much I tried to remove it.

Nevermind! I'll deal with this later! For now, I have to hurry up since everyone is waiting!

After I took a bath and dressed myself, I went to the dinning hall.

Although as I was heading, I bumped into Luke and Dylan.

"Good morning." They both greeted at the same time.

I smiled at them. "Good morning."

We started heading together to the dinning hall.

"How was your sleep?" Dylan asked as he walked beside me.

Because of his question, I remembered my embarrassing dream!

Calm down Yiren! Calm down!

"Why is your face red? Are you not feeling well?" Luke asked worriedly.

I shook my head. "It's just hot."

"Really? But it's almost winter."

"I'm a fire user, when it's cold, my body automatically becomes hot." I reasoned out.

Luke patted my head and smiled, "If you say so."

I sighed inwardly. I should stop myself from thinking of anything embarrassing.

I entered the room with them and we went and sat down on our respective seats.

I noticed that Alyn and Evylyn was not here.

Before I can ask, father spoke. "Prince Alyn returned to the palace earlier. Lady Evelyn went with him that's why they won't be joining us right now."

"I have to leave after this. I will still have to finish the paperwork that my father gave me." Dylan said as he looked at my father.

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After having our breakfast together, we bid good bye to Dylan.

"Take care on your way back! Don't forget to write!" I waved at him.

Dylan just gave me a smile from the window before his carriage started moving away.

"Follow me to my office, both of you."

I suddenly felt nervous because of my father's tone. I feel like I have committed a great sin.

No one spoke until we reached father's office.

"The reason why the prince left early was because the prince.. he felt a strong amount of dark magic last night." My father suddenly said.

My eyes automatically went to Luke. He shook his head as if telling it wasn't him.

"It was all over the place and according to him, it came from the library."

"I was woken up by it too that's why I helped the prince last night. One thing is for sure, it wasn't Luke. It was a good thing that the prince was kind enough to cleanse this place but it could happen again that's why the prince left early to assign another light user for us. I know that he has other works to do but I am grateful that he made time for us."

I sighed in relief. "Then who could it be, daddy?"

He shook his head. "We don't know yet but it is possible that it can be something else, not a person. I heard your condition from the prince last night. It could be the cursed object releasing that dark magic."

"I can see a cursed object, father. I can help you find it inside this house."

"I know. But you still have to go back to school right? We will start looking for the curse object when the Christmas vacation starts. For now, please be careful, Brielle. Avoid going to the library, okay?"

I sighed. This is going to be troublesome. "Yes father."

"That's all. The person that the prince would be sending will arrive tomorrow."

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"How long are you going to stay here, brother?" I asked Luke as we headed to the barn.

"Not that long. I will have to go back tomorrow."

I sighed. "I'm going to be alone again."

"That's not true. I will come back for Christmas vacation, what gift do you want?" He patted my head.

I grinned. "Surprise me! I want a looot of gifts!"

He chuckled. "Ah, my Violet is becoming more spoiled."

"I only have one brother so as the only girl, I want a lot of special treatment!"