Chapter 91

Down the stairs, Nina did not call a car, so she walked in the streets of late autumn. I can't remember when I began to like Shao Baiqing. His words and deeds, every move, were in her sight, and gradually became a habit. One day I couldn't see him, I felt sick all over. At that time, Nina knew she was doomed.

But we can't say it, we can't say it. Zhou Ting told her that Gu nianbin wanted to talk to her. The first sentence was: don't be interested in your boss. She just laughed, but did not tell Zhou Ting, Shao Baiqing also said the same thing to her.

As a new comer, from the comments of her colleagues, she gradually learned about her boss, a famous Playboy in G city. The longest love relationship will not exceed three months. A colleague jokingly advised her: "Nina, don't be fascinated by your boss!"

Her eyes stare, as if the colleague insulted her. How could she be so stupid as to take a fancy to a playboy, and then wait for him to be tired of kicking it off. Isn't that a death? Unless she's crazy!

As a result, she is really crazy. She knows clearly that she can't, can't do it, or she is a little bit degenerate. She is infatuated with Shao Baiqing's everything, her charming smile, his smoking action, her frown when she meditates, the laughter when she teases others, and the faint smell of tobacco on his body All, all, she was infatuated with.

Although Shao Baiqing is a playboy, he has never been a rabbit who does not eat grass on the edge of the nest and does not attack the female employees of the company. So at the beginning, he advised her.

She had been hesitating, lost, and painful. Seeing his flirting with those women, seeing his photos of him and his new love appear in the entertainment version, watching his gentle phone call, her heart was like being torn apart by people, and then sprinkled with a handful of salt, which was painful and endless. At that time, she was like living in hell. She felt that she could not endure. She always thought that it was better to die like this. As a punishment for her, she might as well die like this. She was really damned. How could she fall in love with a playboy? She knew it was poison, or she swallowed it inadvertently.

During that time, maybe she revealed something. Shao Baiqing looked at her and said, "Nina, what's the matter with you? This period seems to be absent-minded?"

Mingming heart bitter with Huanglian general, but to smile like flowers to answer him: "boss, I don't how ah!"

Shao Baiqing said with the experience of the past: "did you break up with your boyfriend?"

She disguised a smile: "you know, the boss's eyes are so poisonous!"

Shao Baiqing was elated and said with a smile, "what's up? Do you want me to lend you a shoulder And he really put his shoulder up.

He was so close to her that the faint smell of tobacco lingered around her. She really wanted to lean on his shoulder, even for a second, but she couldn't, she just pretended not to be angry and pushed him away, "boss, you hate it!"

Later, she really made a boyfriend, made one after another, like a horse watching the lantern. She had a shorter time with them. When she saw the right eye, she would stay together. If she was bored, she would leave. She became very similar to Shao Baiqing. Two people with the same odor often became more intimate. Therefore, they became more and more intimate, and they were more and more presumptuous. They would say something not dizzy or plain and tease each other. She would help him pinch his shoulder. Shao Baiqing dared to pat her buttocks. In the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between her vase secretary and the boss has long been ambiguous. Several times, in the bathroom, she heard gossip female colleagues criticize her, saying that she was a sleeping beauty, her clothes were exposed, she was coquettish, she heard all the ugly words, but she took it calmly, the whole world misunderstood it, and it was useless. The man she liked didn't know her heart.

Shao Baiqing is still very satisfied with her, because she has not changed people. I heard that he was very picky before. He always called her Nina Nina and sometimes called her little baby. But her name, he had already forgotten, her name was Li Dian. When she first came, her English name was Ellen, which was later changed to Nina by Shao Baiqing. He said that Nina was catchy, but Zhou Ting said that it was more suitable for Shao Baiqing's image. A playboy Secretary like him should be called Nina, Gina.

She doesn't care. Isn't a name a symbol? Nina on Nina, listen to also get used to, Shao Baiqing often sat in his room, dragged the voice called her: "Ni -- na!" The better the sound, the better the sound.

However, from now on, once everything will be submerged in the long river of memory. Nina doesn't know how much she can remember as time goes on, but she has loved. She has loved a man for five years.

Nina holds her arms and looks up at the sky. It's a good day today. Even the stars seem to be more than usual. In the high sky in late autumn, the stars are big and dense, and there are so many stars. But gradually blurred eyes, tears flow down is cold, straight down the cheek to the neck, and then flow to her heart. She thought that she would not cry, because for the first two years, her tears had dried up. In her cabin, she wailed and cried for her own failure. Every time, she vowed to dig him out of her heart and leave him. The resignation letter put on Shao Baiqing's desk today is not her first. She once wrote countless letters, but she couldn't hold on to it every time. She felt so miserable that she wrote them and put them in her bag. She swore that they would be put on Shao Baiqing's desk today. But when she got to the company and met him, she had no idea.He is her doom, her devil, the shackles that she thinks she can't get rid of all her life. OK, she said to herself, OK, it's only five years. It was just a waste of five years. In this purgatory, she had already practiced a hundred poisons, so there would not be another five years, never again.

The wind blew the tears dry, and his face was dry and painful. Nina stood on the side of the road and looked at it, only to find that she had unknowingly walked to the door of the house. It took her twenty minutes to walk back. It seems that she wants to turn over the memories. She throws them all on the road and scatters them in the wind. Then, she comes into the house clean and clean. From then on, I don't want to think about it any more

Zhou Wan sent Du Xiaoxian to her home, accompanied her for a while, and asked her to stay alone and be afraid. Du Xiaoxian said that she was not afraid. She had been growing up alone. Zhou Ting heard her talk about her childhood. Her eyes were wet several times. She never knew that Du Xiaoxian's life experience was like this. At a young age, she suffered inhuman tribulation, but she also grew up, very timid but also very stubborn.

I was bullied when I was young, and I dare not leave home for half a step. The only entertainment is squatting in the yard and drawing on the mud with branches. Lonely, can only secretly run to the mountains at night, to talk to grandma's grave. Zhou Ting can't imagine such a picture. She is not emotional, but she can't help holding Du Xiaoxian and sighing: "it's really a pity."

"Why do you say that, sister Zhou?" Du Xiaoxian talked about the past, but he was not sad at all. "I don't suffer from hunger or cold. I'm not pitiful at all. Now that you are all so nice to me, I feel very happy. "

Happiness is now, but what about the future? Zhou Ting some dare not think, life's hardships Du Xiaoxian survived, but the mental injury? Can she be so optimistic?

"Xiaoxian," Zhou Ting said thoughtfully, "are you going to be like this all your life

"What?" Du Xiaoxian didn't understand.

"Follow Mr. Gu."

Du Xiaoxian said, "if you can, I'd like to, but I know it's impossible. The young master will marry, have children and have his own home. I can't follow him all the time."

It turned out that she was also aware of it. Zhou Ting sighed in her heart, "what do you do when you arrive?"

"I can leave," Du Xiaoxian said frankly, "young master has a young master's life, and I can also live my own life."

"Are you not sad to leave him?"

"Sad," Du Xiaoxian said sadly, "I will die of grief."

Zhou Ting was startled. She quickly took her hand and said, "even at that time, you must not be disappointed. You are still so young, and good days are ahead."

"Sister Zhou, don't worry, I won't be disappointed," Du Xiaoxian is a very simple person. She just wants to express her sadness, not really upset. Before her death, my mother told me that no matter how hard life is, no matter how lonely she is, she must live on. As long as you have a bite to eat, you must live. She will look at her in the sky and protect her.

She was forced to swear that if she couldn't, she would fall from heaven to hell. She made such a poisonous oath that, in this life, no matter how hard or tired, she would not want to die.

"Sister Zhou," Du Xiaoxian said, "young master, will you find a wife like Miss Fang in the future?"

Zhou Ting said: "Miss Fang is not as good as she is. Her family background is too ordinary. Mrs. Gu's president's wife must be the daughter of a well-known family. "

Du Xiaoxian bit his lip and whispered, "like Miss Xia."

As for the relationship between Xia Xiaowan and Gu nianbin, Zhou Ting is not very clear. She says that they are divided. Xia Xiaowan has come a few days earlier. Let's say there is no point. Can Xia Xiaowan endure Gu nianbin's being with Du Xiaoxian every day?

Zhou Ting can't answer, so she can't answer.

Du Xiaoxian trusts Zhou Ting very much. Seeing that she says yes, she will no longer doubt it. She has already been psychologically prepared, but she has been confirmed from Zhou Ting's mouth. Her heart is still strange.

Zhou Ting accompanied her to say a few words, until the clock on the wall pointed to 12 o'clock.

As soon as she got downstairs, she saw Gu nianbin come out of the car. Gu nianbin sees her accompany Du Xiaoxian to arrive so late, very serious say thanks to her.

Zhou Ting is frightened and flattered. In recent years, both public and private affairs seem to be her own business. Gu nianbin only nods at most and says well. It's rare to express her gratitude formally. She knows it's for Du Xiaoxian. He likes her so much, has he ever considered arranging the rest of his life for her? Zhou Ting wants to ask him this at the moment. But she didn't ask anything. She just laughed, waved and walked away.