Chapter 195

There is no light on the terrace, but through the thin layer of light from the room, you can see the figure clearly. Gu nianbin stands quietly, with a tall figure standing in front of the window, like a tall tree. He put one hand in his trousers pocket and smoked a cigarette in the other. From the place where Du Xiaoxian stood, he could only see a little side of him. His lips were tightly closed, and the curve of his chin was a little hard, as if he were angry or sad.

Du Xiaoxian suddenly heart such as thorns, quietly back to the hall, but at a loss, do not know how to do? She didn't even know what was wrong with her? Why eavesdrop on his phone.

That day, when she came back from Jinxiu department store, Gu nianbin had a frank talk with her in the office. She hoped that she would not mind Xia Xiaowan, let alone think nonsense. She also said that Xia Xiaowan was actually very poor and that they should understand her. She listens silently, nods silently, but the short messages on Xia Xiaowan's mobile phone flash in her mind.

She is not a fanciful person, and even doesn't like complicated emotions. She always chooses to give up whenever there are problems that she can't think clearly. But this time she couldn't, Gu nianbin told her not to think, she didn't want to think, but there was no way, she could not.

When she was sitting on the kitchen table, her mobile phone was on the kitchen table, but she was not listening to her cell phone.

When Gu nianbin heard the voice, he took a glance out of the room, pressed it off, and went into the kitchen again. He was warming her milk. Because she was not in a good mood recently, Gu nianbin thought that she should drink some milk before going to bed. So I warm a glass of bedtime milk every night.

Gu nianbin came out of the kitchen with milk and put his mobile phone into his pants pocket. Just as the milk was delivered to her hand, the mobile phone rang again. Gu nianbin dropped a sentence: "drink it while it's hot." He went to the terrace to listen to the phone.

Her first instinct was that Xia Xiaowan had come to the phone. Gu nianbin didn't answer the phone in front of her, for fear that she would hear it, but she was afraid that Xia Xiaowan had something to do. So he had to answer the second call.

She did not drink milk, quietly went to the door, Gu nianbin's voice is not big, but she can hear every word very clearly.

He said, "of course, as before, don't you believe me?"

Only such a sentence, let her feel that something in her heart suddenly collapsed, still the same as before, he said it was the same as before! But how can it be the same? With her, how can she be the same as before?

In the past, she only wanted to be a Invisible Woman by Gu nianbin's side, but now, she doesn't want to, because it's very painful. As long as she wants to share Gu nianbin's love with another woman, she can't breathe.

Du Xiaoxian stood in the middle of the room, stupefied for a moment, and then picked up the glass of milk. The milk was cold, and it stuck in her throat like a paste. It was disgusting. But she slowly, endure that disgusting feeling, one mouthful of all swallow.

Gu nianbin is still on the terrace, so he must be in pain. Du Xiaoxian sighed, took the cup to the kitchen, washed it off, put it back on the cup rack, and quietly went to the room to sleep. As long as you sleep and wake up in the morning, it will be another wonderful day.

She lay in bed and forced herself to sleep, but the more so, the more she couldn't sleep. She had no choice but to open her eyes and look at the ceiling. The night after reading the text message, she thought that she might as well quit and succeed Gu nianbin and Du Xiaoxian. The pain of one person is better than that of three people. She has always been a willing person, but it is more difficult than she imagined to give up her feelings. As long as she thinks of leaving Gu nianbin, she will be so heartbroken that she can't love her life. She can't give up, so she has to drag it down day by day.

However, procrastination is not the way. No matter how she muddles along, it finally comes to that day. Gu nianbin comes back from outside. She stands in the porch to take his slippers. Gu nianbin stands still, looking helplessly and pitifully at her: "Xiaoxian, I'm sorry, we can't be together."

Her brain is blank, staring at him, as if Gu nianbin is a stranger. He said, never separate from her, never drive her away! But he didn't do it. Maybe he did his best, otherwise he would not be so tired, so haggard, and so pitifully looking at her.

Her heart like glass suddenly split, all into pieces, she felt that the whole person seems to be broken, in the wind a little bit off, she just strange, the windows are closed, where the wind?

He sighed softly, took a deep look at her, and then turned away.

And she collapsed on the ground, looking at the slowly closed door, tearing heart and lung howling

"Xian'er, xian'er, wake up," the vague voice gradually became clear. Du Xiaoxian opened his eyes, and in the dark, he looked at her anxiously, "what's the matter with you? Have you had a nightmare again

Fortunately, she was stunned by her voice!

Gu nianbin wiped her forehead and said, "what did you dream of? I'll get a towel and wipe it for you

"Don't go," she said in his arms. "Don't leave me."Gu nianbin felt a palpitation in his heart and hugged her tightly. He said in a warm voice, "I don't go. Tell me, what did you dream of?"

Du Xiaoxian did not say anything, but buried his head in his arms and listened to his heartbeat. When she was upset, only his heartbeat calmed her.

"Do you remember..." Gu nianbin asked tentatively.

Not waiting for him to finish, Du Xiaoxian shook his head resolutely: "I dreamed that a bear chased me, and I fell to the cliff." She lied, she lied in front of him, and said so smoothly.

Gu nianbin didn't doubt at all. He kissed her hair lovingly, "what's the matter with you recently? Is it because you want to open a painting exhibition? Is there pressure in your heart? "

"Teacher he will be back tomorrow," Du Xiaoxian said, "but I haven't drawn a few. I don't know what to draw."

"It doesn't matter. Take your time. If you don't want to paint, you can have a rest for two days," Gu nianbin said. "Or, when Shao Baiqing comes back, we can go out and play for two days."

Du Xiaoxian shook his head: "on such a cold day, I don't want to go out."

"Then go to the hot place," Gu nianbin touched her head: "go to the seaside, OK?"

The sea! Du Xiaoxian's eyes brightened. She had never been to the seaside, but on TV, there were vast sea, white sand beach, sea breeze and seagulls gently skimming the sea

"Isn't it cold by the sea?" She asked.

"Fool," Gu nianbin chuckled, "at this time, of course, it's not cold to go to the seaside."

Go out to have a visit with him, just like they were in Tongshan. There was no Xia Xiaowan and no one they knew. Only the two of them. Du Xiaoxian thought that if there was a trip like that before leaving, it would be very beautiful.

She gently said: "well, we go to the seaside, this life can see the sea, I am very satisfied."

"Why once?" Gu nianbin said with a smile, "you can go as many times as you like."

No, once is good, she said silently in her heart, as long as once.

With this agreement, she settled down, because finally there was a deadline, so she didn't have to worry about when to leave. From now on, she should not be sad, every minute and every second of Gu nianbin's side is extremely precious, she should have a happy life every day.

Du Xiaoxian made up his mind not to entangle himself in this matter. Unexpectedly, at noon the next day, Du Yuehua called and asked her to have dinner. Du Xiaoxian was naturally very happy.

As a result, Du Yuehua didn't look good when he arrived. Directly photographed a newspaper in front of her, "I said you and Gu nianbin are not suitable, you don't believe it, read it by yourself."

Du Xiaoxian picked up the newspaper inexplicably. It was the news of Shao Baiqing's marriage. She glanced at it roughly and said, "brother Yue, what's the matter?"

"You see here," Du Huayue pointed to one of them. He was bored on the night shift yesterday. He sat in the duty room and looked for some outdated newspapers. As a result, he saw the news about Gu nianbin and Xia Xiaowan: after waiting for many years, the infatuated prince finally became a beautiful couple with the beautiful princess, and he was happy together. If you look at the picture, Xia Xiaowan takes Gu nianbin's arm and they smile at each other. You can understand the scene. Du Hua Yueh's head smokes with anger. In the morning, he didn't even get enough sleep, so he found out Du Xiaoxian and asked him clearly.

Du Xiaoxian read that short paragraph for a long time and finally understood why Cheng Mingchi called her that day? Ask her and Gu nianbin? It turned out that everyone knew that she was the only one in the dark.

After half a ring, she said, "I know about it."

Du Hua Yue was stunned, "you know? You know, with him... "

"Miss Xia was the one who had been waiting for the young master, but when she came back, the young master had already been with me, so," Du Xiaoxian pursed his lips. "This matter can't be blamed on the young master. He is afraid of my sadness, and has been hiding it from me, saying that he has made it clear to Miss Xia. In fact, I know that he is in pain."

"What are you doing now?" Du Huayue looked at her with regret: "can't we go on like this? Are you going to aggrieve yourself and make Gu nianbin small? "

"No," Du Xiaoxian said, "I will leave. They are a pair. I am the one who intervenes to make them both miserable."

"What do you mean to get in?" Du Huayue said angrily, "it is Gu nianbin who provoked you."

Du Xiaoxian was soft-natured and didn't like to argue with others. He just kept his head down and did not speak.

"When are you going to leave him?" he added

"Then, after a while," Du Xiaoxian said with difficulty.

"Don't wait for a while, move out today and come to me," said Du Huayue. He still lives in the company dormitory. Where can he take people back to live, let alone a girl.

"Then wait a few more days. When I rent a house, you can move out," Du said. "You can make it clear to him these days that we are not born to be monkeys for the rich. Did you hear that? "

"Brother a Yue, please allow me a few more days," Du Xiaoxian begged him, "Mr. Shao hasn't returned from his honeymoon yet. He has to do all the business of the company by himself. When Mr. Shao comes back, I'll tell him, OK?"Du Hua Yue glared at her: "this kind of thing has to be cut off quickly. It's not good for you to drag it down. Xiaoxian, we people in Daliang Mountain have dry temperament. You can't disgrace us from Daliang Mountain!"

Just then, Du Xiaoxian's mobile phone rang. She picked it up and saw that it was Gu nianbin's calling. She made a silent gesture to Du Huayue and connected the phone.

Du Huayue was angry and said in a loud voice: "what if I am here? Can't people know? "

Du Xiaoxian was so scared that he covered his mobile phone with his hand. But Gu nianbin had already heard him. When he asked who she was with, Du Xiaoxian said that he was having dinner with Du Huayue.

Fortunately, Gu nianbin didn't say anything, so he told her to hang up.