Chapter 201

When Du Xiaoxian walked back slowly, what he thought in his heart was this sentence: everything has passed.

What she saw was believing. It was a foregone conclusion. It was time for her to leave.

She took a big breath, one careless, the cold air into the trachea, stood in the street, coughed up in confusion, and coughed until tears fell down. She felt that she was useless. She coughed and wept. But the heart seems to be relaxed, has been hesitant things finally settled, she does not have to think.

Standing on the street to call Du Huayue, rang for a long time, then answered, the other end of the phone came Du Huayue sleepy voice: "Xiaoxian, why so early?"

Du Xiaoxian said apologetically, "brother Yue, you were on duty again last night. I'll call you later."

"It's OK. I'm almost going to get up, you tell me," Du Hua Yue rubbed his eyes and sat up from the quilt. Du Xiaoxian seldom calls him on his own initiative. It must be something that has happened so early.

"I just want to ask you if you have rented the house yet?" Du Xiaoxian said, "I want to prepare early."

"I was just about to call you about this," Du said. "I look at it every day. It's not suitable. It's expensive or it's too far away. If you'd like to go with me today, I've made an appointment with two more families today. You can go and make up your mind."

"Well," said Du Xiaoxian, "I'll go to see you now."

Du Huayue said hello, hung up the phone and jumped out of bed. He was a soldier. He dressed and washed in five minutes. Because he had to go to two places and it was not easy to transfer, he borrowed a bicycle.

As soon as he pushed out the door, he saw people selling roasted sweet potatoes on the street. He remembered that Du Xiaoxian liked to eat them. When she was a child, she often had a wooden face and had no expression. But when squatting in front of his home cooking sweet potato, her eyes were bright. She added firewood and fiddled with the sweet potatoes in the fire chamber to turn them over. She was afraid that they would be burnt. He often makes his face dirty and makes him feel funny. Sometimes, he will deliberately tease her, add two black marks on her face, and scold him when his grandmother sees it. However, Du Xiaoxian doesn't care. She just laughs foolishly. When the aroma overflows, she says yes, Du Xiaoxian is very happy and can't wait to clip out the baked sweet potato one by one and throw it on the ground with tongs. Then, he gave her the smallest one, but he always gave her the big one. Du Xiaoxian refused, but he always said thanks with a red face, holding her roasted sweet potato down to his home.

The little girl grew up and changed a lot, but he believed that Du Xiaoxian would never forget her roots, so he did not hesitate to buy two baked sweet potatoes and put them in the canvas satchel. So early, Du Xiaoxian must not have breakfast yet. When they met, they would eat together.

Du Hua Yue guessed right. Du Xiaoxian was very happy to see the baked sweet potato. While blowing, he could not wait to peel off the skin of the sweet potato. It was like returning to her childhood. Du Huayue looked at her with a happy smile. They sat on the bench beside the street, eating and talking.

"Xiaoxian, do you really want to leave him?"

"Well," Du Xiaoxian nodded slowly. "Brother Yue, you are right. He and I are people of two worlds. We are not suitable to be together."

Du Hua Yue looked at her carefully: "willing?"

Du Xiaoxian drooped his eyes and peeled the sweet potato skin bit by bit, but his eyes gradually turned red. Du Hua Yue took a puff in his heart and stopped looking, as if he had some emotion: "OK, I don't ask."

Today, we are going to see two houses. One is in the suburb and the other is in the city. Du Huayue thought for a moment and said, "Xiaoxian, let's not go to the suburban house. It's too far away and inconvenient."

Du Xiaoxian has no opinion anyway: "brother Yue, I listen to you."

To the place, Du Xiaoxian found that this is Nina used to live in the community. It's said that the house will be demolished soon, so it's cheap.

Two bedroom house, inside is also clean, furniture and appliances are all together, looking very good. Du Huayue pulled Du Xiaoxian aside and whispered, "forget it. When the time comes, we have to move again. It's troublesome."

After hearing a sentence and a half sentence, the intermediary immediately said: "not necessarily. It has been said that the demolition has been said for several years, but it has not been moved. It is estimated that there is another gust of wind. Even if such a good house has been built, the rent is cheap, there is no property fee, the water and electricity charges are cheaper than those in the general residential area. The transportation is convenient, and the rent can be paid once a month. It is already very good."

Du Xiaoxian also thought it was good here and said, "otherwise, it's here. Nina has lived here before. I think it's very good."

Since Du Xiaoxian opened his mouth, Du Huayue agreed after thinking about it. In any case, it was better to move earlier than later, so he paid a deposit and took the key on the spot.

As soon as the agency left, Du Huayue fell on the sofa and said happily, "I didn't expect it to be finished so smoothly. I should have called you to see the house together."

Du Xiaoxian looked around and said, "there's nothing to add. Just bring the luggage here."

Du Hua Yue sat up straight and asked her, "when will you move here? I'll pick you up. "

Du Xiaoxian sat down and rubbed her fingers. She didn't want to leave without saying anything. But this time, she didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. She wanted to make it clear to Gu nianbin that she didn't hate him or blame him. She just wanted him to be happy."Tomorrow," Du said, "I'll call you tomorrow."

"Well," Du Huayue comforted her, "Xiaoxian, I know you can't give up, but the long pain is better than the short pain. Everything will pass."

"I know," Du Xiaoxian sighed, "it's my mistake."

Du Huayue looked at her and asked suspiciously, "Xiaoxian, you suddenly figured it out. Is something wrong?"

Du Xiaoxian shook his head, the voice is very quiet: "nothing, I have figured it out." Only in this way, three people's pain will become one person's pain.

Du Xiaoxian and Du Huayue had lunch outside. Du Xiaoxian went home and began to pack her luggage. There was not much luggage. She only took some clothes and toiletries, which just filled a backpack.

She sat on the bed and looked at the glass vase. She wanted to take it away, but it was too expensive and fragile. She knew that she could not take it away. She bought it when she just moved in. It seems that it has become a habit to watch it every day. However, such a habit is luxurious and can not be found in her later life. The bottles and jars on the dressing table are colorful and fragrant. She seldom uses them. If she smears them once in a while, she will go to smell them for Gu nianbin? As a result, Gu nianbin took this as a hint. Without saying anything, he grabbed her and started eating. It made her laugh and cry. These things, she did not take away, because they no longer belong to her world.

She got up again and went to the studio. There were some paintings piled on the wall. She had driven them out a few days ago. She wanted to catch up as much as possible before leaving and let Mr. he choose. But she didn't expect to walk so fast. She squatted down and stroked the paint on the drawing board. It was gorgeous red and oily green. It was beautiful.

As a matter of fact, she is going to leave. It's meaningless to open an art exhibition. She just feels that she has failed teacher he and worked hard to persuade various galleries. Finally, she can't say it. What should he do? She can't do it.

With a sigh, she stood up and went to the window to call Mr. Hessen. She told him that he would go far away and let him take away all the paintings first. He was the sole agent for the exhibition. I also said some thanks.

Heson was worried about her voice and asked if something was wrong with her?

Du Xiaoxian said that it was ok, but he might not be able to come back during the exhibition.

Hessen said it was her painting exhibition. If she wasn't there, what would she do? I'd better try to come back.

In fact, Du Xiaoxian didn't think about whether she would go or not on the day of the exhibition, but he Sen was sincere in his words on the phone. She could not refuse. She just muddled through.

Having done all the things that should be done, I left to call Gu nianbin. Du Xiaoxian looked at the phone in his hand, did not hesitate for long, and finally pressed the number.

Du Xiaoxian coughed lightly and was about to speak. Xia Xiaowan's voice came from the phone: "it's Xiaoxian. What can I do for nianbin?"

Du Xiaoxian suddenly felt the whole body's blood coagulated, why hit in the past, always Xia Xiaowan received? Are they really good enough to be glued together? Not for a moment?

Du Xiaoxian seemed dizzy. She stroked her forehead and settled her mind: "Miss Xia, is the young master there? I want to find him. "

"What can I do for you? Can I convey it for you? "

Du Xiaoxian is silent. Xia Xiaowan doesn't want her to talk to Gu nianbin?

Xia Xiaowan chuckled at the other end of the phone and said, "don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't want you to talk to him. It's nianbin who doesn't want to answer your call. In addition, he wants me to bring it to you. I'm still hesitating when to call you. I didn't expect you to call you first. Let's meet, and some words are better to say in person."

Although he had psychological preparation, Du Xiaoxian did not expect Gu nianbin to even talk to her. She broke his heart because she was not brave enough. She was always wavering. Therefore, he did not have patience, simply out of sight, out of mind.

"Good," said Du Xiaoxian, "I'll wait for you at home."

"No, we'd better make an appointment outside," Xia said. "How about a cup of coffee in a quiet cafe?"

"Well," Du Xiaoxian is indifferent anyway. At this time, she doesn't care about anything. "You send the address to my mobile phone, and I'll take a taxi."

It seems that she didn't want to make it clear to Gu nianbin, but Gu nianbin wanted to make it clear to her. Well, Du Xiaoxian thought it would be very difficult for her to open her mouth. If it was Gu nianbin, it would be much easier. She just needed to accept it.