Gu nianbin thought of everything except that Du Xiaoxian would leave. Obviously, she did something wrong, did not want to repent, did not take the initiative to admit the mistake, actually left! How dare she!
He thought that he had lost such a big temper, enough to make Du Xiaoxian think about his mistakes. So he waited patiently, but he didn't expect such news.
When the housekeeper called him, he was in a meeting. His mobile phone was turned to mute. When he was separated, he would return to the office. He turned on his mobile phone and took a glance. He thought that someone was coming to find Du Xiaoxian again. He immediately went back. Unexpectedly, the housekeeper told him that Du Xiaoxian had left with a bag on his back.
There was no time to think about it. He drove back immediately. When he opened the door, he was still in a trance, as if the scene had been familiar.
Du Xiaoxian's mobile phone and the bank card were on the dining table. It was as if they had known each other. Last time she left without saying goodbye, he worked hard to find her. In that small hotel, Du Xiaoxian promised that he would never leave him and would always be with him. How long did it take, she actually left again. A Gu Shanshan let her easily betray their own oath, Gu nianbin really do not know, in her heart, what is he?
Last time she would leave a piece of paper saying she was gone, but this time, she didn't want to leave him a word.
Gu nianbin picked up the mobile phone and suddenly fell on the ground with a bang. The phone hopped on the ground twice. In addition to the shell falling off, the screen cracked and there was no other damage. Gu nianbin didn't get angry and kicked it off. The phone was kicked against the wall and then fell down. The battery came out, and the screen was finally broken and scattered all over the ground.
Gu nianbin sits on the sofa, burying his face in the palm of his hand. If Du Xiaoxian breaks his heart by saying that he wants to leave him, then she runs away and sprinkles a handful of salt on his wound heavily. Unexpectedly, she will go away. He just sits here and still can't believe it. Because of Gu Shanshan's words, does she leave? That their feelings are too fragile, a little wind and rain can not stand, how can hand in hand to advance and retreat, the same boat?
In the end, she still does not believe him, does not believe that he can solve everything, does not believe that he can protect her!
Gu nianbin lit a cigarette and smoked a little fiercely. The smoke choked into his trachea and coughed violently. Such a big movement and silence sounded frightening in the quiet room, as if he was going to cough all the internal organs. After half a sound, Gu nianbin stood up and wiped his face with the paper towel on the tea table. The cigarette was placed on the crystal ashtray, and there was half an inch of ash left. He was staring at it. He did not reach out to take it. He watched the ash overburdened all the time. Finally, it fell down gently. It was a complete small part in the ashtray, like the pencil end of Du Xiaoxian's drawing.
He stood up and slowly went upstairs. He knew it was impossible. He was still lucky. Maybe he was wrong? Maybe Du Xiaoxian is sleeping upstairs?
He walked slowly, step by step, almost no sound. His eyes glanced over his feet and suddenly found that he had not changed his shoes. He was wearing a pair of leather shoes with ox tendon soles. He looked back and saw that there was no dirty mark left on the stairs. Hesitated for a moment, or continue to move forward, finally came to the door, as long as a gentle push, he will know du Xiaoxian fall in the bottom?
The door was closed tightly, and the golden handle glowed faintly in the dark. Gu nianbin stopped at the door and slowly opened the door. The room was clean, the bed was flat, and everything was in its proper place. He went straight to the cloakroom. There was a wall full of Du Xiaoxian's clothes. He looked at it for a long time, but he couldn't see what she had taken away. He bought her a lot of clothes. Du Xiaoxian cherished the clothes and always told them to wear them Broken one by one, but where can such clothes wear bad? So a lot of them haven't taken the tag yet.
He was only responsible for buying, and never forced her to dress. She was happy with whatever she wore or not. From the top to the bottom of a careful look, clothes hung full, as if there is no less than one. However, he knew that Du Xiaoxian must have taken some of them. In this move, the workers lost the clothes that Du Xiaoxian had brought. So she must have taken some of them. It should be only a few, because they took less, so he could not see them.
He went to see the suitcase and backpack again. As he guessed, Du Xiaoxian took her favorite army green backpack, which he bought when he took Du Xiaoxian to shopping malls in s city. She took her back on her back happily, looked left and right in front of the mirror, and asked if he was very handsome? Looking at her cheerful look, of course, he was very pleased. Such a clear mark, now in retrospect, only bitter.
Gu nianbin sat in the cloakroom for a while. He went back to the room, opened the quilt and lay down. The curtain was closed, so the room was very dark. Only the glass vase on the table glowed with cold light. After staring at it for a long time, Gu nianbin didn't understand that it was just a craft vase. Why did Du Xiaoxian like it so much? She could focus on it for a long time At that time, he didn't seem to hear him.
Gu nianbin looked at it for a long time, but he didn't see anything good. He was ashamed and astringent. Finally, he fell asleep.
This sleep is very heavy, the phone rang for a long time, he woke up, opened his eyes, still a little confused, do not know how to sleep at home, but only for a moment, he remembered that Du Xiaoxian had gone.The phone call was from Zhou Ting. Asked if his afternoon meeting was held as usual?
He looked at the time, it turns out that it is almost to work time, it must be Zhou Ting to see that he has not yet gone, so ask in advance. He told Zhou Ting that the meeting was held as usual, but it would be an hour later.
He sat up to smoke and took out his pocket to think of the box being left downstairs. There was no smoke in the room, because he didn't want Du Xiaoxian to smoke secondhand smoke, so he never smoked in the room.
He went downstairs and went to the kitchen to get something to eat for himself. The kitchen is also clean, marble table light and shadow can be discernible, the lampblack machine is spotless, stainless steel water cage is polished and snow bright, and the rags are hung neatly. He knew that it was duxiaoxian, who cleaned the whole room carefully before she left.
Gu nianbin frowns. What does she want to express?
Opening the refrigerator, he looked carefully, beef is missing a corner, he saw the above cut, the egg seems to have one less, because he remember that it was just full, now empty a position out. There is nothing else. He bought everything in the refrigerator for him, so he was very impressed. He opened the locker again. It was very messy. He threw the things he bought in the store. But he also finished the whole thing. The package was neatly coded. He couldn't see if it was missing.
Gu thought that he had lost beef and eggs, and it must have been used to cook noodles. At this moment, he was a little relieved. Duxiaoxian should be very sad before she left, but she still ate.
Gu nianbin cooked a bowl of beef noodles for himself. He sat at the table and ate slowly. He imagined that duxiaoxian was eating noodles alone. He didn't know if she was crying while eating. Du Xiaoxian loved to cry. His eyes were red with a little grievance. He thought she must have cried.
Maybe because of a sleep, Gu nianbin walked out of the apartment door, the mood was very calm.
He was busy all afternoon, presided over the meeting and signed a thick pile of documents. Even some of the list that is pressed for three or five days according to the Convention, he has signed it. He should be more careful and careful than any time. If he finds out that there is any wrong data, he will call the person in charge of the Department to check it. In the past, such work has been lost to Zhou Ting.
When he got off work, he was not finished. Zhou Ting looked at the door several times, and seemed to stop. He accidentally glanced at it. When zhouting appeared again at the door, he let her go off work.
Zhouting said good voice, picked up things with ease and walked, she looked back doubtfully at Bin's door. The boss in the afternoon was a little disgusted, and he looked calm, but he was like building an invisible wall, separated from the whole world, and she felt very depressed when she went in and sent things several times. She knew it must be related to duxiaoxian. After all, the boss stayed in the hotel. It seems that they were making a big noise this time. She thought about it. She took out her cell phone and called Du Xiaoxian. What came from the receiver was the prompt sound of shutting down. Zhou Ting was stunned, and felt more and more wrong.
There are many things, there are also time to finish, night falls, Gu nianbin finally put down the hand of the signature pen, leaning on the back of the chair, tired pinched the eyebrow. As soon as the brain was empty, duxiaoxian's face appeared, with a pair of red eyes open, looking at him pitifully.
He had to open his eyes, but Du Xiaoxian was still there. No matter where he looked, the face was everywhere, and he couldn't catch up.
He sighed and took up his coat and went out. Down the stairs, Xiao Ding stood by the car with all his responsibilities, opened the door for him, Gu said: "I drive myself. You'll come to the hotel tomorrow to pick me up. " Then, I got into the car and drove away with a gas pedal.
He went to the bar street. He and shaobaiqing came twice. He didn't know very well. He parked the car by the side of the road and walked into a bar. It was early. No one table guests. When he saw someone coming in, the waiter rushed up to greet him. Gu chose the corner seat, and asked for a bottle of foreign bottles. He drank it by himself. The waiter knew that he was a good guest after he ordered the wine. He wanted to be more attentive. Gu nianbin had waved to show him to leave.
He wants to be drunk and he can't miss her if he's drunk.
One after another, he drank fast and hurriedly. The spicy alcohol burned his esophagus and then flowed into the empty stomach. It was very difficult, but there was no way. It was better than thinking about her, but it was better than heartache.
All said that sad people are easy to drunk, Gu nianbin felt that this is not right, a bottle of wine to drink the end, he was not drunk, so waved to another bottle. The waiter saw him drinking wine alone, afraid of accidents, and tried to persuade him, and he waved away the wine just after he opened his mouth.
Gu nianbin continued to laugh at him. He was not willing to be drunk. Why is he so awake all the time? Always thinking about her?
In a trance, someone sat down beside him. He thought it was a waiter. He looked carefully, but he was not a woman, was it duxiaoxian? He squinted his eyes but couldn't see the truth. It was not duxiaoxian. He didn't have such fragrance on him. So who is it? Who is the bottom?