For several days, Du Xiaoxian woke up in a daze, as if he didn't know where he was. He always had to be stunned for a while before he remembered that he had moved out of Gu nianbin's apartment.
The bed in the bedroom is facing the window. The curtain is single-layer. When the day is bright outside, it will show a dim light. Du Xiaoxian is very sensitive to this light. As long as the curtain is shining, she will wake up and can't sleep again. But it was still very early. She didn't want to get up and make a noise to Du Huayue, so she always lay in bed and looked at the light yellow curtain in a daze.
The curtains in her bedroom and Gu nianbin's bedroom are double-layer. When he sleeps, Gu nianbin always pulls the two-layer curtains tightly. Sometimes he gets up quietly and leaves without opening the curtain. He is afraid that the sun will leak into the room and wake her up. So whenever she wakes up, the room is dark. She likes to stay in the dark, because she has a sense of security, she can be very relaxed.
She also likes to be in a daze, because she can think of Gu nianbin when she is in a daze. She recalls the little things they had together, which are all good times. They hardly even quarrel several times. Even when they recall, they only feel warm. Relying on these memories, she feels that life is not so difficult.
I don't know how long after that, she heard the sound of Du Hua Yue getting up. She didn't need to look at the time to know that Du Hua Yue got up earlier than usual. He had to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. Although the supermarket was near, the things in it were expensive and not necessarily fresh. So he would rather get up early and go to the food market far away to buy vegetables. He said that she had lost weight in the past two days, and her cheeks were concave, so she had to mend it. She just laughed. She could mend it when she was thin, but her heart was gone. How to mend it?
When Du Hua Yue got out of the door, she got up. After washing, she began to work. She mopped the floor and wiped the dust. The kitchen was polished and the bathroom was spotless. Du Huayue joked whether she was a purist now? No use cleaning up so clean every day that he dare not go into the kitchen to cook.
She seldom talks, just smiles. Sometimes when Du Hua Yue saw her like this, he was angry and scolded her. She did not say a word, but still smile. Du Hua Yue didn't know what to do with her. He held back for a long time and scolded her for being insane.
Just think of her as a psychopath. The world of neuropathy is simple. She is just simple. If she loves a person, she will love him wholeheartedly, even if she is broken to pieces. As long as he is good, she can bear anything.
When Du Hua Yue came back from shopping, she had already cleaned up the kitchen, and the floor was being cleaned. Du Huayue opened the door and looked at her and shook her head: "you itch if you don't do it all day, don't you?"
Du Xiaoxian laughed, put down the dishcloth, came to pick up the things in his hand: "what breakfast did you buy today?"
Du Huayue raised the plastic bag in his hand and said with a smile: "the fresh meat bag of xiaodeyuan just came out. Today, I went there to have a look. There were only two or three people in front of me, and they were in line. How about it? Have you been greedy for a long time
Du Xiaoxian said, "yes, I want to eat it in my dreams." The words were joking, but the expression made Du Huayue feel uncomfortable. It was hard for Du Xiaoxian to take his words. Du Huayue lowered his head and gave Du Xiaoxian the dishes to take to the kitchen. He sat down at the table and ate a big bun.
Du Xiaoxian brought out a bowl of pickles and said, "brother Yue, eat steamed buns with this one, seasoning."
Du Huayue peeled off his face and revealed the fresh meat stuffing inside. "If you have this, how can you eat any pickles? I can't come back at noon. There are leftovers last night. You can make do with it. I'll cook you delicious food when I come back in the evening. "
"I'll make it at night, and you'll come back and eat the ready-made."
"No, if you buy fish today, don't spoil it. You'd better wait for me to come back."
Du Xiaoxian said, "why do you buy fish again? Now you are the only one who can make money. You have to save some money. When I start painting and sell money, we can buy good food."
Du Hua Yue slightly darkened his face: "what's wrong with me making money alone? I can afford you and fish every day! Worry all day long
Du Xiaoxian didn't speak. He nibbled at the bun silently. Du Hua Yue put the last bit of dough into his mouth and took another one in his hand: "I'll go first. I'll come back to cook in the evening. If you want to help, you can choose the vegetables and cook them. Don't make other dishes. Don't damage them. "
"I see." Du Xiaoxian followed him to the door and watched him change his shoes: "brother Yue, be careful on your way."
"Come on, go in and have your breakfast. Don't worry about it all day long." Du Hua Yue changed his shoes, glanced at Du Xiaoxian and closed the door behind him.
Du Xiaoxian went back to the dining table and sat down. The small square table was so old that the paint in some places fell off, revealing the original color of the wood. Du Xiaoxian then measured the size, went to the supermarket to buy a transparent printing pad on the top, so that it would be better.
When Du Hua Yue came back from work, he laughed at her and said, "how can you be willing to buy such useless things when you are so thrifty? Why spend that unjust money
She just laughed and didn't say anything. In Du Huayue's opinion, the money was wronged, but it was worth it in her eyes. If a layer of rubber pad was laid, the desktop would be protected, and the bad places would not get worse. It was worth it.After breakfast, she continued to do the housework, cleaned inside and outside, and then changed her shoes. At this time of day, she would go downstairs and walk all the way to the street park, where there was a newspaper stand, where she bought a newspaper and then walked home slowly.
She had never been used to reading newspapers before. After she moved here, she began to have it. She just wanted to see if there was any news about Gu nianbin in the newspaper. Even if only Gu was mentioned in the news, she would feel that she was not far away from him. They were breathing in the air together. Even if no one could be seen, she could see a few words about him in the newspaper It's enough to comfort her in her lovesickness.
When I got home, I spread out the newspaper and read it carefully. There was no gu nianbin or Gu's family. I searched the finance and economics section from the beginning to the end, but there was still no one. She was a little disheartened. She put away the newspaper and turned on the TV. At this time, there was nothing good to watch on TV. She was bored to change the channel. She just saw a tourist film. It was a famous island in foreign countries. The sea view was pleasant and the coconut shadow was graceful. The tourists in cool clothes were playing on the beach.
Du Xiaoxian looked at her and suddenly burst into tears. She scolded herself in a low voice: "Du Xiaoxian, you are such a fool. Why cry for such a beautiful scenery?"
Yeah, why is she crying? Can't go to the seaside? Isn't there a memory lost in the future? Nothing, really nothing, but why so sad? Why can't you stop crying?
She thought that if she left Gu nianbin, she would not cry, but she cried more. She cried during the day and at night. Sometimes her eyes were swollen when she got up in the morning. Du Hua Yue changed her ways to tell her jokes. She was very face saving. But the more she laughed, the more ugly Du Hua Yue looked. She was so simple that anyone could see through her.
Before the tears were dry, someone knocked on the door. She hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe her face and ran to open the door. It was aunt Qin who lived opposite. Maybe she had cried. Aunt Qin asked, "Xiaoxian, what's the matter? Did you quarrel with your brother
Du Xiaoxian reluctantly smile: "no, watching TV."
Aunt Qin laughed: "you, like me, can't help weeping when you see sensational places. What TV do you watch? "
Du Xiaoxian asked her to come in and said, "it's nothing. I'm looking at it. Aunt Qin, you come here..."
"You see, I've forgotten my business," aunt Qin said with a smile, turning over the text messages in her mobile phone: "your brother just called, saying you're going to open a painting exhibition, time and address, and said you'd like to go there. If I don't know, I'll ask him to send them all and see for yourself."
Du Xiaoxian took a look at the mobile phone. It turned out that Hesen and the gallery had already set the time for the exhibition. They were mounting pictures and hanging pictures for her to have a look. The time and address were sent on the mobile phone. She searched for a pen and paper and copied down the time and address.
Aunt Qin said with a smile, "Xiaoxian, you are really going to open a painting exhibition. I thought I heard something wrong? That's good. On that day, my family will go to hold a show
Du Xiaoxian embarrassed, red face said: "it is not serious, my teacher to contact, I do not know where?"
Aunt Qin said, "isn't it all written on it? If you can't go, I'll go with you
"No, Auntie Qin, it's already very troublesome for you," Du Xiaoxian was even more embarrassed: "if I'm lucky enough to sell a few paintings, I'll have the money to buy a mobile phone. When it comes to... "
"Oh, what can I do so far?" aunt Qin was not happy. "I'm a housewife. My husband works and my son goes to school. There's nothing wrong with me at home. If it's not convenient today, I won't go with you. But on the day of the art exhibition, I must go. I've never been to that kind of place, and I'll have the opportunity to cultivate myself Sentiment
Aunt Qin said this, Du Xiaoxian is not easy to say anything, "then thank aunt Qin first."
"No thanks," aunt Qin said, "OK, I'm going back. You stay alone. Don't cry any more."
"Well." Du Xiaoxian sent aunt Qin away, closed the door, washed his face in the bathroom, folded the paper with address, put it in the bag, took the key and went out the door.
She first went to the bus stop to have a look. There was no direct bus there. If she changed buses, she didn't know where to turn. After hesitating for a long time, she took a taxi and showed the address to the driver. "Master, how much does it cost to get here?"
The taxi driver took a look and said, "thirty."
"So expensive?" Du Xiaoxian bit his lip and said with bad intention, "I don't have so much money. If you want to see which bus stop has a bus there, you can take me to which bus stop."
The taxi driver was a middle-aged man. Looking at her poor appearance, the taxi driver said, "well, I'll take you to the bus station. You can take the bus by yourself."
Du Xiaoxian laughed and got into the car.