Chapter 267

All afternoon, Xia Xiaowan had no idea what to do.

It was intended to take this opportunity to test Gu nianbin. However, she didn't open her mouth, but he took the initiative to raise it. And she was scared when she opened her mouth.

Growing up together as a child, she knew him very well. Gu nianbin is a very calm person. At the beginning, everyone said that he loved her to the bone. But when she went abroad, he didn't go after her. He still lived a very regular life in the company's house step by step every day. For this reason, Xia Nanze was angry with him for a long time. It was not until she came back that their relationship improved.

But now, Gu nianbin is not calm. For Du Xiaoxian's sake, he is not calm at last.

Xia Xiaowan looks back on the whole thing carefully. The more she thinks about it, the more she thinks she is wrong. Although she is not a good person, she doesn't want to see Gu nianbin suffer so much. She has destroyed herself and can't destroy Gu nianbin any more.

It took so much effort to force Gu nianbin to propose to her. Now it takes a little courage to push forward.

After thinking for a long time, I finally made up my mind. Without Gu nianbin's help, her revenge road will become very difficult, but she can't drag Gu nianbin into the water just because she has selfishness.

When Xia Xiaowan made up his mind, he was sitting on the terrace watching the stars in the sky.

The night sky in the suburbs is very beautiful. On the gray blue sky, the stars are big and bright, like countless bright silver nails. If you are not careful, a few will fall.

At present, she just sighed and promised to reply him in the evening. She would tell him now when she did not repent.

Just got up, but heard the slow footsteps, calm and powerful, is Gu nianbin came over. So she sat down again and came, so that she would not have to go to him.

Thinking bin brought coffee to her, and handed her a shawl: "spring chilly, put on it, be careful to catch cold."

Xia Xiaowan put his shawl around his shoulder and looked at him with his head tilted and sighed.

Gu nianbin asked curiously, "what's the matter? What do you sigh for? "

Xia Xiaowan but smile not language, after a while said: "you shake me."

"What do you mean?" Gu nianbin was more and more puzzled: "what are you talking about?"

Xia Xiaowan took a sip of coffee, as if some emotion: "you are so careful and considerate, who married you should be happy?"

Gu nianbin laughed: "so you don't have to hesitate any more. Besides, we two get married, and it's all belong to us!"

Xia Xiaowan bent the corner of his lips, "I'm afraid to disappoint the masses." Her habit was that, since she had made up her mind, she would not delay, lest she would have a long dream.

Gu nianbin was really surprised: "you are absent-minded all afternoon, just for making such a decision?"

"Yes, I have decided not to marry you."

"One afternoon is too short. You don't think well. It's better to think about it again."

"No, I think very clearly," Xia Xiaowan said, "brother nianbin, thousands of mistakes are my fault, and because of this, I feel that I can't make any more mistakes."

"Xia Xiaowan," Gu nianbin's voice lost its temperature: "you try your best to achieve your goal. Why regret? If you had known this, why did you play with me in the first place? "

Gu nianbin's angry look is a little frightening, but Xia Xiaowan's complacency is her fault. He can't do too much to her.

While she was sitting here, she wrote a lot of manuscripts, thinking about how to persuade Gu nianbin, but in the end, she did not say a word of those words.

She just tells the truth, which is the first time that she analyzes her heart to Gu nianbin and tells him the secret between herself and Jiang Kaiwei. She told Gu nianbin all the things that she didn't want to recall.

Gu nianbin was shocked and watched her speechless for a long time. The coffee was cold in my hand, but I didn't drink any.

When Xia Xiaowan said it, she was relaxed. Her past was like a mountain. She could not tell anyone, even her parents, but now she finally said it.

Her psychotherapist once told her that when she was unhappy, she would tell her more, but she never listened, nor was she willing to reveal her own pain to others. She just kept it in her heart, let her hatred grow day by day, and her temper became more and more irritable.

Now she felt that the psychiatrist was right, and it really made people happy. Even a lot of things that she didn't think she could say were all poured out.

Gu nianbin put the cold coffee on the table and held her hand: "sorry, Xiaowan, I didn't know you suffered so much."

Xia Xiaowan shook his head: "read bin elder brother, it's none of your business, it's my fault, no one can blame."

"Well," Gu nianbin hesitated for a moment and asked, "does Jiang Kaiwei know the truth yet?"

"He has no right to know." When Xia Xiaowan mentioned Jiang Kaiwei, he bit his teeth.

Gu nianbin was silent for a while and said, "Nanze shouldn't hide it from me.""Tell you, will you come to me?"

"Yes," Gu nianbin looked at her, "if I knew, I wouldn't let you stay so far away by yourself."

"I don't blame him. I mean it myself." Xia Wan didn't want to see the stars in the sky

"So you came back to avenge Jiang Kaiwei

"Yes, he made me so miserable," Xia Xiaowan said bitterly, "I can't forgive him lightly."

"Does Nanze know what you think?"

"He doesn't know. He doesn't allow me to have any more relationship with Jiang Kaiwei. So you have to keep it secret for me. " Xia Xiaowan sincerely said: "I'm sorry, brother nianbin, for my selfishness, I've made you miserable. I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just hope you can treat yourself well. Don't make it like me. I've been ruined in my life, and you can choose. Don't get angry, and don't do things you regret. "

Gu nianbin relaxed her hand, slowly leaning on the cane chair, also looking at the brilliant starry sky, half ring said: "I do not regret my own choice, also have no pique, I am just tired. When I made a five-year contract, I told myself that if you didn't come back, I would follow the arrangements of my family and find someone to marry and live a stable life. Now that you are back, although something happened in the middle, you and I are still the fate. Isn't this a happy situation? "

"But brother nianbin, you don't love me, I don't love you either. Two people who don't love each other will not be happy. Don't deceive yourself!"

"We have an emotional foundation, but it's not difficult to try to love each other."

Frankly speaking, Gu nianbin is still stubborn. Xia Xiaowan is a little anxious, "brother nianbin, you can't force me!"

Gu nianbin was aggressive: "when you forced her away, did you think about it for her?"

Xia Xiaowan's face darkened, "I know you won't forgive me."

"Forget it, I won't mention the past," Gu nianbin looked at her: "I won't force you. I'll give you time. Xiaowan, I've already mentioned this to my uncle and aunt this morning. They agree and are very happy. Maybe it's already done now. I told my family that my mother's hope for my marriage makes my hair white. You can bear to let him Will you have a good time? "

Seeing Xia Xiaowan bow his head without saying a word, he said, "the purpose of your marriage with me is to let me deal with Jiang Kaiwei. No problem, I will all agree. What else do you have to hesitate about?"

Xia Xiaowan finally had a helpless smile: "it's my cocoon."

The words all said on this, Xia Xiaowan knew that it was useless to say it again, so he gathered his shawl and went back to his room.

The next morning, after breakfast, Xia Xiaowan proposed to go back to the city. Gu nianbin did not object, and ordered Xiaoding to leave immediately. It seems that they came here only to talk about it, and there was no need to stay after the talks.

When they came, they had their own thoughts and covered them up. The atmosphere was quite good. When I went back, I was still worried. However, after playing cards, I didn't need to pretend again, so I was too lazy to socialize. There was almost no communication in the whole process. Xiaoding secretly glanced at it from the rearview mirror. I was puzzled and didn't dare to ask. So I focused more on driving.

The roadside is full of broken wild flowers, white, yellow and pink, dotted in a green, like a long embroidered blanket, very beautiful. Xia Xiaowan's whole body lies on the window and looks at it with a trance. However, it is not the result she wants. Now that she wants to turn back, it is already too late. Gu nianbin is sitting next to the window on the other side. Across a person's position, she can still feel the man's heavy anger and a trace of Xiaosha's gas.

Xia Xiaowan suddenly felt a headache.

But back home, she found that the headache had just begun.

Seeing her enter the door, Mrs. Xia was surprised, "Xiao Wan, how can you come back so early? Not in the afternoon... "

Xia Deren also looked at her with a smile: "nianbin? Why don't you come in and sit down? "

More unexpected is that Xia Nanze is also at home, leaning on the sofa, looking at her smile quite meaningful.

Xia Xiaowan suddenly remembered Gu nianbin's sentence: "do you have the heart to make them happy?"

Facing the eager eyes of her family, she really couldn't bear it. I wanted to find out with my parents as soon as I came in, but I couldn't open my mouth. Had to perfunctorily say: "read bin elder brother has something, so we came back."

Mrs. Xia relaxed and looked forward to her: "Xiao Wan, do you have any good news to tell us?"

Xia Xiaowan took the coffee from the maid and took a sip. He was rather impatient: "what's the good news?"

"You see, she's embarrassed." Mrs. Xia's mouth closed with a smile: "nianbin told me and your father yesterday that he wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to propose to you. Did you propose?"

Xia Xiaowan was even more angry. "What kind of marriage did he ask for? None of the rings were prepared. "

"No rings? No wonder my daughter is not happy, "Mrs. Xia suddenly realized:" I have to talk about nianbin. It's too casual to propose without a ring. ""Did you promise?"

"No," said Xia Xiaowan, as soon as the two words were spoken out. Xia Xiaowan immediately found that everyone's eyes were widened and his three pairs of eyes were staring at her.

Xia Xiaowan's courage suddenly disappeared, and she said with a smile: "I said I should think about it again."

"Yes, it's true to stretch him and nianbin. It's a lesson to him that he didn't even prepare a ring for the proposal." Mrs. Xia hehe laughed two times and said, "but Xiao Wan, just stop when you are satisfied. Nianbin is not someone else. Do you still doubt his sincerity?"

Xia Xiaowan laughs bitterly in his heart, thinking about bin, which is sincere, he clearly wants to set fire to himself!