Chapter 376

On this day, the wind was drizzling and the rain was shaking. Gu nianbin and Du Xiaoxian stayed at home without stepping in or out of the gate. Do nothing, hold each other to keep warm.

They are lonely for too long and too long, just as people who walk the night all year round suddenly meet the light, and the surprise and satisfaction can not be described in words. It is also like the moment when two meteors crisscross, illuminating each other and bringing out the most gorgeous light.

The world of mortals, the vast sea of people, but actually found, found the destined person, from the fingers of happiness slip away, will not let go again.

The wind stopped outside the window, the rain is also small, messy, leaves soft lying on the ground, like a small palm, only Osmanthus fragrans after the rain wash, appear green as oil, energetic.

"Cold?" Gu nianbin asked.

"It's not cold," Du Xiaoxian's eyes were soft. "I won't be cold with you."

It's rare that Du Xiaoxian said such sentimental words, and the man laughed and gently kissed her. Different from the time when the animal was in full bloom, he is very gentle, gentle, sentimental, without a trace of emotion and desire. He just wants to kiss, and clearly is near. He still thinks of her, wants to hold her, kisses her, caresses her, and confirms her real existence, not his own illusion.

I can't remember how many times he dreamt of such a picture, holding her in his arms, touching her and kissing her. He felt so real, but when he opened his eyes and his arms were empty, he was always a little confused. It took a while to remember that she had left.

When he woke up, he could not sleep any more. He sat in bed smoking until dawn. In the morning, Xiao Bo came in to clean the room, but the strong smell of tobacco had not gone. Looking at the cigarette ends in the ashtray, he knew that he had not slept for half a night at least. After several times of persuasion, he did not pay much attention to it. Later, Xiao Bo had to tell his mother that his parents talked to him together. He was affectionate and sincere. He listened honestly and knew that it would not go on like this.

Later, even when he woke up, he didn't want to open his eyes and put the pillow in his arms as an illusory one! At least I won't wake up in the middle of the night and sit alone for half a night.

Now, she's in her arms, real. Her breath lingered around her, and her lips were smiling, and her eyelashes were slender and long, as if they had been traced one by one with a pen. Her hands Gu nianbin spread out her palm and gently stroked the cocoon on her hand. Her heart was a little gloomy. Her hand was rougher than before.

He asked her, "what else have you done besides selling fruit?"

Du Xiaoxian held his fingers and counted them to him: "I took some small handicrafts and made them at home, such as plastic flowers and small hand decorations. He did housekeeping, set up a stall to sell needles and thread, and then went to work at Tianchen."

Gu nianbin sighed, holding her hand and kissing on her lips: "you have suffered."

"I'm not bitter, really," Du Xiaoxian said with a smile. "I don't have a cocoon on my hands. In fact, I'm not suffering at all. I feel very down-to-earth to earn money by my own labor."

Gu nianbin asked again, "what do you do in Tianchen?"

"First, I did cleaning. Later, Mr. Lu felt that I was serious about my work and transferred me to the Secretary's office as a clerk."

Gu nianbin had a melancholy look. After hearing this, his face sank and he snorted: "he clearly means that he is a drunk, and his intention is not to drink. You can't read all the words. What kind of clerk are you? "

"Who says I don't know all the words, I've been to school! I do a good job as a clerk. " Du Xiaoxian was unconvinced. When she was a clerk, she was very happy and learned a lot. She thought she was competent. Gu nianbin could not ignore her efforts just because she didn't like Lu HaoChen.

"You went to school, didn't you?" Gu nianbin said, "otherwise, go on studying now, and I'll find you a school."

"No, I'm the mother of the child. If I go back to school, I'm going to die laughing."

"What do you want to do Gu nianbin asked: "looking after children at home?"

"I think it seems that your mother won't let me interfere." speaking of this, Du Xiaoxian is a little aggrieved. Her children should have been in charge of her, but she went back home and didn't care about anything from dressing to eating. Sometimes she wants to see a child, can only stand outside Fang Yaru's door to listen to the voice.

"Mom is afraid of tiring you. You have been in charge of all these years. It's not good to go home now and make you relaxed?" Gu nianbin pinched her small nose and said with a smile, "you just like to find yourself tired."

"But I have to do something," Du Xiaoxian puffed his cheeks and blinked his eyes. "Otherwise, I'll be a servant!"

"Looking for a fight!" Gu nianbin made a gesture and raised his hands, but he fell on her head lightly and disorderly. He kneaded and kneaded: "the granddaughter of Gu family is a servant. You intend to bury me!"

Du Xiaoxian's heart jumped, two pieces of blush flew up on his face, some embarrassed look: "are you proposing to me?"

"It should be you who proposed to me," Gu nianbin said solemnly, "I have proposed, you have agreed, but you have run away, so it's your turn to propose."

Du Xiaoxian opened his mouth wide and said, "I propose? I didn't have a ring

"What's the hurry? It's just a matter of time and a half." Gu nianbin said, "you can prepare slowly. There is plenty of time."Du Xiaoxian nodded and began to think about the proposal. She had to prepare the ring and find an appropriate opportunity. The most important thing was to give a surprise to men. For a person like her who was not very open-minded, it was still difficult.

Gu nianbin looked at the woman with her head tilted, and she could not help but laugh. She was so simple, but she could easily pull out his heartstrings, such as a clear stream. There was no trace of turbidity in the clear water. You can see it at a glance.

"Don't think about it," Gu nianbin kisses her and asks, "what do you want to say at dinner?"

Du Xiaoxian smiled and bit his lip, but he didn't say anything. After a while, she put her head down and said, "don't look at me."

"Well, I don't look at you." Gu nianbin said, really turned his eyes to the window. Outside, it began to rain again. It seemed that there was a gray curtain of water hanging between heaven and earth, and the sound gradually became noisy.

Du Xiaoxian then slowly opened his mouth in this noisy voice: "I know that I was wrong. I thought that sacrificing myself can make you happy, but now I know that I am wrong, you are not happy, my leave can not let you stop loving me, I am the same, even though across the ends of the earth, I have never stopped loving you. Brother, I'm really sorry. I didn't expect that you would be so miserable after leaving. Shanshan told me that you were in a coma for seven days and seven nights due to alcoholism. I really regret it. If I lose you, I can't live alone.

God is not thin to me, let us meet again, I don't want to let you down, no matter what happened, I think we can start again, I want to hold your hand all the time, want to eat your cooking every day, want to sleep in your arms every night, no matter what will happen in the future, I also want to be selfish once, stay by your side forever, and be loved by you, so I am Will be very happy.

I also want to love you well, give you happiness, encounter again big storm, never leave, go together in the same boat. I'm stupid. I can't do anything except housework, but for you, I can learn. Others may look down on me, look at my jokes, and even belittle you because of me. I don't care about all these things. I only care about your feelings. In my heart, you are always the first

We wasted six years, but it doesn't matter. Separation lets us know the importance of each other. In the days to come, we should love each other well and make up for the lost. I believe you, and please believe me. Finally, believe me once. Only death can separate us... "

Gu nianbin was stunned. How did she say such a long sentence?

She was simple and dull. She thought about these words for a long time? Is it recited? But it was so fluent that there was no stumbling.

He took his eyes back and fell on her face. She said she couldn't look at her, but she couldn't help it. After listening so much, he couldn't move his eyes any more. In fact, he wanted to cry. Gu nianbin's eyes turned red, sighed and pressed her head in his arms.

"I know. I know what you think." He opened his mouth with difficulty, blinked his sour eyes, and two crystal water drops fell on the woman's hair and quickly soaked in.

Gu nianbin said after a long time: "I remember all the words you said today. I will believe you, also please you must believe me, these years, I really hate you, hate your distrust, hate you do not believe that I can turn over, I do not need to rely on the Xia family can turn over. What I hate more is that you have suffered so much because of your distrust! You're right. Your sacrifice didn't bring me happiness. How could I be happy without you? But now that you come back and bring my happiness back, I will love you more and cherish you more than ever before. "

He looked at her eagerly: "let's warm each other and be happy together."

Du Xiaoxian nodded heavily, and tooted his lips to kiss him. His voice seemed vague between his lips and teeth: "am I qualified in this way?"

"A little progress, not enough." The man took her to the bed. "I'll teach you something else."

Du Xiaoxian was scared and begged for mercy: "no, I can't, I really can't..."

"Who let you mess with me?" Man hey hey hey bad smile: "it's all you ask for."

Du Xiaoxian was so regretful that his intestines were all green, and she said, "it's all taught by Shanshan. She said that as long as I do this, you will certainly forgive me. In fact, I, in fact..."

"What is it?" Gu nianbin's face sank: "in fact, I don't want to, do you? I said that your brain melon seed how suddenly good, it is a master behind the guidance. You don't want to forget about it. I've got a lot of women outside, and I'm asking for you? "

The man said that he would turn over his face. Just now he had a tender face and vowed that he had changed his personality, which made Du Xiaoxian panic and panic.

She really regretted that she would not listen to Gu Shanshan if she knew that men were so greedy.

Seeing that the man left her to leave, Du Xiaoxian was in a hurry again. He jumped up directly from behind and fell on his back, humming and coquetting: "Oh, I didn't say I didn't want to. I just think that's too frequent. You have to catch my breath

In fact, she can't be coquettish, which is taught by Gu Shanshan. Even the auxiliary words of Qi are the same. Gu nianbin was funny and helpless. He held her in his arms, "OK, let you go now, and settle accounts together in the evening."