However deep the wound, it will gradually heal with time. Gu Guangxian finally settled down. Fang Yaru took a rest in the hospital for more than a week. When she left the hospital, she was in a better mental state, but she was much more silent than before.
Because Gu Guangxian has just passed away, Lu Xiaoxian wants to stay in G city to accompany Fang Yaru, so the three members of Lu dingshen's family also stay for the new year.
Although there were only two people missing from the dinner table, they seemed to have taken away all the laughter. Only Lu HaoChen and Gu Shanshan worked hard to create an atmosphere. In addition, with the consideration of the innocence and childish words, the elders were willing to sell face and the meal was not dull.
In the silence of winter night, Lu Xiaoxian stood alone in front of the window and looked at the plum blossom downstairs. In the evening of 30, there was no moon, but the sky was bright, shining brightly on the earth. Faintly, we could see the small Chimonanthus praecox blooming branches. The wind was long and the faint fragrance came, refreshing.
Lu Xiaoxian took a deep breath and thought of the red plum blossoms in full bloom over the ancestral house. It would be more beautiful. If it snows, snow and red plum, it must be as beautiful as a painting.
She looked up at the sky. The stars were big and bright. No shooting was allowed in the city. The sky was even clearer than that of the ancestral home. It was a kind of dark blue. The four corners of the sky were faintly red. Maybe because of today's 30, there are lights everywhere, and there are some light pollution.
Standing in silence for a while, she put on her coat, put a woollen scarf around her neck, and then went downstairs.
someone smoked under the Wutong tree. The red mane of his fingers was clearly dark. He looked up at the tree with his back on her head, looked at the tree, heard the footsteps behind him, turned around, and looked at something unexpected. "How did you get out? Can't you sleep? "
Lu Xiaoxian laughed and said, "if you fall asleep, you will wake up by setting off firecrackers. It's better not to sleep." "Brother, what are you looking at
"How tall the tree is Lu HaoChen said, "it's thick and strong. It's been some years."
"Listen to nianbin say that he planted it when he was seven years old and planted it with Xia Xiaowan," Lu Xiaoxian calculated mentally and said, "it's nearly 30 years."
"No wonder it's so high," Lu HaoChen said. "I heard Gu Shanshan say that when you first came, you cleaned the leaves from this tree?"
"Yes," Lu Xiaoxian nodded. Looking at the tree, he sighed: "time flies. It's more than eight years. It's like a dream to think of the time when I first came here."
Lu HaoChen looked at her: "tell me about your past with my brother."
"Well, if you want to hear it, I'll say it." Lu Xiaoxian said, "go, I'll take you to a place."
Lu HaoChen did not ask, and followed her. It turned out to be a flower bed behind the tree. There was a row of shrubs in front of it. Sitting inside, people outside didn't pay attention to them and couldn't see them at all.
Lu Xiaoxian was just sitting down. Lu HaoChen said, "wait a minute." He took off his scarf pad and said, "sit down."
Don't hesitate to go to the warm room
"No, it's here. It seems that you come here a lot." Lu HaoChen pulls her to sit down. In fact, he likes to stay with Lu Xiaoxian in such a small space and feel closer.
Lu Xiaoxian had to sit down and said, "when I first came here, I was very timid. I always like to hide here and look at the sculpture in the fountain in front of me in a daze."
Lu HaoChen then laughs: "originally this is your old nest!"
Lu Xiaoxian also laughed: "well, when I first came here, I was ugly. My hair was yellow and I was thin. Nianbin later said that I thought I was a child, but at that time I was 18."
"So ugly, he's in love with you?"
"Yes, I find it strange..."
On a starry winter night, brother and sister sat by the flower bed and talked with each other. Basically, Lu Xiaoxian said that Lu HaoChen was the audience.
In fact, Lu Xiaoxian seldom said so much, but at the moment, she is willing to speak freely. She needs an audience.
She said a lot about her first acquaintance with Gu nianbin. She said that she was very afraid of him at that time and ran away as soon as she saw him, just like a mouse seeing a cat
Lu HaoChen always has a smile on his face. In fact, he has a blunt knife cut in his heart, which is not painless. However, he tries to resist it. Because the woman around him needs to be released, she is too depressed and too tired. Within a year, her husband disappears, her father-in-law dies, Gu's building is on fire, and there is a huge company that needs her to protect. She supports all these with her weak shoulders It is too tired, he is very distressed, although far away in Yawan, but can imagine her hard work.
It's just that he can't do anything about it. They're so far apart, and there's that annoying relationship.
Although this winter is not too cold, but the night breeze, or let Lu Xiaoxian shrink neck. Lu HaoChen hesitated for a moment and slowly stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms. Lu Xiaoxian struggled to sit up. Lu HaoChen pressed her: "Xiaoxian, take a rest in your brother's arms. You are too tired."
Lu Xiaoxian didn't insist on this. Leaning on Lu HaoChen's arms, Lu Xiaoxian was really warm. She went on to say, "later, we lived in the apartment. Nianbin was very kind to me. I used to call him brother at that time, because he didn't let me call me young master, and I didn't dare to call him his name. That's why I called him. Later, my father came to me and said that nianbin and I were brothers and sisters. I almost made a mistake. After that, he didn't let me call him brother. Is he stupid and taboo about this? "Lu HaoChen hugs her, and a complex emotion rises in her heart. With her brother's identity, she is willing to let him hold her. The thin body in the arms, really like a child, let him heartache and pity.
"It's stupid." Lu HaoChen suddenly asked, "if I didn't let you call me brother, how would you call me?"
"But you are my brother
"If not?"
Lu Xiaoxian thought about it and said, "I'll call you Mr. Lu."
"Can't you be a friend?"
"Nian bin had set rules for me before, and there were four prohibitions," Lu Xiaoxian read the four rules to Lu HaoChen.
Lu HaoChen said: "it's really mean to care about bin."
"That's because he loves me." Lu Xiaoxian has a trace of complacency: "he does not like to see me and other men too close, of course, except for my brother." She rubbed in his arms and found a more comfortable position.
Lu HaoChen looked up at the sky and said, "Xiaoxian, don't talk. The wind is pouring into my stomach. I'll catch a cold."
Lu Xiaoxian just said that he was tired, so he listened to his words and really stopped talking. He leaned quietly against him and looked at the bathtub sculpture in the fountain in silence.
Thinking of their own thoughts, they were suddenly startled by a loud noise and stood up from the flower bed.
It turned out that Xiao Bonian was setting off firecrackers for the new year. Lu HaoChen pulled the landing fairy to go around from the side. He startled Xiao Bonian and asked in a loud voice, "young granny, young master Lu, where are you fighting so late?"
Lu HaoChen also said in a loud voice: "we are talking over there, scared by the firecrackers, did not expect so late."
A long string of firecrackers, with red and blue light flashing on the fire signal, crackled all the way up, exploding countless red guns, like the most gorgeous henna.
Soon, the sound of firecrackers will die, leaving only a strong smell of gunpowder.
Lu HaoChen said, "let's set off fireworks."
Lu Xian said, "she may not be happy to have a nap."
So they went into the room, Lu Xiaoxian went to Fang Yaru's room to call Gu Niannian, and Lu HaoChen went to the storage room to pick up fireworks.
The more sad, the more you have to do to make yourself happy. Lu HaoChen thinks so, and Lu Xiaoxian thinks the same way. He looks at the bright fireworks rising into the air and exploding into big and gorgeous flowers. The golden thread and silver thread spread out, suddenly lighting up the night.
Lu Xiaoxian was full of joy, and suddenly felt that the world was still so beautiful. As long as he was full of confidence in life, no matter how big the gully could be.
Lu HaoChen looks at the happy mother and daughter, and does not show a knowing smile. I hope he can make them laugh like this all the time.
In the middle of the night, Gu Shanshan was also led out. Four people set off together, watching the four small fireworks turn on the floor tiles at the same time, releasing dazzling fire. Everyone was surprised to call out, and even Lu Xiaoxian jumped and jumped like a child.
Later, he played with the lightning rod, stretched it far away, scratched various patterns in the night sky, and saw some flowers in the eyes. As Gu Shanshan and Gu nianian toss, they scare Lu HaoChen and chase after each other on the grass. Lu Xiaoxian cries: "be careful, be careful..." Holding a cell phone to take pictures of them.
Xiao Bo Nian stood on the steps from a distance and looked at it with a happy smile. This was the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year. Although he was smiling when he was eating, his smile was stiff and rigid. It was like a puppet show. The smile was painted on his face.
But now, they forget the pain for a while. They play happily and laugh happily. The dead are dead, and the living are like this. Only in this way can those who leave get a real rest.
At night, the dew was heavy, and Xiao Bonian called the crazy people to go back to bed.
When she stopped, she felt a little cold. Lu HaoChen closed her collar and looked at Lu Xiaoxian in front of her. When she came to G city from him, she didn't see that she was really happy. But just now, she laughed, her eyes were wide, and she was very happy. Her big clear eyes radiated charming light again, just like the brightest cold star in the sky.
However, the happy time is over, just like the embers of fireworks being blown by the wind in the boundless night sky, all the splendor is lost. Only the dark night surrounded them again.
Will she still smile like this when she wakes up tomorrow? Perhaps at night, will she cry because of sadness?
When he was in Yawan, he would not have such a deep experience. When he saw the sadness hidden in her eyes, he knew that he could not turn a blind eye to her.
Lu HaoChen is in a state of chaos, and he doesn't know what to do in the future? I just hope that, at least before leaving G City, he can make her so happy and laugh so much.