Volume 7 the monologue of longyuanxiang

After I was promoted to primary school, I found that I was a different person.

We found a big snake at the rest of the hike.

Remember there was a commotion in the class.

A guy who looks around and is happy, scared, or not interested.

Although there are all kinds of reactions, there is always the same place.

That is, no one is going to expel the snake.

Even adults are lack of calmness. They only contact each other to ask for help.

I'll throw the big stone at the snake's head.

There is no fear of being bitten.

There were screams and teachers panicked.

It doesn't matter.

I'm not trying to banish a snake that everyone is afraid of and become a hero.

I just wonder why I need to be so scared.

This is the first time I've come into contact with the unknown in my heart.

Then, I also learned one thing at the same time -

that when an opponent gives in, he will release a lot of adrenaline in his brain.

For me, this is the first clear victory.

"Fear" and "pleasure" are one and two sides.

There is only a line between them.

The world is dominated by "violence".

The strength of the world depends on the intensity of violence.

When I saw the body that had exhausted its strength and turned into ragged pieces of meat, I felt happy.

But the existence of a different kind will be hostile to most people.

Since then, I have set up many enemies inside and outside.

Occasionally, I would be surrounded by people, constantly being raped.

It's not once or twice that you collapse before the irresistible force.

Even so, I don't feel afraid.

I'll just think about revenge and turning things around.

And in the end - they all bowed in front of me.

Real strength refers to people with unparalleled violence.

And those who overcome fear.

But here's a problem.

As I became a powerful person, it came out.

I find it increasingly difficult to get pleasure, and at the same time feel bored.

At the end of the day, no one can beat my boredom.

Subvert my understanding of the existence of -

if there is, it is probably only "death".