Volume 7.5 arrows of love

December 23, sunny.

I woke up very comfortable in the morning.

It's unbelievable. Mingming got up, but was surrounded by a kind of comfort still in the dream.

It was the first change that came to me.

If someone asks me what changes have taken place, I will firmly answer No.

But I'm not really unchanged. There are changes.

I had a dramatic change.

Because the annoying past that bound me disappeared from my body.

But right, it doesn't seem to be either. I got the strength not to lose to the past that bound me.

That's what happened yesterday after the graduation ceremony that announced the end of the second semester.

I was called out by longyuanxiang, and was subjected to what should be called bullying.

It's embarrassing to say, but that's what happened.

I fell to the bottom of the valley.

The school, which thought it had escaped in search of salvation, was once again sent to hell.

Besides, I've heard all kinds of things. One of the most impact is to guide them to bully me is Qinglong.

I was very desperate at the beginning, and my heart was filled with anger. But... As a result, I was saved by him.

Through Qinglong's hands.

After surviving safely from the roof, I was waiting for my former student president and tea pillar teacher. They didn't say anything to me, only to take care of me and not be seen by irrelevant people. To be honest, I would not have been able to get to the dorm without those care. The two men only said that they acted according to Qinglong's instructions. I think it's because Qinglong knows it's the only way to make me feel at ease.

That kind of incident on the roof is the cause of my own being bullied and exposed.

If I have the power to get rid of the past, I can be more determined.

It can be solved without being seen through the middle ages.

…… No, it's not. Basically, I was wrong.

I keep showing arrogance in order to make myself look great, so I can't even make them unhappy. That's the way I chose not to be bullied. That's the downside.

"Whoo "

I sighed. But it's not a bad sigh.

What should I say? Is it a sigh full of thoughts? Well - I can't express myself.

But one thing is certain.

That is, no matter I am still awake, my mind is full of Qinglong.

Since yesterday, he has been imprinted on my mind.

"…… That is to say, it's really true. How can I say it? It's a foul "

the body temperature is obviously normal, but the body is burning somehow.

I pressed my hot forehead and closed my eyes.

Ling path is Qinglong. Class D a year.

At the beginning, I didn't really pay attention to him, only regarded him as a student with weak sense of existence.

Although some people said he was handsome and he was once a topic, I was not interested at that time.

Besides, the students immediately forgot Qinglong. In today's society, communication ability is also a popular important factor. The Qing Dynasty lacked that point decisively.

Even if how to exercise, if it is not accompanied by other elements, it can not develop in popularity.

Therefore, led by foreign students, class A's Sicheng students or class B's Chai Tian students are particularly popular.

But the real Qinglong is not bad at chatting. He is smart, mature and calm. He is good at sports and even not lose to senior students. Moreover, he is also strong enough to teach people unbelievable

Despite its cold and cruel nature, however He helped me in the end.

"Ah! "

No, no, no! Impossible, impossible! "

I press the face that should have been red, and shake my head to the left and right.

Flushed and flustered It's like a girl in love.

I'm not denying love. I'm also a girl who wants to have a good relationship. However, how to say it? I can't quite agree that I look at Qinglong in that way.

"Yes, of course not. I feel the pain because of him "

rather, I would like to ask him to thank me just because I didn't hate him.

Besides, even my heart should be taken away. I can't allow that kind of good thing.

I stand in front of the mirror and comb my hair.

"But I'm very kind. "

even if I have my own mistakes, can ordinary people forgive what Qinglong has done?

Probably not. Of course not. It's better to hate him.

I am a broad-minded person, because of this, so I can definitely understand this matter.

You should be satisfied, Qinglong.

I say this in my head, and get rid of my false delusion.

However, I will not mention in front of Qinglong that I have forgiven him.

Do I have to worry him a little bit? Let him think I'm being used by him, it should be just right.

Besides, next time I see Qinglong's face, I may actually be angry.

Just as I was thinking about this kind of thing, the mobile phone received a message.

"I'll trouble you at eleven today, schoolmate Mitsui. Ah yes, it seems so. "

is a communication from Sato Mayer. Tomorrow is the twenty fourth. Today, I received Sato's message that there is something to discuss, so I want to meet you.

I usually have a different group with Sato, so I don't know each other very well. Of course, it's a good relationship for my classmates, but it's the first time I've been asked out alone like this.

"Anyway, I'm really energetic. "

only yesterday did I feel the pain of being toppled by several buckets of water from the head. I really want to praise myself for being alive. Of course, I take a bath to warm my body immediately after I'm cold to the bottom of my bone, but ordinary girls may catch cold, even if I sleep for three days and three nights, it's not surprising.

"Because I'm so used to that bad technique just kidding. "

it seems that I can easily say a little self mockery.

As of yesterday.

That's who I believe has changed, but I haven't changed.

I'm afraid of being bullied. I always feel afraid. It's always dark inside.

But now I can definitely say that -

I should have changed a little.

I took off my pajamas and left my underwear.

At this time, the scars engraved on myself will come into view in any case. I'll see it even if I don't want to.

Every day I face this wound, I will become depressed and want to die.

But I don't care as much as I did yesterday.

That is the wound that makes me so hateful, unwilling and sad.

It's unbelievable that there will be such a big change in just one day.

"That said, I can't show it to the boys "

if you see this kind of wound, the opposite sex will give up. Girls' skin is soft, smooth and beautiful Because this injury will break that illusion. Even if there is love, it will cool down.

Well, I'm not scheduled to show it to others I added in my heart.

But

Although maybe it's just that there's no expression But Qinglong He's different.

Even if he saw my wound, he didn't even feel sick.

He just didn't say it? Or is it because the ship is dark? Or was it just a threat that made him feel sick?

Is he just lying? In fact, I feel sick?

Or - does he really feel sick?

I repeat affirmation and negation in my mind.

But there can be no answer to that.

I repeated the question and answer and found something important.

"That means that guy touched my body with his hands "

although I didn't have the spare time to think at that time, it should be pretty awesome, right?

He touched my thigh. My uniform was almost ripped off by him

Before, even boys didn't protect me who was treated as bacteria or pests by girls. Before the whole class and grade treat me as a girl, they don't even treat me as a person. I haven't even grasped the boy's hand well. What did that guy do to me.

"Ah, really, really, really! I started thinking again! I'm a fool! "

let's seal the Qinglong affair. Just do it.

It was an accident, so I had to forget.

I put my arm through my sleeve and changed smoothly.

1

I spent a little time in preparation for my small run to move towards the destination.

The beech Shopping Center for winter vacation is full of students.

Most of the students seem to have come to play. There are more people going out than on normal holidays.

"That's right. After all, only this place can play. "

there are all necessary things here, so I'm not dissatisfied, but it's not fresh.

Finally, I arrived at the destination without being late. I was talking to Sato, who was waiting for me by the entrance of the coffee shop where I had an appointment.

"Good morning, Sato. "

" ah, Mitsui! Good morning! "

Sato's eyes sparkled and waved to me. She seems to have gone to the beauty salon. Her hair is beautifully arranged. In that way, people can't help but imagine.

Sato said there was something to discuss last night.

I was tired physically and mentally, but I kept the truth from me. Of course. Because I was called to the roof and splashed with cold water was "never happened" to anyone.

That is to say, from Sato's classmates' point of view, I have to be my normal self. So even though I could refuse to discuss, I finally decided to accept it.

Besides I began to care about Sato's actions not long ago.

"I'm sorry to call you out. Don't worry about small things. It's very kind of you to say that. ～ "

I entered the store according to the plan with Sato, who has a happy face.

Although the store was full originally, we were able to go in smoothly because a group of guests came out when we went in.

"Sure enough, there are so many people"

I blurted out. It's a silly spectacle.

"Is it because all grades are not in the exam during the winter vacation? "

I have the same question as Sato.

During the summer vacation, our first graders immediately boarded a luxury cruise ship to go sailing