Only at such a close distance did Fang Xie see the childishness between sang Sa's eyebrows. In the past, she always kept a distance from others, and always covered her face with a scarf. She once explained that she was not very old. Fang Xie thought she was at least 20 years old, but after looking carefully, she found that she still had some lovely baby fat on her face.
In fact, people like sang Sa Sa can't sleep so well in front of outsiders. If she didn't have a sense of vigilance, she might have been hurt by others. Maybe it's because the white lion's body is too warm. Maybe she doesn't have any guard against each other, so she sleeps so deeply.
Fang Xie wanted to take out his hand slowly, but he just moved and sang Sa's eyebrows wrinkled slightly. So Fang Xie gave up the idea and let her hold it. Fang Xie simply leaned on the white lion and closed his eyes to rest. The white lion was dissatisfied with the weight of two people. It shook its head, but did not struggle.
I don't know why, the scene of two people and a lion has a very special harmony.
I don't know how long later, sang Sasa woke up first. She opened her consciousness and wanted to raise her hand and rub her eyes. Only then did she find that she was holding Fang Xie's hand tightly. For a moment, a feeling of bumping like a deer came out in her heart. She loosened her hand in some panic, and then shrank back.
She looked at Fang Xie awkwardly and thought he would wake up.
But he seemed to sleep deeply and had no reaction.
Sang Sa Sa gently, slowly and carefully relaxed his breath, stroked his chest with his hand to comfort himself, and showed his due appearance at this age when he spit out his little tongue. She was surprised to see the cloak she was covered with, and then her cheeks flushed. Seeing that Fang Xie was still asleep, she quietly moved her cloak over and covered Fang Xie.
After gently covering it, she shrank back again, as if afraid of touching the solution, and as if she was running away from something.
After she had no contact with Fang Xie's body, her heart relaxed a little. She turned her head sideways and looked at Fang Xie's face very carefully. In fact, up to now, she is also confused about how to continue her offspring, although she has seriously read books about love between men and women.
He has a beautiful face and facial features.
Before she slept, he looked at her, now he slept, she looked at him.
The only difference is that Fang Xie actually woke up long ago. The experience of growing up made Fang Xie form the habit of never sleeping to death. Even in his sleep, he maintained a certain vigilance. So he is more tired than most people. Ordinary people's life has been far away from him since he was born.
He knew that sang Sasa was looking at himself, so he pretended to sleep very hard.
I thought sang Sasa would leave soon, but Fang Xie could feel sang Sasa's eyes on his face. He couldn't understand how women had the habit of staring at a man's face for so long. In fact, if a woman doesn't like this man, she won't look at it at all.
At this time, sang Sasa was not a great national teacher of Meng Yuan, the leader of Huang Jiao, or a person running for the family mission. She was just a curious little girl, carefully and seriously looking at the man in front of her who was destined to have a tie with herself. In fact, she doesn't even know that when a woman looks at a man's face so seriously and doesn't feel bored in her heart, she has fallen into it.
Just don't know it.
It was a quiet morning.
No beautiful story happened.
It was so quiet that Fang Xie pretended to stretch his waist and open his eyes until he felt that he couldn't stand it anymore. As a major repair walker, sang Sa Sa took back his sight in a panic and quickly closed his eyes like a child who had done something wrong.
"It seems time to eat."
Fang Xie found a not very good topic, but he found that this was the only thing he could think of.
"Well"
Sang Sa Sa forgot to pretend to sleep. After a sound, she found something wrong. Then she got up and drilled outside the carriage: "yes... I'm so hungry. I'll find something to eat."
Fang Xie wanted to say that I have here. He opened his mouth and finally didn't say it.
He looked at the small and graceful figure and hurried out. He couldn't help shaking his head and smiling. At this time, he found that the white lion looked at him with strange eyes, which clearly showed a strong contempt. It was like saying that you are a coward.
When he got ready, he found something around him. He didn't know whether sang Sasa deliberately left it or left it here. It was sang Luan's note.
Last time, Fang Xie just flipped it at will when sang Sasa told the past, and didn't look at it carefully. Sang Sa Sa said to give him the note, but Fang Xie didn't leave it. Maybe it's a little boring, maybe it's because suddenly I want to know sang Sa Sa. Fang Xie picked up his notes and had an impulse to read them from beginning to end.
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"I don't know when I began to feel that I was destined not to be an ordinary person. Maybe everyone had this illusion when they were young, that they were unique and even surpass everyone. I once asked my companions in the village, and they always thought seriously when asked this question. After thinking for a long time, big fat answered me and said yes, I think I will be different. I will grow twice as much grain as others in the future. "
"Xiaosheng told me that he also thought he would be different. When he grew up, he would become the best hunter. Even the most cunning beast could not escape from him. He also said that he would marry the most beautiful woman as his wife in the future, and then her wife would become the most able person to have children in the village, giving birth to 20!"
This is the beginning of this note. Fang Xie only read the first two paragraphs and suddenly had some resonance. When he was a child, not a child of this era, but a child of his previous life, he always dreamed that he would be different from other children. I will become a superhero or a great man in the future. I will be the most handsome one, the richest one and the most successful one in the world.
Everyone has had such an idea. The more young they are, the more frequently they appear. In adulthood, most of them have forgotten that they were so confident.
He shook his head and continued to look down.
"When I got these answers, I asked myself, you also think you are special, so what kind of person do you want to be in the future? I thought about many answers, such as big fat and Xiaosheng, which seemed good. But I always thought it would be too ordinary, and I could be more brilliant."
"At that time, I like to sit under the mulberry tree on the mountain and think about this problem. When other children are playing around for who is the groom and who is the bride, I wonder what kind of special I will be in the future. When other children are called back by their parents for dinner, I still sit under the mulberry tree and think about this boring problem. Until one day... I suddenly know Bai yuanlaiguang is such a fantasy. It doesn't make any sense. It just makes people live in their own fantasy and be complacent. "
"So I tried to change."
Seeing these words, Fang Xie suddenly felt that this sangluan was somewhat similar to a famous scientist in his previous life.
What Fang Xie saw next confirmed this.
"I sit under the mulberry tree in spring and Autumn... I see the mulberry sprouting and the mulberry leaves falling, so I think, why do the leaves fall rather than go up? I reach out my hand to catch a leaf and find that the leaf is very light, but even if it is light, it also has weight, so it will fall. When the wind blows, the leaves will be swept away by the wind, because of the force of the wind Quantity can blow up the leaves, but why can't I be swept away by the wind and fly into the sky? "
"Because the leaves are lighter than me."
Looking at the simple and simple things in this way, sang Luan carefully recorded them in his notes. Everyone knows this truth when they were very young, but they don't think about why as seriously as sang Luan, because in the eyes of most people, there is no reason at all.
"If the wind becomes very strong, it may send people to the sky. But such a huge wind does not occur all year round, nor does it happen every day, so it is impractical for people to fly with the help of the wind. Then I thought that even if they can fly with the help of the wind, it is the wind, not people, that dominates the flight. People can only let the wind blow in one direction, not want to go The direction of the. "
"I thought of that question again. Would I be a very special person?"
Sang Luan repeatedly mentioned this idea, which is common to every child.
"If I can fly, then I am a special person."
"If I could fly, everyone would look up to me... This was the first time I thought of letting others look up. I forgot how old I was at that time. But when this idea appeared, I could no longer control it. Sometimes in retrospect, the achievements in the future were just because of the paranoid dream at that time... Let everyone look up."
Fang Xie felt some emotion when he saw this sentence, because he knew that sang Luan had forgotten his dream later. What sang Luan wanted in the later stage was not to look up to everyone, but to rule everyone. On the surface, there seems to be no difference, but the difference lies in the mentality of those who look up to him. Respect is also looked up, and fear is also looked up.
When thinking of this, Fang Xie felt a little uncomfortable. Suddenly, he thought that human experience can really change a person's essence. At this time, Fang Xie was suddenly frightened. He has a lot from nothing to now. Is he still the same as himself before?
Will you lose your nature like sang Luan?
"At this time, there are two choices for me to meditate... Whether to change myself or the outside world. For example, if I want to fly, should I change the wind so that it can blow me, or change myself to be taken away by the wind like a leaf?"
Fang Xie didn't know how old sang Luan was when he considered these, but such an idea is obviously not something a child can have. Because this is not a joke, but sang Luan's serious thinking.
"At first, I observed the changes of the four seasons' winds, hoping to find out the rules. It seems that it took me a few years. Then I determined that if I didn't change myself, I couldn't change the outside world."
Such a truth, sang Luan actually took a long time to determine! It can be seen that he may not be a genius, because the problems he first thought were actually very simple.
"But where do you start to change yourself?"
Fang Xie can imagine how complicated it was when sang Luan began to think about how to change himself, because people's body is stereotyped, and they can only look for things that can be changed from the stereotyped body. Fang Xie was lost in thought. He wanted to know how long it took sang Luan to make sure that people's Dantian could store internal strength, and how long it took him to think that he could turn the vitality of heaven and earth into internal strength.
"When I decided that I needed to change myself first, I spent three days feeling the pure vitality of the outside world, and spent three days absorbing these vitality and storing them in my lower abdomen. I felt that something like a pill slowly appeared in my lower abdomen, so I called this thing Dan, and the place where this Dan was conceived was Dantian."
Six days!
It took only six days for sang Luan to change himself to practice!
Fang Xie completely overturned his previous feeling. Sang Luan was more than a genius. He might have been a God at that time!