Chapter 39 - His Jealousy

“Why? What is this all of a sudden?” I asked, still very confused with what was going on.

“You never smile for me…like you smile for Shin,” Ren said emotionlessly.

Did Ren see me together with Shin in the garden earlier today? Is that what brought this on?

“You were watching us?!” I asked incredulously.

“Smile for me, Rin” Ren commanded once again without responding to my question.

“You’re insane…” I whispered.

“Where did he touch you?” Ren asked bluntly. Although his voice was cold and emotionless, I could sense the boiling anger bubbling just under the surface.

Ren is extremely angry…

“He didn’t touch me…Shin was just helping me because I slipped,” I tried to explain what really happened.

“Hmm…is that so?” Ren asked and it was clear that he didn’t believe a word that I had just said.

“Yes. That’s all…Ah!” I said before moaning loudly at the sudden pinching sensation on my nipples.

I moan loudly when Ren pinched both my nipples with his fingertips before rolling them around as he teased and played with them. His touch was much rougher than before as if he was punishing me through his caresses.

My nipples were so erect and sensitive from his previous attacks, they were burning at his touch. I panted and moaned uncontrollably as my body began moving on its own, thrusting my chest towards his touch once more.

“Do you know the punishment for unfaithfulness for a royal concubine?” Ren asked, his eyes burning with anger.

I shook my head, unable to reply in words. The sensation of his caresses was driving me insane. My mind is going numb, and I can hardly stand up anymore. What is happening to me?

“The concubine will be paraded through every street in the city before publicly burnt alive. The man will have his hands, feet, arms, and legs cut off in public before being beheaded. All his remains will be fed to wild dogs. Well, that’s the bare minimum. In most cases, their entire family or clan dies along with them as well,” Ren explained descriptively.

“How many time do I need to say it? There is nothing between Shin and I,” I repeated, although my voice came out as nothing more than a weak whisper.

“Then prove it,” Ren said. I yelped as his large hands pumped my breasts together roughly before squeezing and massaging them.

“How? Please trust me, this is all a big misunderstanding,” I pleaded. I didn’t want to drag Shin into this misunderstanding.

“Please me. Show me how much you want me…and only me,” Ren hissed into my ear seductively. I felt the hotness of his breath against my ear and my body trembled and I felt my knees go weak.

“I…don’t know…” I began saying but I couldn’t finish my sentence.

Ren’s hot lips covered my own, silencing my next words. I made small whimpering sounds against his lips before I felt his wet tongue pushing against my closed lips, trying to pry them open. He’s going to invade my mouth, the way he did when we were spending the night together in the cave.

I tried to push against his shoulder, but my arms felt weak. I moaned softly as my lips slowly parted and I felt Ren’s hot and wet tongue slip in slowly as it invaded my mouth. Ren expertly thrusted his tongue into my mouth as he tasted me and grinded his tongue against my own.

“Mhhmm…hmm…” I made small moaning sounds as our kiss deepened.

His tongue danced around wildly with mine as they twirled around together in my mouth. I found it more difficult to breathe as our kiss continued. Ren sucked on my mouth and tongue and changed the angle of our kisses multiple times until I was completely out of breath and my head felt light like it was in the clouds.

“Just give yourself to me. Do as I say, Rin,” Ren whispered thickly into my ear. I could feel his hot breath against my ear, and it sent delicious shivers across my body.

“But I…” I protested in a small voice.

“I was going to wait until you came around yourself, but I can’t have you fooling around with other men, you know?” Ren said with a chuckle.

I gasped as he sucked on the side of my neck while his hands continued to pump my breasts. He’s been playing with my breasts all this time and I felt like my tits had turned to mush in his hands. His touch felt so amazingly pleasurable. I have never felt like this before, until Ren touched me this way. I felt a burning and a hot throbbing ache in between my legs. I squeezed my legs together under the water, feeling my insides get warmer. Is this…what desire feels like?

“I told you, I wasn’t…fooling around with anyone…” I managed to say in between my passionate moans.

“Shin might be my best friend but, in the end, he’s nothing more than a lowly war general. If I tell the court that he laid hands on you, he would be punished immediately,” Ren said emotionlessly as he came even closer to me, until my breasts were pressed almost flat against his hard chest.

He’s too close…I could feel the hard plains of his stomach against my own and I could sense his hardness…

His hardness felt got and very big as it pressed against the plain of my stomach.

“Ren…please don’t do that,” I pleaded. Why is he torturing me this way? “Then will you do as I say? Just for tonight, until the sun rises, if you agree to do what I say, I’ll forget about everything that I saw and heard today,” Ren proposed as he whispered heatedly into my ear.

I was such a fool. I hadn’t realized that spending time alone with Shin would turn out to be such a big mistake. Unlike before, I wasn’t just simply Kamiya Rin anymore. I am now Lady White Lotus and I officially belonged to this man.

--To be continued…