Chapter 107 - No Forgiveness

I couldn’t move my hands anymore. My pussy walls clenched and twitched wildly around my own fingers as I climaxed. So, this is what Ren feels when he fingers me and I cum by his hand. My pussy got so much hotter as my climax hit me.

“I can’t hold back anymore either…” Ren whispered thickly.

His cock pounded into my mouth faster and it took all the effort I had to bear with it without choking. Ren was moaning louder now, and I could tell by the heat and the way his cock was twitching that he was close to his release. Ren rammed his cock deep to the back of my throat one last time as his hand clutched the back of my head tightly. In the next instant, he filled my mouth with his hot seed.

My eyes opened wide in shock when his cock spurted the hot liquid of his seed inside of my mouth. The smell and taste of his seed filled my mouth and all my sensations. His cum smelled so strong and raw. Ren came so much in my mouth that I thought he would never stop.

When his cock finally stopped shooting it’s load inside of my mouth, my mouth was filled with his seed. Ren watched me with satisfaction as he shot his release, seeing me take it all in. Slowly, Ren pulled his cock out of my mouth causing some of his cum to spill out of my mouth and onto my chin.

“Swallow it all, Rin. You wouldn’t want my royal seed to go to waste now, right?” Ren teased.

His taste filled my mouth, and I closed my eyes tightly before I swallowed it all down. Ren looked at me and I hoped that I had pleased him enough for him to forgive me already. After I had swallowed his seed, Ren took my chin into his hand and urged me to look up at him.

“Next time, I won’t release my seed inside your mouth, I’ll do it in your womb…” Ren said slowly and clearly. His eyes that locked with mine was dead serious and very frightening.

With that, Ren let go of my chin and started putting on his clothes. My legs felt too weak for me to move, so I sat there in disarray on the floor in between his legs as I watched Ren dress himself. After he was done, he swiftly got up from his seat and walked past me towards the exit of the room. He’s going to leave…already?

“Ren…are you still…angry at me?” I asked hesitantly, my voice coming out so small and distant.

“The maids will clean you up and help you dress. I’ll be back to take you to court in an hour,” Ren replied sternly without answering my question.

He didn’t even turn to look my way. Ren had returned to his cold and distant self once more and I knew that I was the one to blame. The door of the room slid open and then firmly closed with a loud sound as Ren exited the room without looking back.

I felt warm wetness fall on the back of my hands that were clenched tightly on my own lap and realized that I had started crying. Furthermore, I realized then, that I was devastated not because of what Ren had done to me but because he was still very angry at me…

In the end, I couldn’t mend anything between us no matter how hard I tried.

…

I picked up my robe and wrapped it loosely around my body as I waited for the maids to arrive to help shower me once more and then dress me in that fancy dress that Ren had chosen. Thankfully, it was a while before the maids arrived and I had had enough time to finish crying, wipe my tears away, and compose myself.

When there were soft taps on the door, I immediately called for them to come in. To my surprise, Auntie Chen was also there with the maids who normally served me. Ren must have told her to come assist me too, I suppose. One look at me and I was sure that Auntie had a good idea of what had transpired between Ren and myself.

“My Lady, let’s get you cleaned up and we will dress you beautifully for your appearance at court,” Auntie said with a warm and understanding smile.

In that moment, I understood and appreciated once more why this woman had such a prominent position in the inner court. She was such a mother figure to all the women and girls here. Her smile and kind face told me that she understood whatever it was that I was going through and that she wouldn’t pass judgement on me.

Not knowing what to say to her and afraid that I would start crying all over again, I just nodded. The maids ushered me away to the bath and Auntie followed behind us. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone and was thankful that no one spoke to me.

The warm bath did nothing to lift my dampened spirits, although it did help my body to physically relax. The maids and Auntie went to work on dressing me in the elaborate costume immediately after I got out of the bath.

“This dress is a little complicated to wear and we have to make sure that the pattern of the dress is correctly aligned to showcase the beautiful details…” Auntie explained as she began dressing me with the help of the maids.

I nodded at her and offered a weak smile. Honestly, I couldn’t care less about the dress right now. I was too worried about my broken relationship with Ren and also about going to court. I have never been to trial at court before and I had no idea what I was supposed to do.

“Did one of the girls already tell you the significance of this dress?” Auntie asked.

“Yes…” I mumbled.

“I will be honest with you. The crown prince has never asked for me to prepare a dress like this for him before. I was shocked at his request. This dress is to be worn for a month after a high-ranking court lady marries. You should only wear this dress after you’ve married the crown prince; however, he is making you wear it now. Do you know why?” Auntie said as she smiled at me.

--To be continued…