169 If you're still here

Hiya, I go by the name of iMiH around here, and I bet if you're reading this, it means that you have most likely read my fanfic CoA.

I know that readers that enjoys reading novels included me, do hate hiatus or even more so when novels just stop being updated. Which is exactly what I did till now.

I know that I could sit here and rant about anything and everything with it having little to none effect of what I want to accomplish.

Which is why, I will just tell you my side of the story. I was born with a disease which has been harming my body ever since which has hindered me in doing lots of things. Over time, my health was getting worse. By the time I was 19, I started trying to study at univeristy but had to quit not too long after due to my health.

During all my youth, I was either in the hospital, or stuck at home not being allowed to go outside all too often. And after having to quit studying alongside my health getting worse, I didn't know what to do. It didn't take too long before I came to a conclusion; that I didn't enjoy my life... Time passed by with such thoughts, and I ended up with half a dozen suicide attempts during a short amount of time.

Well, after that, I was pretty much stuck with my own thoughts as I was getting help from doctors and psychiatrists. Let's forward some time, and I'm now here. I don't have any kind of dark thoughts lingering in my mind. I have already applied to study through the internet for next semester, and I also thought of returning to one of the few things that I enjoyed doing - writing.

If you're still here, I would like to say that I am quite happy to have all of you here to read my fanfiction. I have seen a good amount of comments and reviews which has made me smile, laugh, sad and even angry at some points, but all of these things are emotions that I show due to this novel which I wrote. And I do sincerely hope that all of you will continue reading my novel. Oh and I don't really mind mean comments and reviews, they're actually really fun to read after the stage of me getting angry of it, hahaha.