Chapter 319

After hearing her gentle breathing, Yuan Haowen raised his head and focused on her pale face.

Even if she fell asleep like this, her eyebrows were still wrinkled.

What was on her mind?

He can't guess.

Can only feel their own heart, very painful.

He raised his hand to iron her brows.

The temperature on her face is very cold. When his hand touched her face, she shrunk subconsciously.

"Are you afraid?" Thin lips slightly open, some doubt to himself.

His voice was so light that it soon dissipated in the air.

Rui Qingqing didn't wake up until ten o'clock in the evening.

She was conscious, but she didn't dare to open her eyes for fear that she was lying alone in the empty ward.

"Awake?"

However, this time, she was not disappointed. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Yuan Haowen's eyes which were as deep as ink and could not look to the end.

She blinked, trying to cover up her uneasiness.

Since she fell asleep, Yuan Haowen has been sitting here looking at her. Naturally, he didn't miss the look of her eyes. Suddenly, he felt a pain in his heart. "After sleeping so long, do you want to drink some water?"

His tone was no longer the harsh of the day, with a little flattering.

Rui Qingqing nodded slightly. Yuan Haowen handed the cup to her mouth. She took his hand and bit the straw. After taking two mouthfuls, she shook her head to say that she didn't drink.

Her face also with a little bit just wake up confused, dull, it seems that people can't help but embrace, a good comfort.

Yuan Haowen knew that his tone in front of him was really bad, "Qingqing, I'll apologize to you, OK?"

Rui Qingqing blinked her eyes and pretended not to understand, "why apologize?"

Yuan Haowen didn't know whether her question was true or intended to stab his heart. Instead of speaking at once, he pondered in his heart for a while and then said, "it's me who didn't consider the problem from your standpoint. It's my fault. And I shouldn't scold you for Nina. For the sake of the fact that we've just lost our child, we're not in a good mood. Excuse me? "

After sleeping, Rui Qingqing's irritability decreased a lot, but he didn't show any respect for Yuan Haowen's sudden flattery.

She felt sick.

Yuan Haowen saw Rui Qingqing for a long time did not answer, a little uncertain want to hold her. For a moment, Rui Qing realized his intention.

His hand was frozen in mid air.

"Qingqing, don't do that."

Rui Qingqing doesn't want to say anything to Yuan Haowen. It's now. Can she pretend that nothing has happened and continue to love Yuan Haowen?

She can't do it!

So she digs off the subject, "is there anything to eat? I'm hungry. "

"Yes." Yuan Haowen just asked his servant to cook soup and send it to him, "I'll feed you."

Rui Qingqing did not refuse.

Looking at Yuan Haowen without expression, he opened the incubator and poured out a bowl of soup carefully.

He does this kind of thing very few, so the movement appears a little clumsy, clumsy to please Rui Qingqing small mind is very obvious.

Rui Qingqing sneered in her heart. She knew this earlier. Why didn't she stand on her side when she argued with Nina just now?

On the contrary, after waiting for someone to leave, they have to criticize her.

Now, is it because of guilt?

"It's a little hot. Be careful." Yuan Haowen puts the spoon to Rui Qingqing's mouth.

Rui Qingqing raised her eyes to see him, and slowly opened her mouth.

But before she could swallow it, her stomach was tumbling and her face was uncomfortable.

Yuan Haowen was startled and quickly threw away the spoon. Then he held Rui Qingqing's shoulder. "How come all of a sudden?"

Rui Qingqing covers her mouth and signals Yuan Haowen to take the basin.

Yuan Haowen understood and took the basin.

Rui Qingqing feel embarrassed, don't want to let Yuan Haowen stand here watching, want to take the basin, the other side didn't mean to let go.

Rui Qingqing wanted to struggle, but he couldn't help it. He lay on the basin and retched.

But because she didn't eat anything, she couldn't vomit anything.

She didn't feel so bad about her pregnancy and vomiting. Now the child doesn't have it. On the contrary, it's hard to get rid of half a life.

Yuan Haowen handed her a glass of water to rinse her mouth.

Rui Qingqing finished gargling, but his stomach was still uncomfortable.

"I'll see a doctor." Yuan Haowen is not at ease.

Rui Qingqing glared in the past, "no, don't go."

She didn't want Nina to see herself in a mess again."Well, I won't call a doctor. Don't get excited." Yuan Haowen looked at her red eyes and thought she was going to cry again.

Rui Qingqing sniffed and lay back.

Now, she has no appetite at all.

Looking at the ceiling, empty.

She didn't know what to do next.

I lost my child, and I knew I had marijuana

The fear and fear in my heart drowned her inch by inch!

"Qingqing, I'll let my aunt make some light porridge tomorrow."

"Well."

Rui Qingqing's heart is in a mess, and she answers it in a mess.

"Still angry?" Yuan Haowen asked.

Rui Qingqing denied, "No."

Yuan Haowen regrets to death, as long as Rui Qingqing can be the same as before, no matter what she wants to do, he will stand beside her.

Rui Qingqing frowned and suddenly said, "do you know why I did that to Nina?"

Yuan Haowen has always trusted Nina very much. Hearing the words, he asked, "why?"

Rui Qingqing hooked the corner of her lips, did not answer, asked: "you believe her, right?"

Yuan Haowen was silent for a few seconds. When he wanted to speak, Rui Qingqing didn't give him the chance. "Forget it, don't say anything. I already know the answer."

He trusted Nina, so when she treated her that way, he would scold her.

So, the next words, she did not have any need to continue to say, anyway, said the other party will only think that they are framing Nina.

I can't get any benefit.

"I think you are far away from me now." Even close at hand, Yuan Haowen still felt unable to touch her.

"Well, I feel the same way."

"What kind of existence is this child to you? Is it more important than me? "

Rui Qingqing frowned, "Yuan Haowen, these are two different things. And the child is a child, you are you, the two cannot be compared together

Yuan Haowen has been in a low voice for such a long time. When he sees that Rui Qingqing still refuses to eat, there is really no good way, "then tell me, why are you so angry?"

"Do you think I'm blaming Nina for not keeping the baby?"

Without waiting for him to answer, Rui Qingqing has already said the following sentence, "No."

"I want to know why." Yuan Haowen stopped, "I don't want to be a fool. Even my wife, because she quarreled with me, didn't want to have a baby in her stomach."

Rui Qingqing thought that he had heard wrong and looked at it in disbelief, "what did you say?"

The sound has improved a lot.

Yuan Haowen repeated.

Rui Qingqing was stunned for a while. Was he joking with her?

After reaction, she looked at him like a monster.

Yuan Haowen was shocked by the disappointment in her eyes. Did he say something he shouldn't say?

However, the question just now was like a fishbone, stuck in his throat, unable to swallow or vomit.

If you don't ask, he won't have to sleep at night.

"Are you still sleeping here tonight?" Rui Qingqing digs off the topic very abruptly.

She didn't want to recall Yuan Haowen's words. Every time she recalled it, she felt as if she had been whipped with a whip.

Pain through my heart!

Seeing her like this, Yuan Haowen didn't dare to say anything more. He pointed to the sofa and said, "I'd better sleep there."

These things between the two people can only be discussed after Rui Qingqing is in a slightly better mood.

Rui Qingqing lay down and suddenly asked, "can I turn off the light?"

She has a habit of turning on a bedside lamp when she goes to bed at night. When I first came here, I found that there was no one in the hospital. In order to take care of her habits, Yuan Haowen went to buy one, which was always on at night.

Yuan Haowen was stunned, "OK."

Today's bad weather, the moon did not come out, the lights off, the whole room completely into a dark.

The room was very quiet. As if we could hear each other's heartbeat.

I don't know how long later, Yuan Haowen whispered, "Qingqing, did you sleep?"

Rui Qingqing didn't fall asleep, but he didn't want to speak, so he didn't answer.

In the dark, hearing is particularly sensitive.

She heard Yuan Haowen sigh and turn over, even though he was so careful.

However, it's hard for two people to go back to the past. After all, there are too many things between them.

All of a sudden, she had a pain in her body.

Then, like thousands of ants crawling, they scratch their hearts and lungs.She knew it was her addiction.

However, she didn't want to eat that disgusting food any more, so she had to be patient.

She wanted to force herself to sleep, but she felt so uncomfortable. No matter how strong the willpower is, there is no way to sleep safely, right?

She took a deep breath, pulled up the quilt to cover her head, then lifted up her medical suit and put it in her mouth.

She kept telling herself that it would be better to endure, but it was still useless. She did not dare to make any noise, for fear that Yuan Haowen would see her embarrassed and helpless.

In desperation, she let go of her clothes, and then bite her tongue.

A smell of blood filled the air in an instant