Chapter 348

Rui Qingqing didn't speak all the way, staring out of the window, the bright neon lights couldn't illuminate her eyes.

There is a thick layer of haze hidden in the fundus of the eye.

Patrick sat beside her and watched her carefully for fear of irritation.

Maybe his eyes were too hot. Rui Qingqing frowned and called him, "pat."

"Well."

Rui Qingqing stopped talking again.

Patrick's patience was not so good. He gave up and asked, "what's the matter with you, xiao'an? Did that man bully you just now? "

After saying that, he looks far less natural and unrestrained than when he speaks. His blue eyes stare at Rui Qingqing for fear of missing the look on her face.

Rui Qingqing bent her lips, "pat, don't you know Yuan Haowen?"

Today's play was prepared by Patrick. Otherwise, how could he meet Yuan Haowen there?

I'm afraid Patrick is not the only one involved in this matter, but also the land owl.

Looking at Yuan Haowen's expression just now, I'm afraid he was just like himself.

"Pat, don't you even want me?"

Patrick panicked and explained, "how can you think that? You are my sister. How can I not want you? "

"But you unite with Lu Xiao to push me back to my past life. You know I don't want to. I want to start a new life and see the past forever. " Rui Qingqing suddenly turned his head, clear eyes look at Patrick, fundus surging with complex emotions.

Sad, surprised, and of course disappointed.

Patrick moved his lips.

He can't pronounce a syllable, who is good at speaking.

Rui Qingqing bent down, hands buried in the palm, the voice came out from the palm, it sounded stuffy, "I'm very uncomfortable, pat."

Patrick is a little regretful. Should he have told Rui Qingqing the truth, instead of acting first and then acting like now?

However, he really thought that it would make her more happy to see the man she had missed for a long time.

However, it seems that this matter has been self defeating.

Rui Qingqing's discomfort falls in his eyes, which makes him feel extremely uncomfortable.

"If I do something wrong, I'll apologize to you, OK?" He lowered his voice and said.

Rui Qingqing's shoulder trembled and looked very thin. "I don't need your apology. You never need to apologize to me. I I can't afford it. "

Patrick's palm fell on Rui Qingqing's head. "Are you crying?"

Rui Qingqing raised her body, her eyes were red and her small face was stubborn.

She was out of sight.

"I thought you would be happy, but I didn't expect you to have such a big reaction. You How are you doing? " Asked Patrick anxiously.

Rui Qingqing closed her eyes and didn't speak again.

Back to the castle.

Rui Qingqing went directly to her bedroom, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. She pushed open the door of the balcony and went out.

The castle is quiet.

She put her hands on the balcony and heard her heart beating clearly.

Her mind was chaotic enough to disturb her usual calm mind.

At this point, Patrick came over, "I knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no response. I was worried about you, so I came in."

Rui Qingqing heard the voice, looked back at him, "it doesn't matter."

Patrick stood beside her and did the same thing. His eyes fell on the pond below, and his voice was thick. "Remember three years ago, you stood here, and you lost something to say goodbye to the past?"

Rui Qingqing naturally remembers.

At the beginning, she couldn't sleep well every night. She wanted to rush downstairs to pick up the ring she had thrown out herself.

Although it has been such a long time, every time she stands on the balcony, her eyes are always unconsciously looking at the place where she once threw the ring, trying to recover one day.

She pursed her red lips. "Pat, do you want to persuade Yuan Haowen and me to make up?"

Patrick did not speak, but called Rui Qingqing.

When she turned to look, she found something shaking in front of her.

Patrick's voice came slowly. "Even the lost ring can come back. What else can't come back?"

Said, pulled Rui Qingqing's hand, put the ring together with the chain on her palm, "I kept it for you for three years, now it's time to return it to its original owner."

What he said meant something.

Rui Qingqing's eyes fell on the cold little object in her palm.Her eyes were so sore that she forced herself not to cry.

Said never to look back

However, why is it that when I see this ring, the high wall set up in my heart will almost collapse?

Patrick pinched her shoulder. "I really don't want you. If I can, I hope you can stay with me all the time. The first time I saw you, I took you as my sister. "

After a pause, he continued: "but I can't be so selfish, just because of my own desire, I will keep you around. You should look for your own happiness and happiness, and Yuan Haowen is the man who can make you happy. "

Rui Qingqing didn't speak. She hung her eyes and suddenly tightened her fingers.

The feeling of being blocked in the palm of her hand made her feel more at ease.

"Xiao'an, no matter how much I say about this kind of thing, it may not work. Think about it for yourself. I'll go out first. Good night

With that, Patrick grabs Rui Qingqing's shoulder and prints a goodnight kiss on her forehead.

Rui Qingqing waited until the people left, and then went back to the room. By the light, she quietly looked at the things in her hands.

Don't know how long, she will wear the chain of the ring, hanging on the neck.

……

Rui Qingqing's life has not changed because of Yuan Haowen's sudden arrival.

She was still in the studio during the day and back in the castle at night.

That day, as usual, as soon as she got to the door of the studio, she saw a familiar figure standing there.

He put his hands in his pocket and half leaned against the wall. His slender legs overlapped. Hearing the movement, he raised his eyes and showed a pair of smiling eyes.

Rui Qingqing pretended to be calm and went over, pretending not to see him.

He fingerprinted, opened the door of the studio and took the lead in.

When she found that Yuan Haowen was about to squeeze in, she turned her head and looked at him calmly. "Excuse me, sir. I'm going to work now. "

She still uses English.

"Well, I'll stand here waiting for you to get off work." Yuan Haowen leaned back lazily as he spoke.

Rui Qingqing squinted, said nothing more, closed the door and went in.

However, although Yuan Haowen didn't come in, one morning later, Rui Qingqing had failed to design dozens of manuscripts. He threw his pen on the table and got up to make a cup of coffee.

Yuan Haowen didn't know how to get in. He stood quietly behind Rui Qingqing. "It's noon. You must be hungry, right? I went to buy something to eat

Rui Qingqing was startled and almost knocked over the coffee cup in her hand. She turned around and glared at him angrily, "who allowed you to come in?"

Yuan Haowen still smiles, "pat told me the password."

Rui Qingqing smoked from the corner of her mouth.

In the cramped tea room, turning around can wipe each other's bodies, not to mention the pleasant smell from each other's bodies.

Yuan Haowen took the cup out of Rui Qingqing's hand and blocked the person between the table and chest. His upper body leaned forward and slightly bent down. Looking at Rui Qingqing's clear eyes, he breathed vaguely, "don't you want to see me?"

Without waiting for Rui Qingqing to reply, he has already said, "but I miss you very much, for three years, more than 1000 days and nights, every minute, every cell, thinking of you."

Rui Qingqing did not dare to look up at his eyes, for fear that he would forgive each other because of a moment of weakness.

She looked at her toes, very slowly, and said, "no, I didn't."

Yuan Haowen felt the pain in his heart, but only the pain could make him feel the real existence of the little woman in front of him who had personally held the funeral.

"It doesn't matter." The corner of his mouth raised a rising radian, "if you don't want to, I'll think about you. If you don't love me, I will drown you with a lot of love until you can feel my love and accept me again. "

Rui Qingqing doesn't know what he's been through over the years. His ability to talk about love has improved a lot. Although she's moved, it's not enough to make her take a step forward.

Her heart is still cold.

"I don't know you, sir. Please respect yourself."

Then he wanted to go away and raised his hand.

Yuan Haowen didn't let him. His strength increased a lot. "Qingqing, you can't know me, but don't push me away."

Rui Qingqing really didn't like to keep such a close distance with him, so she had to step back. However, behind her was the table. The hard edge of the table knocked her back, which was full of pain.

She plucked up her courage, raised her head slightly, looked into each other's dark eyes, and said every word very clearly and firmly."Yuan Haowen, even if I'm Rui Qingqing, even if I'm not dead, Rui Qingqing now is different from the one three years ago. Rui Qingqing three years ago was pushed into the abyss step by step by your distrust. She died with your children. Now standing here is Andrea; Charles, a brand new person, someone who wants to forget the past and forget you. "