Chapter 350

"You don't have to think about it and scare yourself."

A few minutes later, the ambulance arrived and sent Yuan Haowen to the hospital. Rui Qingqing and Lu Xiao followed him all the way to the rescue room where Yuan Haowen was pushed.

Rui Qingqing sits on a bench outside the emergency room.

His expression is dull, like a doll whose soul has been hollowed out, and he is lifeless.

While Lu Xiao is worried about Yuan Haowen, he is also a little worried about Rui Qingqing's state, for fear that it will stimulate her, because her current state is basically the same as when she had psychological problems three years ago.

He went to the convenience store downstairs to buy a cup of hot cocoa and put it in Rui Qingqing's hand. "Drink something sweet. It might be better. Try it."

Rui Qingqing raised her head and looked at him for a while with her godless eyes. Then she drew back her eyes and fell on coco in her hand. Her voice was as ethereal as from outside the sky.

"Lu Xiao, I won't let myself be in trouble."

If anything happens to her, who will take care of Yuan Haowen?

Lu Xiao obviously understood her subtext, nodded, sat down beside her, stretched his long legs forward, and felt that it was time to help his brother, "I didn't dare to say it in front of you before, but really Qingqing, since you left, Yuan Haowen's focus of life has suddenly turned into work. I once saw him work for five days I didn't sleep, my eyes were red, and the whole person was like an indefatigable working machine. If I hadn't been afraid that he would make himself ill, I shouldn't have put several sleeping pills in his coffee so that he could squint a little

Rui Qingqing listened quietly, did not ask more, and did not express her opinion.

It's just a slight shock, but it's fleeting.

Lu Xiao put his hands on his knees and said slowly, "I've known him for so long. I've never seen him like this. It's the same with Nina. No one is allowed to die. People who have been tortured in the most cruel way only leave a breath to be thrown into prison. "

After a pause, he looked back at Rui Qingqing and said, "he already knew the truth before you went abroad. He regretted it, but he couldn't find you. For the past three years, he has been in the midst of guilt every day, and it is more painful to live than to die. "

Rui Qingqing pursed the corners of her mouth.

He raised his hand and took a sip of warm cocoa.

She looked at the light in the emergency room and moved her lips. "I know."

Yes, she knows.

The first time she saw Yuan Haowen here, she knew that Yuan Haowen was not well at all.

Originally thin body, become thinner, highlight the face of the line is very deep and sharp. It's not like the high spirited spirit of a few years ago. Now, he is stained with a layer of vicissitudes of life after years of precipitation, and There is no love in life.

"Now that you know it, don't hurt him any more. There's always a lot of noise in two people's lives. It's time to make up when they're too angry. "

"Well." Rui Qingqing nodded thoughtfully.

Yuan Haowen was pushed into the ward after a small hand.

The doctor told them that there was a tumor in Yuan Haowen's body that needed to be removed surgically. However, it is not known whether the tumor is benign or malignant. We need to wait for the test results. This process takes three days. Prepare them for the worst.

After hearing these words, Lu Xiao takes a quick look at Rui Qingqing.

Rui Qingqing seems to be more calm than he thought.

She stood up calmly, "thank you, doctor."

Then he walked out of the office.

Lu Xiao didn't dare to delay. After a few words with the doctor, he came out.

See Rui Qingqing walking in front of him, her thin back, heavy steps, fall in his eyes, only feel that the bottom of my heart gives birth to a feeling of heartache.

He didn't even dare to think about it. If the results of the examination were not good, what would Rui Qingqing do.

Accelerated a few steps, walked up, just want to open mouth to ask, in see Rui Qingqing face of tears, what words can't say out.

He looked all over his body in a hurry, but he didn't find a tissue. He stood there a little helpless, "Qingqing, what are you crying for? The results haven't come out yet, have they? "

Rui Qingqing looks at him with dim tears. After seeing his action, she moves her mouth and smiles, but her tears are still falling out.

It seems a little out of line.

Lu Xiao half jokingly asked: "do you want me to wipe your clothes?"

Rui Qingqing, noncommittal, turned and went on.

"Doctors usually exaggerate. Don't take it all to heart. I'll call pat and ask him if there's a doctor with authority on this

"Good."

Rui Qingqing returns to the ward, but Yuan Haowen hasn't woken up yet.

The sunshine outside is very good. It falls on Yuan Haowen's face through the window, making him look a little more popular.She walked over and sat down beside the bed. Her eyes fell on Yuan Haowen's face without blinking.

It's really hard to imagine that he would be so weak one day lying on the bed of the ward, looking less aggressive, but a little more painful.

Rui Qingqing reached out and took his big hand.

This hand still doesn't have any temperature.

Lu Xiao has already called Patrick and comes in. He whispers, "the doctor says Haowen won't wake up for a while."

Rui Qingqing nodded.

Lu Xiao sighed, worried that Rui Qingqing would think wildly, so he always stayed by Rui Qingqing's side.

Rui Qingqing's tears seem to open the gate, has been falling, thin shoulder a draw, a little helpless.

Lu Xiao gently pressed on her shoulder, "do you want Haowen to wake up and see you cry like this? I don't know what to think. Go wash your face and calm down. "

Rui Qingqing thought about it, stood up and went into the bathroom.

It took about ten minutes to get out.

"Qingqing, there are at least three days left, aren't there?" Lu Xiao said suddenly.

Rui Qingqing was in pain and nodded silently. Yes, there are still three days to go without thinking about the things that make people feel uncomfortable and painful.

"What Three days... "

Yuan Haowen's hoarse voice rang in the ward.

His voice is too light, if it is not too quiet in the ward, his voice will be ignored in the past.

Rui Qingqing did not turn around immediately, but wiped the tears that just came out again with the back of his hand.

Lu Xiao smile, half true and half false said: "the doctor said you still have three days to live, I and Qingqing are considering how to arrange the last three days of your life."

Yuan Haowen glared at him, and then his eyes fell on Rui Qingqing, who was smoking on his shoulder, "Qingqing?"

He didn't expect Rui Qingqing to come to see him.

My heart is full of surprise and fear.

Rui Qingqing turned around after a long time, but her eyes were red and swollen. She knew she had just cried and asked dryly, "are you awake?"

Yuan Haowen did not answer.

His attention all falls on Rui Qingqing's body, the eyebrow heart is ferocious wrinkly, a little think and then want to understand half of things.

He calmly asked: "Qingqing, are you crying for me?"

Rui Qingqing pursed her lips and did not speak.

Lu Xiao first took a look at Yuan Haowen, then took a look at Rui Qingqing, and finally decided that it was better to put out the light bulb earlier.

Before leaving, I patted Rui Qingqing on the shoulder.

When there were only two people in the ward, Yuan Haowen raised his hand and said, "Qingqing, come here."

Rui Qingqing was afraid that he would drop the needle when he moved, so he quickly walked over and grabbed his hand. "You still have a drop on your hand. Don't move."

"I'm glad you care so much about me."

Rui Qingqing realized a little embarrassment and wanted to withdraw her hand, but Yuan Haowen had been ready for a long time. Another big hand grabbed her hand, and then gently pulled it to her arms.

Caught off guard, Rui Qingqing fell heavily on him.

Forget embarrassment, anxiously asked: "I did not hurt you?"

Yuan Haowen chuckled, "Qingqing, do you know what you think of me now?"

"What?" Rui Qingqing asked along with his words.

"A dying man."

"No nonsense!"

Yuan Haowen's big hand casually put on Rui Qingqing's back, "isn't it?"

Rui Qingqing's heart was broken like a hole, pouring cold wind, "you will always live."

"You..." Yuan Haowen just said a word, then stopped.

Because he felt the clothes on his chest were wet.

Rui Qingqing cried again!

He tightened his hand and slowed down his voice. "What are you crying for? I'm fine, aren't I? "

Rui Qingqing also knows that she shouldn't look like this in front of Yuan Haowen. But she just can't control her emotions. As soon as she thinks that Yuan Haowen has a tumor in her body, she doesn't know whether it's good or bad.

She couldn't calm down at all.

Although she hated him, she never hoped that he would leave her one day.

She wants him to live, to live well!

But there was nothing she could do.

Yuan Haowen wants to wipe Rui Qingqing's tears, but she won't let him, "what's wrong with me? Qingqing, tell me honestly, don't hide my body. I have the right to know. "

He is not afraid of death. Even when he thought Rui Qingqing was dead, he was extremely looking forward to death, so that he could meet her in another place, repent of what he did, and tell her how much he missed her.But now

He finally found the lost treasure, he wants to accompany Rui Qingqing.

Rui Qingqing moved her lips and found that she couldn't speak a word. She choked for a while and then said, "it's OK. You're going to be fine. "