Rui Qingqing shakes her head.

She lowered her eyes to prevent Yuan Haowen from seeing the tears in her eyes. It seemed that only in this way could her heart, which was about to soften, be covered up.

Yuan Haowen has already sat on her side and hugged her.

The big palm patted her gently on the back.

I don't know. I'm tired.

"What did I say wrong? Tell me, I'll pay attention next time. "

Rui Qingqing choked twice and put her chin on Yuan Haowen's shoulder. Almost greedy breathing the good smell from his body.

The whole person gradually relaxed.

Yuan Haowen turned his head and printed a kiss on her cheek. Wen Sheng asked, "can you tell me what happened?"

She does not talk like this, make him inexplicable at the same time a little worried.

Rui Qingqing was still silent for a long time.

When Yuan Haowen thought she would not open her mouth, she said softly, "Haowen, I really want to travel with you, to see different scenery and experience different life."

However, we have no time.

The last sentence stuck in her throat and didn't come out.

If they had just met at that time, if so many bad things had not happened between them, and they had experienced the pain of despair

That would be great.

How good it is!

But all of this has become different, they can never go back.

It's like a wound left in my heart, which can't be eliminated no matter how hard I try.

Rui Qingqing disguised the despair in her eyes, pushed Yuan Haowen away, pretended to be calm, and said: "it's just a little rough, it seems that we travel too few times together. It's all right now. Let's eat. "

Yuan Haowen did not doubt that he was there. After wiping away the tears from the corner of her eyes, he sat back and asked, "do you have a place you particularly want to go?"

Rui Qingqing thought for a while, then said in a low voice, "I don't have any special place to go. As long as I can go with you, I'll already feel very happy. "

Yuan Haowen said with a smile.

He talked about the scenic spots and Humanities in many places.

His tone is very low, and his tone is slow, falling in the ear, which makes people feel very picturesque.

Rui Qingqing listened quietly, did not express any opinions, with a smile on her face.

She knew that there was no way for her to go to these places with Yuan Haowen.

At the moment, what she can do is to remember one by one in her heart. After thinking about Yuan Haowen, she can go to those places to have a look. Maybe she can walk through the places he once walked and eat the things he once ate.

It's quite satisfying for her.

Where can Yuan Haowen know Rui Qingqing's idea? After that, he asked her, "shall we go to country Z first?"

Rui Qingqing bit her lips and nodded difficultly.

Yuan Haowen was very excited and happy when she agreed, "then I'll let my assistant do the preparation."

“…… Good

……

Feiluo's action is very fast. In less than two weeks, he has arranged for Rui Qingqing to go abroad.

On that day, he called Rui Qingqing to ask when the ticket should be bought.

After hearing this question, Rui Qingqing kept silent and couldn't answer for a while.

"Andrea, if you don't want to..."

Rui Qingqing interrupted him, "to go."

If you stay, you will only repeat the previous things, so back and forth, what is wasted is the feelings between them. It's better to cut the mess quickly and stay all the good things at the moment.

"I'll buy you a ticket for next Monday," fello sighed

Rui Qingqing thought about it and calculated the time silently. Today is Friday, so it's only three days to calculate everything.

"So fast?" She asked hesitantly.

"Andrea, since you're going to leave sooner or later, it's better to make a decision sooner," said Filo sternly

Rui Qingqing bit her teeth and said, "OK, buy it."

"Well." Feiluo nodded, "cherish the rest of your time with Yuan Haowen. But don't let him see what's wrong. You can't leave if you want to

"I see."

Hang up the phone, Rui Qingqing like a lost soul of the doll, down in front of the desk.

Her eyes turned and fell on the photo album on the desk.

It's a group photo of her and Yuan Haowen, which has been taken for several years.

At that time, they were still very young. They hugged each other and could feel their deep love through the camera.There was not even any emotion in her own eyes except hope.

But now

She is old.

Standing up, she went downstairs and into the kitchen.

Since there is no way to change the status quo, we can only leave some good memories between ourselves and Yuan Haowen.

When Yuan Haowen came back from work, he smelled the smell of burning.

Go to the kitchen door.

Sure enough, I saw Rui Qingqing's busy figure in the kitchen.

She was wearing a pink apron with a spade in her hand. She looked very unskilled, but she was still very serious about turning the dishes in the pot.

From time to time and around the servant asked a few words.

Yuan Haowen leaned against the kitchen door, his dark eyes full of smiles.

I don't know how long later, when Rui Qingqing turns around to get the seasoning, she just sees Yuan Haowen standing behind her.

When did you come back? I don't know. "

Yuan Haowen strode over and stood on her side. He reached out and took the seasoning for her. You burned it so seriously that you didn't find me

Rui Qingqing's clean forehead was stained with some fine beads of sweat. Yuan Haowen wiped it for her. "How did you think of cooking today?"

Her cooking is not good, no matter how tossing is not good, so she seldom cooks.

Rui Qingqing laughed, "temporary intention. You go out and wait. There's a lot of smoke here. "

Yuan Haowen nodded and then went out.

With the help of the servant, Rui Qingqing poured out three dishes and one soup.

It looks good, but I don't know how it tastes.

Rui Qingqing looked at Yuan Haowen eating a chopstick and asked nervously, "how are you doing?"

After Yuan Haowen swallowed, he said, "do you want to listen to the truth?"

"Well."

"A lot of progress. It's delicious."

Rui Qingqing was relieved.

Fortunately, the meal before leaving can leave a good impression on each other.

She put the chopsticks in her mouth and made great progress.

Yuan Haowen looked at her, "Qingqing, have a rest tomorrow. How about going out to see a movie?"

"Well, good."

Rui Qingqing nodded.

She and Yuan Haowen have known each other for so many years, and the number of dates like ordinary lovers is very few.

Yuan Haowen stretched out his hand and rubbed her head, "Qingqing, don't be depressed any more, OK?"

Rui Qingqing's chopsticks stopped in mid air. She bit her lips. "Do I have them?"

"Yes, it's quite obvious."

Rui Qingqing said with a smile, "I know. I will try to change it. "

Yuan Haowen tried her best to please her. She can't see it.

"I don't want you to change. I want you to be happy again from the bottom of your heart. Qingqing, you can get back the former Qingqing. "

Rui Qingqing watched him for a long time without moving, "OK."

"Eat." Hearing this answer, Yuan Haowen seems to be in a good mood.

Rui Qingqing was infected by his emotion, and he really laughed out of his voice, "well."

……

The night before I left.

Rui Qingqing changed into a pajama she had bought long ago, but it was not very interesting to wear.

Yuan Haowen has not been intimate with her for a long time.

Rui Qingqing sat on his thighs, put his hands around his neck, and said softly in his ear, "Haowen, is my new Pajama good-looking?"

She could feel Yuan Haowen's big hands burning on her waist.

"Good looking." Yuan Haowen's voice was a little hoarse.

Rui Qingqing chuckled and continued to blow in his ear, "what are you waiting for?"

Of course, Yuan Haowen was not polite.

Night, deep.

The passion in the bedroom never receded.

The next day.

Rui Qingqing wakes up from her sleep and startles Yuan Haowen.

She sat on the bed, her chest heaved and puffed.

Yuan Haowen sat up, held her shoulder and asked, "did you have a nightmare?"

Rui Qingqing's breath is uncertain.

She nodded.

It was a nightmare. She dreamed that after Yuan Haowen knew that she had disappeared, there was a car accident on the way to find her, lying on the hospital bed covered with blood, alone.

"It's a dream, not a real one."

Yuan Haowen comforted her and tried to calm her down.Rui Qingqing nests into his arms and breathes a few breaths hard, "well."

A few minutes later, feeling relieved, he asked, "what time is it?"

Yuan Haowen glanced at the time. "It's still early. It's only seven o'clock."

It's getting late

Rui Qingqing said to herself that she and Yuan Haowen could still get along for less than two hours.

She hugged Yuan Haowen's waist and pushed her head into his arms.

I wish I could grow on him.

Yuan Haowen didn't realize Rui Qingqing's coquetry with him for a long time. He was very helpful and hugged her tightly.

"Qingqing, it's time for me to go to work."

After about half an hour, Yuan Haowen patted Rui Qingqing on the shoulder and whispered.