Chapter 458

Rui Qingqing has no time to care.

She can't wait to look around. I only saw a figure falling on the ground and a car driving away.

Almost rushed to Yuan Haowen's side.

Tears overflowed Rui Qingqing's eyes, big ones falling down.

She couldn't do anything. Her brain was blank. The blood on Yuan Haowen's body hurt her eyes deeply. The position of her heart was painful. It almost made her unable to breathe.

"Haowen..." She wanted to extend her hand, but it didn't fall on him for a long time.

Yuan Haowen slowly opened his closed eyes and pulled the corners of his mouth. It seemed that he wanted to smile.

However, as soon as he moved his lips, the bright red blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

Rui Qingqing can't describe the feeling in her heart.

It's like the thing you care about most has been robbed.

In a hurry, she took out her mobile phone and dialed the hospital. Fortunately, it was very close to the hospital where she worked.

After the call, she was already in tears.

I didn't even know my cell phone had fallen on the ground.

Yuan Haowen is lying on the ground.

It's very painful on the body, but it's not as painful as the pain in the heart.

His consciousness is still quite clear, very want to tell Rui Qingqing he is OK. But he tried to open his mouth, only to find that he couldn't pronounce a syllable, so he could only watch Rui Qingqing anxiously.

Rui Qingqing sniffs and tells herself not to worry. There is nothing that can't be dealt with, but her mind is in a mess.

It's like walking through countless scenes.

All she knew was that the man in front of her was good to her.

Soon, the ambulance came.

Yuan Haowen was pushed into the emergency room. Rui Qingqing hesitated for a long time, or chose to stand outside the operating room. She is afraid to face Yuan Haowen, who is full of injuries.

Sit on the floor.

Rui Qingqing was staring at the red light at the door of the operating room.

The doctors and nurses went in and out as if they had never found her.

Finally, the nurse who had a good relationship with her stopped, squatted down and looked her in the eye, "Dr. Rui, do you want to go in? The patient has been calling your name in a coma. "

Rui Qingqing is biting her lips. After struggling for several times, he still shook his head, "No. I'll wait here. "

After a pause, he asked, "how is he?"

The nurse didn't hide, "a lot of blood. The doctor is still rescuing

Rui Qingqing thought helplessly, fortunately she is sitting on the ground, otherwise, she really can't accept such an answer. Rescue means not out of danger.

"You go first." The only thing she can say now is that.

The nurse nodded, looked at her with some worry, and then walked back into the operating room.

Yuan Haowen was seriously injured and rescued for a whole night before he was pushed into ICU.

Rui Qingqing gets up and wants to keep up. However, just as she stands up, she falters and almost falls. Fortunately, she holds the wall and makes herself stand firm.

I want to be helped by the nurse. I can be pushed away politely

"Take good care of yourself, Dr. Rui."

"How is he?" Rui Qingqing squeezed such a sentence out of her teeth.

The nurse told her about the situation.

He lost too much blood and was hit in the chest. He needs to be observed in ICU for a period of time until he is out of danger.

"I see. Thank you."

"Dr. Rui, I don't know if I should say something." After several times, the nurse finally said, "in fact, the whole hospital knows what Mr. Yuan thinks of you."

After a pause, he looked back at Rui Qingqing and said, "I don't know what's wrong with you, but Dr. Rui, don't you find that you are always out of your mind when Mr. Yuan doesn't come to the hospital these days? When Mr. Yuan used to come here, although you look disgusted, you always have a smile in your eyes, just like a young girl in love. "

Rui Qingqing pursed her lips.

Does she really exist like this? Why doesn't she know?

Full of worry went to the ICU door, thought about it, or said hello to the doctor on duty, changed into sterile clothes, walked in.

Yuan Haowen lay quietly on the bed.

There was a respirator on his face, and his face was pale, almost the same color as the bed sheet under him.

Rui Qingqing sat down beside the bed and sniffed hard to hold back the tears.

This is the first time. In order to save her, Yuan Haowen put himself in the hospital. The same is true this time. Without Yuan Haowen, she would be lying here now.

Where is Rui Qingqing worthy of Yuan Haowen's rescue again and again?It's not worth it at all.

However, this man is too stupid to save her again and again, but she still can't put down her heart and forgive him.

She thought a lot.

This life is so long, it's too difficult to find a person who really likes himself. Why don't you cherish the people around you. Can't she understand this truth until Yuan Haowen is gone?

……

Yuan Haowen regained consciousness three days later.

As soon as he opened his eyes, there was the snow-white ceiling and the smell of disinfectant in the air.

Around It's empty.

Heart is not not lost, but lost again, his face did not show what expression. So when Rui Qingqing pushed the door open and came in, what he saw was his expressionless face, looking at him without light, not knowing where.

Rui Qingqing suddenly had a pain in her heart.

She stayed in the same place for a long time before she raised her legs and walked towards each other.

When Yuan Haowen heard the voice, he thought it was the doctor who came in, but his eyelids didn't move.

Rui Qingqing stood by the bed, pursed the corners of her mouth, and did not speak first.

Yuan Haowen finally found something wrong. He slowly turned his head and looked at Rui Qingqing. It was right in front of her clear eyes stained with fog.

Even though there are thousands of thoughts in my heart, it can only be turned into a sentence, "Qingqing."

Rui Qingqing turns her head.

Something fell out of the eye socket. She wiped it off with the back of her hand. After several seconds, she turned around again and looked at Yuan Haowen, "are you hungry?"

Yuan Haowen didn't do anything.

He fixed looking at Rui Qingqing, dark as ink eyes inside like a layer of joy. I haven't looked back for a long time.

"I thought you weren't there." He said.

I don't know if it's Rui Qingqing's illusion. She always feels that Yuan Haowen's tone has a sense of grievance.

Rui Qingqing shook her head gently, "I didn't go."

She just went out to discuss her illness with Yuan Haowen's attending doctor. She didn't expect that Yuan Haowen would wake up at this time.

However, she did not say the following sentence.

Yuan Haowen did not ask.

He just woke up and thought slowly, but he still remembered one thing. He reached out and wanted to catch Rui Qingqing's hand.

Rui Qingqing saw his intention. Subconsciously to avoid, but do not know what to think of, finally let Yuan Haowen hold her wrist.

"Qingqing, I seem to have a bad dream." Yuan Haowen's voice seems to come from a distance, some floating, and some unreal.

Rui Qingqing looks down at him and doesn't speak.

The corner of Yuan Haowen's mouth rose, showing a radian of smile, "it's terrible, let me think it's true. Fortunately, it's just a dream. When you wake up, you're by your side. "

He had a nightmare.

Dream, he saw Rui Qingqing encountered a car accident. He watched Rui Qingqing hit by the car and flew out, covered with blood, but he could do nothing, even had no ability to speak.

Rui Qingqing lay dying in his arms, and gradually did not breathe.

At that moment, the world seemed static.

But the next second, he even felt the pain of breathing.

Rui Qingqing didn't ask Yuan Haowen what he dreamed. After thinking for a moment, she whispered a painless word, "it's all dreams, it's countless."

Yuan Haowen's eyes are always on Rui Qingqing. After hearing Rui Qingqing's words, his eyes become more burning. "Qingqing, I'm really afraid that you will leave me."

Rui Qingqing's eyes were sour and she wanted to say something, but in the end she could only turn into a silent sigh and swallow it back to her stomach.

She has no way to give Yuan Haowen an exact answer.

Yuan Haowen's fingers rubbed Rui Qingqing's wrist, with some ambiguity, and some reluctant and cherish, "you don't have to give me the answer now, I can wait."

"Yuan Haowen." Rui Qingqing moved her lips. But I didn't say the following words for a long time.

Yuan Haowen waited quietly without urging.

After not knowing how long, Rui Qingqing asked quietly: "how can you happen to be at the bus stop?"

In fact, I already know the answer, but I still want to listen to Yuan Haowen.

"I was just passing by."

"Is it?"

"Qingqing, I know you don't want to see me." Yuan Haowen looked at her, eyes burning, with a thousand words of general mood, "so I dare not appear in front of you. I can only silently look at you in the dark, see you safe, I am at ease

Since being driven out of the hospital by Rui Qingqing, he often waits at the door of the hospital every day after work to see Rui Qingqing leave the hospital, then gets on the car, gets off the car and goes back to his rented apartment.Rui Qingqing was deeply touched.

Because I heard the word "dare not" in Yuan Haowen's mouth.

Her Haowen, Yuan Haowen, who has always been above everything and has no scruples about anything, can actually use these two words. At this moment, she even felt that she was too impersonal.

Depending on Yuan Haowen's love and care, he trampled on his dignity and kindness again and again, regardless of his feelings.

Although I think so in my heart, her face is always expressionless.