Chapter 464

"I remember."

Rui Qingqing said softly.

Yuan Haowen did not have time to be happy, and heard the other side continue to speak up.

"But what does that mean? For me, that's all in the past. "

"Are you really not nostalgic at all?" Yuan Haowen didn't know how ugly he looked.

In order to let Rui Qingqing appear to take care of him, he has made the appearance of pretending to be drunk, but the other party doesn't feel the same, the result is still very sad.

Rui Qingqing looks at Yuan Haowen.

His dark eyes were still a little confused. She was not sure whether Yuan Haowen would remember what he said today when he woke up drunk.

Yuan Haowen said nothing more.

He leaned on the sofa and covered his eyes with his hands.

Rui Qingqing wanted to leave.

But seeing Yuan Haowen like this, she couldn't step forward in any way.

Yuan Haowen groaned and moved his body.

Rui Qingqing can't see him like this. She turns around and goes to the kitchen. She pours a glass of water out. As a result, she hasn't entered the living room yet. She doesn't know when the TV will be turned on again.

What appears on the screen is still the picture of her and Yuan Haowen.

She really can't remember when Yuan Haowen took these videos. But he knew her mind too well. Every scene was like a memory engraved in his mind, which could not be erased in any case.

The foot is like being poured lead, how can't move a step.

Once, in each other's eyes are beautiful. However, I don't know when, it has already changed beyond recognition. She really wants to try to accept Yuan Haowen again, but she can't.

Sometimes, two seemingly intimate people, or people who have friendship with each other, will have a estrangement in their hearts because of all kinds of things, and they will never be able to get together again.

What's more, Rui Qingqing, who has been hurt and scarred. She didn't want to, or even dare to, take a step forward. If she can not be hurt, she is willing to close her heart.

There is nothing wrong with what Yuan Haowen said. She is indeed a very hard hearted person. No matter to herself or others, her choice always starts from herself.

She stood in the same place for a long time. After a long time, she walked in the direction of Yuan Haowen.

There are still people's laughter on TV.

Rui Qingqing didn't watch TV, but he didn't turn it off either. For her, it seems that only in this way can we give her great courage.

Looking down at Yuan Haowen with his eyes closed, he felt as if he had fallen into sleep.

She gently put down the cup in her hand and sat down beside her.

Yuan Haowen's health is good. How can he stand such drinking? It's just nonsense.

Thinking about this, he looked at the place where Yuan Haowen had been injured before.

Just then, her voice appeared on the TV screen.

"No matter what you become, I will not leave you. As long as you never change your mind, I will never leave you. Of course, I will also be angry. If you coax me when I am angry, I won't be angry. "

Rui Qingqing turns her head to look.

If I remember correctly, this is what she said to Yuan Haowen five years ago. Now I think of it, it's really like a world apart.

Biting her lips, she lowered her eyes. I just saw Yuan Haowen's pretty face.

Compared with the time when she returned home, Yuan Haowen was much thinner. He looked a little tired and had thick black circles under his eyes.

How long has he not had a good rest?

Rui Qingqing pursed her lips.

Before her reaction, she had already attached herself to Yuan Haowen and touched his lips.

She suddenly reflected what she had done, and her big clear eyes were full of chagrin.

As if nothing had happened, she saw that Yuan Haowen suddenly opened her eyes.

So their eyes collided in mid air.

Rui Qingqing was stunned for a long time. He was a little confused and didn't know what happened. On the contrary, it was Yuan Haowen. In his dark eyes, it was like ink. The sky was lit with little light, flashing a smile.

"Qingqing, I'm still that me. I haven't changed my mind." Yuan Haowen thin lips micro movement, said such a sentence.

"Are you lying to me?" Rui Qingqing's embarrassment brought her back.

It seems that Yuan Haowen is not drunk at all today, but he just pretends to be like this. Or maybe I did drink a lot of wine, but it's a long way from being drunk.

At the thought of being cheated again, she had no tenderness in her heart, and the only thing left was anger. Why do you always cheat her like this?She doesn't like to be stereotyped, but Yuan Haowen has done this kind of thing again and again, which makes her very unhappy, even has touched her bottom line.

Yuan Haowen, who is immersed in joy, doesn't realize that Rui Qingqing's eyes are getting colder and colder. All he thinks is that Rui Qingqing just secretly kisses him.

If there is no emotion, why do you do it?

"Qingqing, I'm always the same to you. What can I do to make you know my mind?"

Rui Qingqing didn't want to say anything. Her face looked like a layer of cold frost, which made her a little surprised. "But you cheated me again. You're not drunk at all, are you

"I..." How can Yuan Haowen be so upset? What about the self-control that we used to be proud of?

After hesitating for a while, he sneered. In front of Rui Qingqing, what self-control can he have? The only thing you can do is surrender.

However, this time can let Rui Qingqing take the initiative to kiss him, has made him feel very happy.

"I didn't lie to you. I really drank too much." What he said was quite serious, which made people really think that he had drunk too much.

Rui Qingqing doesn't believe it anymore.

She believed in what she saw.

"I don't think I've never seen a drunk before. It's not like you at all. Do you really think I'm easy to cheat? "

Yuan Haowen grabs Rui Qingqing's wrist. He has only one idea in his heart, that is, he can't let Rui Qingqing leave. He says in a very light voice, "Qingqing, what do you mean just now? If you're not to me Why do you kiss me? "

Rui Qingqing was already very upset, but he was told by Yuan Haowen again, and his anger was completely out of control.

"What do you think?" Instead of answering, she asked.

It was impossible for her to admit that she was moved.

Yuan Haowen's fingers gently rubbed Rui Qingqing's wrist, with a little bit of ambiguity. Looking at Rui Qingqing's eyes, he was infected with endless deep feelings. "Don't cheat your heart any more, you are also very affectionate to me. Why not admit it? "

Rui Qingqing sneered and said nothing.

Yuan Haowen, however, lost his patience and needed to know what he wanted to know from Rui Qingqing's mouth. He pulled Rui Qingqing into his arms.

The big palm is on her back, gently but domineering.

Rui Qingqing's face can only be pasted on each other's chest. She is not willing to do so. All her attachment to Yuan Haowen has already turned into strong resistance.

"Let go."

Her voice is very cold, with a heavy dislike.

Yuan Haowen is unwilling to let go and hugs Rui Qingqing tightly.

Rui Qingqing understands Yuan Haowen and knows that it's beyond her ability to compete with him in strength now, so she has no action.

Yuan Haowen had no joy at all, because Rui Qingqing was indifferent to himself. He really doesn't know what to do to recover Rui Qingqing.

"Qingqing, I have a present for you."

Rui Qingqing had no interest at all. She took a deep breath and said in a light voice, "I don't want it."

Yuan Haowen insisted, "whether it's your business or not, whether I take it out or not is my business. Do you want to deprive me of my little rights? "

Rui Qingqing doesn't care whether she wants it or not, but since the other party has said so, if she doesn't accept it, the other party will insist on it until she agrees.

So she shrugged her shoulders indifferently and said, "OK."

Yuan Haowen breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "you go up with me."

"I'm not going." Rui Qingqing feels funny.

Yuan Haowen still didn't let go. He looked at each other and said, "I'm not at ease." He didn't doubt that if he went up, Rui Qingqing would leave immediately.

It is not that she has never done such a thing.

Therefore, he is not willing to let Rui Qingqing leave his sight. Perhaps because of a little wine, he had a very evil idea.

I don't know if it's her own illusion. Rui Qingqing always feels that Yuan Haowen's eyes catch some heat when he looks at him. She can't be more familiar with such eyes.

She dodged his eyes.

He followed Yuan Haowen upstairs.

When he was about to open the bedroom door, Yuan Haowen's action suddenly stopped. Rui Qingqing frowned, "what? Can't you hold it? "

"No Yuan Haowen took a deep breath and felt ready to move.

The voice stopped for a moment and continued: "Qingqing."

"Well?"

Yuan Haowen's voice hasn't been heard for a long time.

Rui Qingqing struggled and asked, "what do you want to say?""Nothing." Yuan Haowen helplessly shook his head, or will be in the heart of the idea to erase. Although he can have a relationship with Rui Qingqing when he is drunk, he afraid to.

He can't take another wrong step and turn all his previous efforts into nothing.