At 10 pm, in the medical room of Fengping police station.
"How's it going, chief? Can you hear me? " Wu Xiumin pointed to Zhao Yu's ear and reminded him.
"Hmm..." Zhao Yu, who had already calmed down, touched the electronic device clamped on his two ears with both hands and replied, "I can hear you. It's very clear. What's this? Hearing aids? "
"Almost," Wu Xiumin replied. "This is a miniature external cochlea, which can improve people's hearing. I don't understand. Since the heavy machine gun shocked your ear, one ear should be affected, and the other should be normal? "
"No," Zhao Yu replied, "I was facing the barrel of the machine gun. My face almost stuck to the barrel, and both ears were shocked!"
In fact, Zhao Yu said this leisurely. He didn't dare to say that he was holding on to the barrel of the gun at that time.
"Oh, so..." Wu Xiumin sighed helplessly and said, "your ear may be nervous deafness. Its recovery depends on your psychological state!"
"Yes," Zhao Yu nodded, "that's what the doctor said!"
"Here," Wu Xiumin handed Zhao Yu a cup of hot water, "remember, don't drink coffee in the future, drink less drinks, and supplement more foods containing vitamins... Um..."
Wu Xiumin wanted to stop talking. Obviously, she had something else to say.
"Sister Wu, thank you!" Zhao Yu took the water cup and asked, "what happened to me just now? Why does it feel like it's going out of control? Is this what Miao Ying said about war trauma syndrome? "
"Well, team leader, don't think too much!" Wu Xiumin smiled and advised, "after all, it's normal that your psychology will be affected when you have experienced the war in wakria. As for trauma syndrome, it should not be so serious... "
"Oh..." Zhao Yu saw that the water temperature was just right, so she drank all the water.
"But... Some words, I still have to remind you..." Wu Xiumin suddenly put away her smile and said thoughtfully, "I doubt that your bad mood just now is not entirely due to the war in wachria, but... But..."
"Oh?" Zhao Yu heard this for the first time and hurriedly asked, "what's that for?"
"Hmm..." Wu Xiumin sighed lightly and sat in front of Zhao Yu. "How about... Let's have a good chat?"
"Oh... OK, OK!" Zhao Yu understands that Wu Xiumin, a psychological expert, is conducting psychological counseling for herself!
Snowflakes fall out of the window. You can watch them from the window even at night. However, the snow was silent, as if the whole world was quiet.
"Remember when you beat your father-in-law in the hot pot chicken shop in Wenxi?" Wu Xiumin said in a soothing tone, "at that time, we all felt incomprehensible about your extreme behavior.
"I know that you are a crazy detective who doesn't like to stick to the rules. Sometimes, you often make some unscrupulous or extraordinary actions..."
"Can I understand the word 'unscrupulous' as' despicable'?" Zhao Yu joked.
Wu Xiumin smiled and continued: "to tell you the truth, we didn't know much at that time, but through later contact, I found that although you are arrogant and uninhibited, on the whole, you are still a criminal policeman with a bottom line!
"So, since then, I have thought that your performance in the hot pot chicken shop may be affected by the isolated island murder!
"I don't know. Would you like to talk to me about it?"
"HMM... that's right..." Zhao Yu admitted frankly, "in fact, this matter has always been a hindrance!
"I didn't feel much at that time, but later I realized that seeing Dou Zili, who was originally the captain of the criminal police, suddenly became a murderous murderer, still had a certain impact on me..."
In fact, although Zhao Yu said the Platycodon grandiflorum buried in her heart for a long time, she still said less.
In addition to this reason, it is also because after all, I passed through, and before I passed through, I was a small ruffian without integrity and bottom line, and even a death penalty!
Zhao Yu is particularly afraid that one day she will be beaten back to her original form and become a murderer more terrible than Dou Zili!
"Very good," Wu Xiumin nodded with satisfaction when she saw Zhao Yutan's sincerity and continued, "if I could have a good talk with you at that time, maybe the effect would be better!
"But since then, although you occasionally have some emotional problems, most of them are within the acceptable range. Moreover, I found that your control ability was also improving, so I didn't dare to intervene more.
"However, this time is different. The wachria incident can be regarded as a catalyst! In addition to your ears and this difficult case... "Wu Xiumin pointed to Zhao Yu's ears," so your mood has a very serious problem
"However, this problem seems accidental, but it is inevitable!
"Team leader," Wu Xiumin said solemnly, looking at Zhao Yu seriously, "if I'm not wrong, the psychological problem you're facing now should be what we used to say -- 'the sore of criminal investigation'!"“ what? Hemorrhoids!? " Zhao Yu grinned, "I don't have hemorrhoids?"“ I don't think it's a good time to joke, "Wu Xiumin said sternly." we often say that trauma is easy to cure and heart disease is difficult to cure. Even if normal people get mental illness, it's a very serious thing. What's more, we criminal investigators who often deal with crime? " In a word, Zhao Yu woke up like a dream. He hurried to sit right and listen carefully. He didn't dare to talk any more“ Due to frequent contact with homicide cases, frequent contact with the dead, and those who have lost their conscience and conscience, criminal investigators working in the front line for a long time will more or less produce some stimulation, leading to different degrees of mental problems“ These are inevitable. What's more, the task force that often investigates major and important cases like us“ Team leader, please carefully recall the lighthouse case, headless female corpse case, devil case, white bone case, as well as the previous rapid homicide, hanging coffin case, etc. do these cases really have no impact on you? "“ Well... "Zhao Yu recalled carefully, and nodded with some understanding. Wu Xiumin is right. Although he rarely has nightmares and dreams about these cases, from time to time, he always flashes back in his head. Moreover, after each case is completed, my emotions will fluctuate inexplicably, making it difficult for me to control. Is it... Where your depression lies? That's why -- "the sore of criminal investigation"“ You may still have doubts. You think we are all fine. Why does it affect your great detective, right? " Wu Xiumin asked again“ Well... Indeed, indeed... "Zhao Yu nodded again and asked," no crazy devil, no Buddha, is it because I am too focused on solving the case? Always think of yourself as a criminal, so... That's why you're crazy? "“ There are indeed reasons in this regard! However, in addition, there is another point... "Wu Xiumin said frankly," the greater the ability, the greater the impact“ Like you, the more capable people are, the less willing they are to expose their cowardice and weaknesses, and the less good they are at expressing their confusion“ If I say so, can you understand? " Oh... I see! In a word, it was like being enlightened, pointing directly at Zhao Yu's heart. He finally understood that his former strength was only a superficial phenomenon. If you want to really become a strong man in criminal investigation, you have to overcome your demons! This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.