Chapter 147

At seven in the morning, Lu Siyu and Song Wen returned home.

Today is a long holiday. When I am with you, I am always afraid that my secret will be discovered by you, that I will involve you in danger and bring you bad luck. I often reflect on my own imperfection, and feel that I am not worthy of you.

A lot of things, I understand.

Maybe in your opinion, I didn't face up to the feelings between us. Maybe you think I'm always at arm's length and don't respond.

My life used to be dark, but you are like a light shining into my life.

And I, I'm a cold and heartless person. I've had that experience. I'm used to seeing those corpses, and I don't want to be with ordinary people. I don't believe in justice and I don't care about life and death.

Song Wen, you are a man of integrity, warmth, kindness and justice.

Xu Changying passed on the information to me. This matter can no longer be hidden. I can no longer involve you.

I confuse you and don't tell you those things, not because I think you can't be trusted, on the contrary, I can trust and cherish only you now.

So I'd rather let everyone misunderstand, let you misunderstand.

In yesterday's phone call, Xu Changying told me the last clue, and also told me some other things. There are their people in the police station. Once I say any information, it may be leaked.

As you can see, because of this, team Xu gave his life.

It's very dangerous about this case, about the people behind it.

For me, this goal is more important than being a policeman.

As a survivor of the 519 case, Mr. Wu asked me to come here in the hope of finding out what happened behind the scenes of the outstanding case 19 years ago.

Yes, I came here for a purpose.

I know you never give up your doubts about me.

Hello!

Song Wen, song police officer, song team:

Song Wen hesitated for a moment, looked down and pressed a letter on the table. The characters on it are beautiful and familiar to him.

At last, Song Wen's eyes fell on the table. He was stunned. There was already a delicate lunch on it. Every dish was his favorite. He touched the plate, which is still warm now.

Everything seems to have not changed, but everything seems to be different.

He looked at it upstairs and downstairs, and the whole villa was empty and quiet. Wolf also followed him, whimpering around him, some helpless.

Song Wen went back one by one: "I'm ok. I'll explain to you later..."

There are more than a dozen missed calls on the mobile phone. They are Gu Ju, Fu Linjiang, Lin xiuran and Li luanfang.

Song Wen quickly unties the handcuffs, and then touches the mobile phone at the head of the bed. It's 1:30 in the afternoon. He has been sleeping for about six hours, which may be due to the effect of drugs or exhaustion.

Song Wen got up, and the key of the handcuff was close at hand. He couldn't figure out why he had spent so much effort before and didn't get it.

"Even you Is he left behind, too? " Song Wen sighed. That man is really heartless

Song Wen struggled for a while, his body was still soft, but the dizziness had disappeared. The wolf crouched down and saw the dog's tail, and then he bowed his head.

He opened his eyes and looked at the white ceiling. Or the guest bedroom, he didn't know whether the memory when he woke up in the middle was a dream or a real existence, until he saw the gauze wrapped around his wrist.

~_ ~When Song Wen wakes up again, the curtain is still drawn in the room, and there is a quiet surrounding.

it turns out that there is such a thing as fate.

So many years ago, they had already seen

He thought that Lu Siyu had something to do with the 519 case, but Song Wen couldn't confirm

At this moment, half asleep and half awake, Song Wen suddenly realized who was in his arms at that time.

On that dark night, he hugged him tightly and warmed him with his body temperature, like now, as if embracing the whole world

The past overlaps with reality, and memory overlaps with dreams.

He once forgot the past because of the high fever when he was young. Now he doesn't know whether it is the effect of medicine, but he suddenly remembers it in his dream.

These never appeared in the nightmare situation, by time firmly locked in the deepest memory.

He looked back and cried desperately to the adults

Song Wen used all his strength to pull him out of the cupboard, and then hugged him. He was extremely weak. His slender wrist was only half the thickness of his wrist. Song Wen could hardly hear his breath and feel his heartbeat.

At that moment, he saw a boy of his age lying in the cupboard, the light shining on his pale cheek, long eyelashes covering his eyes.With great courage, Song Wen went to the cupboard, reached for the iron bolt, and opened the cupboard door.

Song Wen was gradually attracted by the sound. He went inside and saw a big cabinet. At this time, the door was pinned with iron pliers. That kind of strange knocking sound came from the cabinet.

In the midst of the storm, Song Wen heard a strange sound. It was the sound of someone knocking on the wood.

The sky outside began to flash again. Rain swept in through the broken windows.

For this old villa, the physical evidence search is not over. It was a messy room with orange lights and no bodies. It was much better than downstairs.

Then song Cheng stretched out his hand, picked up the little man and pulled him upstairs.

"What are you doing here?" Song Wen heard it clearly. It was the voice of song city.

Everything around him was spinning, and his whole body was wet with rain, dripping with water. It was cold and frightening.

It was raining and thundering, and the shadows of the trees on the wall seemed to swallow him. The dark basement, the bodies all over the floor, the rotten flesh and blood.

That's 519.

Another dream, another villa

Then the whole world tilted and turned, and Song Wen's mind was in chaos, not knowing whether it was reality or dream.

Between the lips and tongue, the thin and dense touch stirred the nerves. There was something wet on his cheek, like tears.

Then Song Wen bit it hard, as if he had bitten Lu Siyu's lips, and felt a trace of blood in his mouth. The person on the body low ground did not stop this kiss, on the contrary more crazy.

He stretched out his uncontrolled right hand and took Lu Siyu's waist. The distance between them was so close that he could feel Lu Siyu's whole body trembling slightly, as fragile as a wounded animal. ~_ ~Jamie Song Wen didn't want the warmth of the moment, like an apologetic compensation. There are too many things he wants to ask him and too many things he hasn't figured out yet.

He felt like he was on the verge of losing consciousness all the time.

Song Wen can feel the soft touch, like touching the fragile petals.

Then everything is more unreal, Lu Si language bent down to kiss his lips.

The whole world is engulfed by darkness, as if in a dream, so unreal.

"Wherever you go? I'll get you back... " Song Wen's eyes were black. In order to keep sober, he tried to pull the handcuffs. His wrist and the cold iron rubbed against each other, making bloody scars. The pain went deep into the bone marrow, but these were not enough. His consciousness dissipated little by little.

Lu Siyu heard this sentence, his eyes suddenly changed, cold faded, eyes gradually softened down, replaced by a kind of hot, as if trying to seal the whole song Wen in his mind.

He gasped and said intermittently, "liar You are a deceitful little fox. You must do something dangerous. You wouldn't tell me anything and gave me medicine, because you know If I'm awake, I won't let you go. "

Song Wen suddenly wants to understand that the indifference is false, the heartlessness is false, and Lu Siyu won't hurt him.

The paralysis of medicine was suppressed by the will for a moment, so that he could think as usual.

But Lu Siyu's action of lowering his eyes made him see through him. As long as he lied, Lu Siyu's eyes would dodge him. This habit can't be changed now.

This sentence is like an ice blade into Song Wen's body, let Song Wen's blood gradually solidified.

He reached out a hand and stroked Song Wen's cheek. Song Wen could feel the cold touch of his fingertips and hear his cold voice. He gave him an explanation: "Song team, your initial intuition is correct. I'm close to you. I came to Nancheng for a purpose I'm sorry I lied to you and used you... "

Lu Siyu finally moved. Under the light from the window, his skin looked like fine white porcelain, and his long eyelashes were stained with water.

Song Wen gave up the key and turned to look at him. He concentrated his consciousness and asked him, "Lu Siyu, what do you want to do?"

In his plan, maybe Song Wen will leave when he goes to sleep, or do something else.

Song Wen raised his head with difficulty. He didn't know when Lu Siyu entered the room and came to the bedside. He looked down at him with his lips pursed, and said coldly: "you shouldn't wake up."

His body was extremely heavy at this time. Even moving his fingers took all his strength. Before Song Wen's fingers touched the key, the key was pushed farther away. The fingers of that hand were long and pale, which he used to be very familiar with.

Song Wen tried to resist the dizziness, and a cold sweat came out of his forehead. Then he saw that the key to the handcuffs seemed to be on the bedside table. He tried to get up, trying to reach for the key.Lu Siyu was not in the room. Some sounds came from outside, like someone was dragging a box. The sound sounded like something was crushing his brain in Song Wen's ears.

Handcuffs handcuffed his left hand, attached to the stand at the head of the bed, and made a light noise as he moved.

Song Wen's head is still violently dizzy, and the things in front of him keep spinning. It seems that he just temporarily regained his consciousness for a moment and wanted to move it. Then he found that his hands were handcuffed.

When Song Wen awoke in a daze, he found himself lying on the bed of the guest bedroom on the first floor. The curtains were closed. The room was dark, and there was only some light near the window.

Song Wen felt that his heart was inexorably twisted by wire, which made him suffocate for a moment. His body can't keep balance any longer. Song Wen falls on the floor and everything escapes into the dark

It seems that Lu Si language did not belong to them when they met. But Song Wen didn't expect that it would be like this. He always wanted to hold him, but he was the only one who was deeply trapped step by step?

Now, he can leave without any nostalgia, as if the previous few months were all fake.

Song Wen thinks of the relationship between them. He is his direct supervisor and his roommate. But from the past to the present, Lu Siyu never seems to take him into account in his life and his future.

Work, money, love, even life, he didn't care about anything!

Maybe Lu Siyu is ready to leave long ago.

~_ ~Jamie did not move or give him any explanation. Looking at him like this, Song Wen felt that his body was cold and his heart was aching, which made it hard for him to tell whether it was the reaction of the brain or the effect of drugs.

Song Wen thought of this in his mind and found that he was still worried about Lu Siyu at this time.

Xu Changying has just died, and the phone call has not been investigated clearly. If Lu Siyu leaves at this time, she will be listed as a suspect, and the situation will become worse and worse.

Song Wen didn't seem to know the man in front of him. He stretched out his right hand and tried his best to hold him: "where are you going?"

For a moment, Song Wen even felt that Lu Siyu was like a cold and heartless killer. He seemed to be looking at the corpse waiting to be dissected on the autopsy table, thinking about whether to kill him.

Lu Siyu didn't explain. He sat at the table and turned his head to look at Song Wen. His beautiful eyes and eyelashes were as delicate as they were when they first met. It was hard to forget. But at this time, he didn't even have any expression on his face. His eyes were cold to the extreme.

"What did you give me to eat?" Song Wen opened his mouth difficultly. His throat was dry, and he felt that he was spinning rapidly. The dizziness made him want to vomit, but he couldn't vomit anything. It seemed that all the strength in his body was pulled away, his breathing and heartbeat became hard, and his thinking became dull.

He thought it was a warm hug for peace, but Lu Siyu was afraid that he was always thinking about how to get rid of him.

Song Wen's heart a cold, understand come over, medicine is taking advantage of that hug, he distracted time, under the milk.

In the haze, the man's expression was cold, and the milk in front of him didn't move

His mind is sometimes sober, sometimes chaotic, and he feels that the world in front of him has changed, which is a kind of feeling that people are a little at a loss. He can't control his body, and everything in front of him gradually tilts and rotates. Song Wen tries to look up to the direction of Lu Siyu.

Then his head began to faint. At the beginning, Song Wen thought it was the side effect of staying up late last night. But then he found out that vertigo was different from illness or injury.

Song Wen thought about how to talk about it with Lu Siyu, and how to continue to look it up.

Now, more than half a year later, two people sitting in the same position, they have experienced so much together, what's more, he has hopelessly loved the person in front of him.

At that time, Song Wen felt that there was something wrong with Lu Si's language. There were secrets hidden in him and his behavior was strange.

Breakfast was soon ready. Song Wenduan took it and ate it face to face. For a moment, Song Wen remembered his first meal here with Lu Siyu.

Song Wen patted Lu Siyu's hand. He turned back and said, "wait a minute. We'll talk after dinner."

Others don't know what happened yesterday, but Song Wen clearly knows that Xu Changying must have told him something very confidential, otherwise Lu Siyu would not have said to his mobile phone at that time, there is no one around me now.

Now he is thinking about how to clean up the mess for Lu Siyu, but Lu Siyu is still speechless.

Song Wen thought, clearly two people close to each other, can hear each other's heartbeat, but why does he not know what the person behind him is thinking? The man is acting like a clever rabbit now, but he doesn't know what he's up to.

Song Wen was a little surprised by this action. All along, he was more active. Although Lu Siyu didn't reject it, he seldom took the initiative to do it. With this action, he felt that he wanted to ask for peace.He did not say anything, so quietly holding Song Wen.

Lu Siyu had just finished his bath. His body was warm. His hands closed slowly in front of Song Wen's body and held him quietly.

Song Wen felt that he came over, and before he turned back to talk to Lu Siyu, he suddenly felt that his body was hugged from behind.

After a while, when Song Wen cooked the porridge in an electric rice cooker, cooked the eggs and heated the milk in a milk pan, Lu Siyu suddenly got up and came to Song Wen's back.

Song Wen went to wash his face, and then went to the kitchen to prepare for breakfast. Lu Siyu took a bath, changed his clothes and went back to the living room.

They were busy with the case yesterday, and then it happened. They were all wearing yesterday's clothes, and Lu Siyu's clothes were stained with some of Xu Changying's blood in the accident, which was a bit embarrassed.

After a moment's silence, Song Wen got up with a sigh and said, "no matter what, wash up first and get ready for breakfast."

This kind of feeling makes Song Wen a little strange. He is not used to the distance between them.

Lu Siyu's head was still low. There was a big temperature difference in autumn. After the sun came out, the temperature gradually warmed up. The early morning sun dyed the tip of his hair and shone on his white face, but he was cold.

He doesn't want Lu Siyu and song Cheng against each other, but the death of the police officer itself is not a small matter, let alone Xu Changying's identity. Song Cheng will personally ask about it.

Song Wen explains to Lu Siyu that he hopes that Lu Siyu doesn't have a problem with those colleagues and the situation because of today's events. After a pause, he said, "it's easy to say from the Municipal Bureau. The people from the Provincial Bureau are on their way here. They will ask you when they come back..."

After getting home, Song Wen sat on the sofa and said helplessly to Lu Siyu, "I know you didn't do anything against Xu Changying, but you didn't give a reasonable explanation for the phone call. In the view of the Municipal Bureau, it's not very reasonable. I'm afraid this kind of thing will happen to anyone, not you. "

Along the way, Lu Siyu didn't speak much. He lowered his head and pursed his lips. Except for blinking his eyes occasionally, he was petrified.

I'll find you.

The author has something to say: Si Si's run away from home lasted three days.

Team song said that she had to take back the awkward daughter-in-law she picked up from the cupboard