Ji Rui's heart is like a pool of spring water wrinkled by the wind. It can't be calm for a long time.
Far away, looking at the sleeping woman on the bed, Ji Rui had the idea of holding her in his arms and comforting her.
However, from the attitude she woke up today, she was very desperate for herself.
I'm so desperate that I can't even hate it.
He knew the feeling of being too desperate to hate.
It's like I'm full of expectations for the old man, thinking that he will eventually put himself in the same position with his two precious sons, but every time, the answer is disappointing. Finally, I have no expectations for the old man.
I think of Letong's eyes just now. There is still no impurity in the clear eyes. Ji Rui's eyes, which are transparent to bright, cold to no temperature, make him feel chilly.
See it as nothing!
I'm afraid that in Letong's eyes, she is just like this.
Otherwise, she couldn't look at herself with the kind of eyes that imitated to look at the void, without any temperature or emotion.
Ji Rui's heart chills from the heart to the whole body. The temperature of the air conditioner is very low, but his palm and back are full of sweat.
He was too familiar with the fear that he was about to lose his treasure, because during the period when the baby was seriously ill, the fear was always with him.
Last time, it was after mom left him.
Originally, unconsciously, have you put Letong in a very important position?
The answer is very obvious.
If Letong is not important to him, he will not be so angry after knowing the truth that she is a baby Mommy!
If Le Tong is not important to him, he will never be angry for her deception and concealment. The feeling of being cheated and fooled by the people he trusts most is really his mother's bad feeling.
Ji Rui thinks that he is a person who is not happy or angry. There are only a few people who can drive him crazy. And she has such power, any provocative eyes or a cold words, can lift his emotions out of control.
Does this mean that she has no less weight in her heart than her mother and baby?
Ji Rui was startled by this cognition. Baby and mother are their own relatives and occupy an important position in their hearts, which is natural. Ke Ketong, she is not her own relative. What is she, for herself?
Can we say that because of the baby's illness, we have been suffering together all the time, which makes us have the same feelings as her relatives?
Ji Rui frowns and peeps at Letong who is sleeping soundly on the bed.
Lying on the bed, Letong, sleeping like a pig, naturally won't give him any answers.
The answer seems to be obvious, but it is always covered with a thin veil.
Ji Rui couldn't lift this layer of gauze, so Ji Rui couldn't see clearly what was hidden behind the gauze.
Just as he had always been confused about the nature of his feelings for Letong, which were similar to those of his relatives.
He thinks he is a smart man. Few people can match him in terms of shrewdness and scheming. But his cleverness and shrewdness, once met with Letong, was born to tie the knot, how also can't display.
This kind of feeling of living with some things in the dark is very fucked, which makes his heart and ribs ache from time to time. In particular, when Letong looks at him coldly with her clear eyes, the sudden pain around her chest can drive him crazy!
Ji Rui tries to find an opportunity to talk to Letong. However, Letong, who has always been diligent, seems to have changed her species these days, from human to pig, a pig who can only eat and sleep!
In the past few days after the operation, the baby wakes up in the isolation room. However, she is weak, but in order to take care of her baby, Letong has been supporting herself. Because the baby is out of danger, she also convalesces.
Every day, when the baby wakes up, she and Ji Rui change into sterile clothes and go to the isolation room to accompany the baby. When the baby sleeps, she goes back to the ward to make up for sleep.
Her life has become extremely simple, except for the time to accompany her baby, which is eating and sleeping. As for Ji Rui, the man, she has no time to pay attention to it, and she has no idea to pay attention to it. In a few days, the number of words they speak is estimated to be less than 100 words.
When the baby finally returns to the general ward from the isolation room, Letong's life is regular and busy again.
Her life takes baby as the center of the circle again. Ji Rui, the man, for her, is just an irrelevant point outside the circle.
In the past, because she was afraid of Ji Rui's suspicion, she always carefully repressed her love for her baby. Now, she has no scruples, and she has spoiled her baby to the extreme.
Baby's thin face, under the careful care of Letong, looks more and more rosy and plump day by day.
On that day, Dr. Dong gave the baby a general examination and called them to the consulting room. Shasha wrote down a long list of examination results on the diagnosis book. Then he raised his head and said to Ji Rui and Letong, who were nervous on his face, "the baby is recovering very well and can be discharged the day after tomorrow."
As a result, the two began to make arrangements for the baby's discharge.
Letong took out the handheld computer, made a form, and wrote a full screen of the items that the baby needed to rest after leaving the hospital, such as food, clothing and so on.
Ji Rui, on the other hand, calls Xiao Li to the front and asks him to go home to instruct aunt Guan to clean up. He must make every corner and hole in the house as clean and tidy as a sterile ward.
Xiao Li got the order to leave in a hurry. Over there, Letong has listed a pile of things she needs and handed them to Ji Rui.
"Look what's missing?"
Nowadays, Letong has lost the concept of politeness when talking to Ji Rui. Often, just like now, even calling is saved, only one word is left.
Ji Rui has no choice but to complain about his retrogression.
Glancing at the colorful details and annotations on the screen, Ji Rui suddenly remembered the most important thing.
"Letong, where do you live after the baby leaves the hospital?"
Le Tong Leng for a while, obviously, she did not think about this problem.
"Live with us, it's convenient to take care of the baby!"
Ji Rui doesn't wait for Letong to express any opinions, so he helps her make a decision.
[I had diarrhea all day yesterday, and my eyes were black. I locked myself in the dark room for two or three hours, and I coded hundreds of words. I was still dissatisfied. I got up early this morning and rewrote a chapter to make up for yesterday's change!]