Chapter 375

Yixin suddenly didn't know what else she could say.

She always knew that Gong Qing was wronged, so she vowed to come back and ask Gong Qing for an answer, but when she saw his lonely back, she didn't want to ask anything.

Now, in addition to such things, she doesn't want to blame Gong Qing, but there is an unknown fire in her heart.

Now, seeing Gong Qing cry for the first time, to tell the truth, Yixin's heart is very uncomfortable.

Her head hurts.

Yixin involuntarily pressed her temples and frowned slightly.

Gong Qing saw it and hurried forward. Her slender fingers gently pressed her temples and asked in a low voice, "where else does it hurt?"

"I want to be alone, okay?"

Yixin opened her mouth lightly.

She doesn't know how to face herself or Gong Qing.

It is impossible to say that there is no estrangement in my heart after such a big thing.

She loved him, and that never changed.

But now she's afraid, too.

The original determination to go through fire and water in order to love has been dissipated bit by bit when he saw Zhang Xin's death, his daughter's disappearance and Gong Hao lying quietly here.

She began to fear, began to worry, began to fear that the people around her left him one by one.

Maybe Gong Qing couldn't understand that feeling, but she couldn't say it again.

So now she just wants to hide and lick the wound alone.

Escape is the act of a coward.

But now, Yixin just wants to be an ostrich.

Hide yourself and your love for Gong Qing, so as not to hurt the people you care about most.

This feeling of alienation makes Gong Qing helpless.

He wanted to force Yixin not to give up himself, but when he saw the defense and vulnerability of Yixin's eyes, he couldn't bear it after all.

"OK, I'll be outside. Call me if you need anything."

Gong Qing's humble appearance really made Yixin not used to it, but she didn't know what else to say except nodding.

Watching Gong Qing walk out, she turned back at that step, but she said that she left his expression, which made Yixin feel like a knife.

She closed her eyes and the flames spread all over the sky.

The strong black smoke and hot air made Yixin sweat in an instant.

She opened her eyes, looked at the ceiling and gasped. The fear of survival and the taste of life waiting for death seemed to become a nightmare and follow her forever.

She knew that Gong Qing was outside the door, but she didn't dare to call him.

Yixin is afraid that she will rely on Gong Qing again. If such a thing happens again, she will still place her hope entirely on a person.

In fact, she doesn't want to blame Gong Qing. If she wants to blame herself, she blames herself for trusting someone too much. She blames herself for failing to save herself or ask for help within the golden five minutes.

So don't rely on it.

Without dependence, there will be no fantasy. Without fantasy, you will keep calm. If you keep calm, today's things will not happen again.

Yixin gasped, and then went down to the ground. Looking at Gong Hao, she still felt uneasy.

Barefoot, she combined her bed with Gong Hao's bed, then went to bed, hugged Gong Hao tightly, and whispered, "Hao'er is not afraid. Mommy is here, and Mommy will protect Hao'er!"

Gong Qing stood outside the door, saw all this through the crack in the door and punched the wall.

How he failed to make his women so insecure!

Would she rather endure fear and fear than call him?

Yixin doesn't know that Gong Qing sees everything outside.

She closed her eyes and tried to rest, but as soon as she came into contact with the darkness, the flame seemed to be in front of her. The heat waves hit her one after another, making her out of breath.

Yixin suddenly sat up, then went down and walked back and forth.

It's okay, it's okay. She and Gong Hao are safe.

But such self comfort has no hypnotic effect at all.

Yixin sits in front of Gong Hao again and looks at Gong Hao without blinking for fear that she can't see Gong Hao move.

She seemed crazy, desperately trying to find something to do.

But she was afraid of the dark.

Yixin turned on all the lights, but she still didn't dare to sleep.

Her head was very painful, and every part of her skin was burning like a flame.

But she couldn't rest.

The brain doesn't seem to be its own. It replays the scene of the fire again and again, constantly circulating.

She looked at Gong Hao and sometimes felt that Gong Hao moved. After she rubbed her eyes and wanted to see clearly, Gong Hao was still asleep.

Between this hope and disappointment, Yixin's spirit collapsed quickly.

Finally, she even asked the nurse for sleeping pills, hoping to help her sleep.

The nurse was afraid and asked Gong Qing for instructions.

If Yixin is painful, then looking at Yixin's painful Gong Qing is undoubtedly more painful.

He took a deep breath of his cigarette and whispered, "give it to her, as long as she can have a good rest."

With Gong Qing's permission, the nurse prescribed some sleeping pills for Yixin.

Under the action of the medicine, Yixin finally fell asleep, although she didn't sleep very safely.

Gong Qing asked the nurse to hang a drip for her.

When Yixin was awake, she refused treatment.

After everything was done, Gong Qing sat on the chair outside the door.

Noda's hospital was noisy, but he felt lonely.

One cigarette after another, until someone snatched the cigarette from his hand, and then put it out on the sole of pure handmade cow leather shoes.

"Haven't eaten all day?"

Song Yisheng saw that green stubbles appeared in Gong Qing's beard. His haggard face was very distressing.

And those beautiful Danfeng eyes also lost all their colors.

"What are you doing here?"

As soon as Gong Qing opened his mouth, he frightened song Yisheng directly.

His voice was as hoarse as a broken Gong.

"How many cigarettes did you smoke? Even if she doesn't want to die, at least give Yixin a good environment. If you're around her, let her smell your smell, and she won't be smoked to death? "

Originally, song Yisheng intended to use Yixin to stimulate Gong Qing. Who knows, when Gong Qing heard it, he suddenly laughed at himself and said, "she doesn't want me anymore. She said she wanted to be alone and didn't want me to disturb her. "

Song Yisheng suddenly froze.

Yixin is a stubborn woman. Sometimes she likes to get into trouble.

Obviously, this time, she got into the tip of the ox horn again.

He looked at Gong Qing and said, "she doesn't allow you to let her go? Where's your domineering? What about your personality? Don't tell me you can't even handle a woman. "

"My heart hurts!"

Gong Qing's words song Yisheng couldn't understand.

Well, how can you say the word "heartache"?

Just then, Yixin's scream came from the ward.

Ha ha and song Yisheng pushed the door and ran in at almost the same time.

Yixin was sweating profusely. She curled up in the corner, and then seemed to think of something. She picked up Gong Hao and knelt close to the corner.

Her eyes were blank, and the cold sweat on her head kept coming out.

The temperature in the ward is controlled at about 20 degrees, which won't make people sweat at all. The only explanation is virtual sweat.

"Hao'er is not afraid. Mommy protects you! Mommy protects you! "

That's what Yixin said again and again.

Song Yisheng was suddenly stunned.

He looked back at Gong Qing.

Gong Qing's eyes are full of heartache and guilt.

"Now she needs sleeping pills to fall asleep. She will not fall asleep for more than half an hour, and then she will be awakened. She wants nobody but Gong Hao. Neither eat nor drink, nor talk to me. How can I force her like this? "

Gong Qing didn't expect Yixin to do this.

When she first woke up, she was still well, but after she let him out, she always looked around subconsciously, as if there were some terrible things around.

Then she began to be anxious and uneasy. She had to hold Gong Hao in her arms before she would give up.

In her world, it seems that Gong Hao is the only one left.

Gong Qing tries to come forward and report Gong Hao, and Yixin will react very much.

After several times, Gong Qing was afraid to hurt Yixin, so he didn't dare to take Gong Hao.

Song Yisheng looks at Yixin like this and suddenly doesn't know what to say.

He stepped forward quickly and hugged Yixin.

"Ah!"

Yixin struggled, but song Yisheng held her tighter.

He said loudly, "Xinxin, it's me. I'm the second brother! It's all right. The second brother is here. There's nothing left. "

Yixin suddenly calmed down.

"Second brother?"

"Yes! I'm the second brother! "

Yixin's dazed eyes began to gather, and then looked straight at Song Yisheng.

After a long time, she seemed to come back from her thoughts. Then she grabbed song Yisheng's hand and said, "second brother, take Hao'er and me away. Will you take us away? Hao'er is still awake. Why isn't he awake? Second brother, you're right. It's my wishful thinking. I'm too overconfident. I'm asking for a love that doesn't belong to me, so God gave me retribution. It took my mother. I can't let him take my son again! Second brother, please, will you take us away? "

Song Yisheng subconsciously glanced at Gong Qing.

The bottom of Gong Qing's eyes was almost dead gray.

"Yixin, it was just an accident!"

"No! No accident! As long as I'm still with Gong Qing, those people won't let me go. I won't let my children go. Second brother, don't you love me the most? Will you take me to Cambodia? Shall we leave the North City and leave here? "

Yixin begged bitterly.

Gong Qing can't listen anymore.

He turned and left the ward quickly.

If there is something that can turn back time, no matter how much it costs, even if he loses his family, he will not hesitate. He will accompany them the moment before the fire, and he won't go anywhere.

Now, Yixin would rather ask song Yisheng for help than talk to him.

Gong Qing suddenly felt that the world had turned gray.

Since his happiness is gone, he will drag those who have hurt Yixin to hell.

Otherwise, how can he afford the suffering of Yixin now?