Some pain, not personally experienced, no one will understand.

Especially the feeling of life and death.

Yixin squatted on the ground with her chest covered. Tears kept pouring up, but she couldn't let it fall.

Yan Bin looked at her like this. He didn't comfort or stop her. In fact, he didn't feel very well.

During this period, Shen Yuyao called. It seemed that Tangtang was frightened. Gong Hao was a little worried about her.

Yixin said, "she is Gong Tian, the daughter of Gong Qing, so she has to bear such a shock. She'll get used to it. Let her digest it slowly. Tell Gong Hao that I'm fine. Just let him take good care of his sister. "

Yixin hung up.

Once considered the most important child, in front of Gong Qing's uncertain life and death, he suddenly seemed so insignificant.

The children will grow up one day.

Even if she is not around, Shen Yuyao and the old man will bring them up well.

But what would she do without Gong Qing?

Yixin always felt that she could bear some emergencies, but since she was in poor health, Gong Qing took care of her in every way, which made her hypocritical.

I really regarded myself as a lady of the family and a woman who was held in the palm of a man and didn't ask anything. I thought that even if the sky fell, there would be a palace Qing to support her.

But she forgot that Gong Qing was also a human being and would fall ill, and there was a short moment when she couldn't hold up a day for her.

Yixin's thoughts kept turning.

Her long hair was draped over her shoulders, and her snow-white wedding dress was dazzling scarlet, but she squatted there motionless, as if she were asleep.

The first one to come out was LAN Jingyao.

The doctor said to Yan Bin, "Mr. Yan, I'm really sorry. We tried our best to keep the child, but we didn't succeed."

Yan Bin's hands were tightly held together.

His breathing was a little short, but he soon stabilized. His cold voice was like flying snow in the cold winter.

"How's my wife?"

The doctor trembled slightly and said it.

"The aftereffect of the explosion is too great, the wife is too close, and the situation is not optimistic due to excessive abortion and blood loss."

"What does it mean to be less optimistic?"

Yan Bin's aura became colder, and even Yixin heard his gnashing of teeth.

The doctor was a little tangled, but he still summoned up his courage and said, "he may become a vegetable. We don't know when to wake up. "

Yixin's heart contracted tightly.

Laner has become a vegetable?

Yan Bin grabbed the doctor's collar and said, "say it again."

He now looks like a hell Messenger, specially to harvest life.

The doctor was so frightened that he dared not speak again this time, and a cold sweat came from his head.

"I'd better go and see Lan'er."

Yixin's words reduced Yan Bin's anger.

"I'll find someone to take care of Lan'er."

Yan Bin loosened the doctor, his face gloomy and frightening.

He started calling special care.

Yixin vaguely noticed something wrong.

"What do you want?"

"Settle the accounts!"

Yan Bin was gnashing his teeth when he said these three words. Yixin couldn't stop him at all.

Later, I heard that the place where Xiao Yiwen lived was completely destroyed in one day.

Yixin learns from Mosheng that Yan Bin killed Xiao Yiwen himself.

However, these things are very secret. Except for the people on the road, there is no more news about Xiao Yiwen.

Xiao Yiwen's K group was acquired by Yan Bin.

Overnight, Xiao Yiwen completely disappeared from the world.

But these are later words.

Following LAN Jingyao out is Gong Qing.

Yixin has no time to see LAN Jingyao.

After the doctor who operated on Gong Qing came out, he first arranged for someone to send Gong Qing to the intensive care unit.

Because of the anesthetic, Gong Qing is still sleeping, but his face is unusually pale.

"Doctor, how's my husband?"

The doctor motioned to ixin to follow him to the office.

I don't know why, Yixin's heart is a little uneasy.

She glanced at Gong Qing, then turned around and followed the doctor to the office.

"Mrs. Gong, I have to regret to tell you that Mr. Gong's back was badly fried. It takes a long time to rest, and his diet needs to be light. There can't be any stimulating food."

Yixin nodded. She was ready for this.

"Is that all?"

The doctor looked at Yixin, thought for a moment and said, "Mrs. Gong, there's another thing I think I need to clarify with you. Look, this is Mr. Gong's film. "

The doctor took out Gong Qing's film, which is the film of the leg.

Yixin's heart suddenly tightened.

"What's going on?"

The doctor pointed to a place on his knee and said, "here is a fragment of a bomb. Mrs. Gong, the knee is a fragile part of the human body. The ligament adhesion inside is very tight and can't be damaged at all. Now the fragments of the bomb are inside, which will affect Mr. Gong's walking. If they are not taken out, it will take too long and may endanger his life. After all, the inflammation here in the knee spreads quickly. "

Yixin's body shook, and the whole person could hardly stand.

"What are the risks of surgery?"

She tried hard to keep herself calm, but her hands shook badly.

The doctor saw her like this, poured her a glass of warm water, and then said, "surgery can minimize the risk of inflammation and repair the knee bone damaged by bomb fragments, but Mr. Gong may not use too much force on this leg in the future. Later rehabilitation should also be done well, otherwise there will be paralysis. "

Yixin's heart seemed to be hollowed out in an instant.

Gong Qing's skill is so good. If he drags a waste leg in the future, how can he bear it?

But if not, he

Isin's nose is sour.

"Is there any other way?"

The doctor shook his head.

Yixin immediately understood.

I'm afraid Gong Qing can't keep his leg.

She felt bad and distressed, but she also knew that Gong Qing was lucky compared with LAN Jingyao's unconsciousness.

"When can I have an operation?"

"This requires Mr. Gong to recover for a period of time, but it won't be too long. The longer the shrapnel is in the body, the worse it will be for the patient's body."

"I see. I'll sign the operation. No matter what the risk, I want my husband to survive safely. Even if he has only one leg left, I want him to live. Do you understand? "

Yixin's words made the doctor nod.

"I will try my best, Mrs. Gong."

Yixin doesn't know how she left the operating room.

She came to Gong Qing's bed. Gong Qing didn't wake up.

Yixin stretched out her hand and gently touched his face.

He is too tired these years.

It's time to rest.

Yixin pasted her face on Gong Qing's face and whispered, "Gong Qing, I love you. No matter what you will experience in this life, you should remember that I love you. "

Gong Qing frowned slightly, but he still didn't wake up.

Hot tears gushed from Yixin's eyes and fell down Gong Qing's cheek on the pillow towel.

Yixin cried silently and hugged Gong Qing tightly.

She is distressed, uncomfortable and angry.

The fire burned more and more in her heart, and she was about to suffocate.

Holding Gong Qing and crying for a while, Yixin let him go, kissed him on the face, and then turned out of the ward.

Yixin called Xiao Lingling and Raymond.

"From now on, you two are responsible for taking care of Gong Qing. No one is allowed to hurt him, you know? "

Raymond nodded.

Xiao Lingling was worried and asked, "Yixin, where are you going? Gong Shao will be worried if he doesn't see you when he wakes up. "

"Just tell him I'll go back to Beicheng to do something."

"What are you doing?"

This time, Yixin didn't speak. She just looked at Xiao Lingling and said one last sentence.

"If you really like Raymond, do it early. At least one of the three of us should be happy and healthy."

Yixin patted Xiao Lingling on the shoulder and left the hospital.

She booked the nearest ticket back to Beicheng.

A person did not bring, no one informed, so quietly came back.

After Yixin came back, she didn't go home. She took a taxi to the old palace.

After uncle Fang died, the old house changed a new bodyguard, but also knew that Yixin was the young grandmother of the palace family, so he quickly opened the door for her.

Yixin's face was always cold, and the spirit of killing made people retreat.

"Where's sissy?"

"The second lady is in Mr. Gong's study."

The servant had never seen such an isin.

Yixin has always been gentle and kind at Gong's house. Even if she is a little stubborn occasionally, she won't do anything too special.

But today's Yixin is different.

Her whole body was murderous, as if she had to kill someone today. It was frightening.

Xiao Xixi raised her feet and walked to Gong Yan's study on the second floor.

The servant hurried to find master Gong. He always felt that there was something wrong with Yixin today.

Yixin doesn't have any obstacles to the servant's practice.

She came to the door of the study with a gloomy face all the way. Without knocking, she kicked the door open.

Gong Yan was stunned and suddenly looked up. She saw Yixin walking towards herself and Xiao Sisi with dazzling scarlet on her bridesmaid's wedding dress.

"Yixin, what's the matter with you? How did this happen? "

Yixin didn't even look at Gong Yan. She came directly to Xiao Sisi and grabbed her neck.

"Yixin!"

Gong Yan's heart suddenly lifted up. He suddenly stood up and wanted to stop Yixin's action, but Yixin's eyes shot at him, but he couldn't help stopping.

How familiar that look is!

Once, he stared at Shen Yuyao with such eyes.

It should be after Shen Yuyao killed Xiao Ya.

Now, Gong Yan seems to see herself from Yixin's eyes.

"What happened? Will you let sissy go first? "

Gong Yan frowned and whispered.

"What if I say no? You're gonna let me out? Or kick me out myself? "

Yixin's voice was cold to the bone, but Gong Yan's heart was more worried.

"Yixin!"

"If you don't choose either, please shut up and either go out or watch here. If you dare to stop me today, I promise I will die with sissy. "

Yixin's words broke up and scared Gong Yan in an instant.