Chapter 105

God knows how much courage it took for her to say this, but anyway, she still wants to say that she doesn't want to see Gu Jinnian like this.

Just watch him turn his head, look at her face, quiet for half a second.

She slowly opened her mouth, "five years ago, I was... Until today, I don't know who that asshole is. Anyue is because of this, not me, so is Su Zheng. Gu Jinnian, you don't know my past, so you may be very interested in me for a while, but... I'm not worthy of you, it doesn't matter with you, you are suitable for better people, But I'm not so miserable... "

Where is Gu Jinnian's footstep? Looking back, her eyes are fixed on her face. She says so, but Gu Jinnian can feel his heartache.

She was... Abandoned by everyone because of that.

So.

It all seems to make sense.

She was driven out of her home and stayed in a mental hospital for a long time... All this was because of herself.

"Gu Jinnian, do you understand what I say?"

She breathed a breath, although not much emotion, but Gu Jinnian can feel her despair and sadness.

It turns out that all this is because of myself

She looked up at him, such a dazzling man, how can be infected with her unbearable past.

He is Gu Jinnian!

"I don't mind, Susha. I want you."

Gu Jinnian's strength tightened, pulled her into his arms, attached himself to her cheek and kissed her.

In my heart, there seems to be a fire burning.

He hated himself.

Su Xia's eyes stare very big, she seems to have heard the voice that this life has never heard.

I don't mind?

Susha.

I want you.

The eyes suddenly fell into a mist.

It's not the past that makes her feel sad and want to cry, but this sentence... No one ever told her.

When Xia Yi left, she said, Su Xia, I hate you. Because of you, I can't marry the man I like.

It's all because of you.

I don't want you anymore.

Su Zheng said, Su Xia, get out of here.

I don't have your daughter from today.

……

His kiss overbearing, with swallowed up all her breath, her whole person buried in his arms, the whole person for a time, is stunned.

Finally, Susha responded.

Su Xia instinctively resisted and struggled there with 100% of her strength, "Gu Jinnian... No way..."

"I have a headache. Be good."

He was all over her shoulder, murmuring.

The smell of wine on his body is too heavy. Even if he is contaminated with her body, there is a very bad smell of wine. Susha suppresses the haze of her heart and clings to his tottering body.

"If you can't drink, you have to drink all the time. Gu Jinnian, can't you take care of yourself?"

“……”

After a while, without Gu Jinnian's reply, Su Xia looked at him and found that he had fallen asleep.

Susha sat there uneasily, not knowing what to do.

Looking at the man's face, Su Xia was a little stunned.

The mood is a bit more complicated.

……

The next day.

Su Xia woke up early, an arm on her shoulder was heavily pressed on her body, even if she wanted to sleep, she couldn't sleep and had difficulty breathing.

Last night, she took care of him for almost half a night. She only lay down in the early morning. Now she was woken up again and got up a little angry.

"Gu Jinnian, can you stop pressing me?"

Said, did not forget to give him a kick.

With such a kick, Gu Jinnian was directly kicked up.

Gu Jinnian looked at the woman beside him, turned his face and looked at her

Su Xia indignant mouth, "still can't have a little temper?"

Yesterday, regardless of whether she would like to get married or not, I took her to get a license. Today, I can't have a little temper!

"Yes, by my side, you can fool around at will. I won't be angry."

Su Xia coldly replied, "won't be angry, that you deal with station north Chen is a few meanings!"

Gu Jinnian laughed, but there was no smile in his eyes. "Su Xia, you are very smart. How can you be so stupid? When Zhan Beichen gets married, he doesn't tell you that he wants to marry you. If such a person has a problem with his character, don't associate with him. "

"In that case, you are cousins with him, and you have a problem?"

"At least I won't be bigamy like him."

There was a few minutes of silence in the bedroom.

Gu Jinnian's face looks like a dynamite bag that will explode at any time. "In a word, can you draw a clear line with him?"

Sunlight through the window, sprinkled into the house, Susha forehead hair block her eyes, "I will not cheat on marriage."

She looked up at him, "but I'm not going to forgive you for what you did yesterday."

He calmly untied the button on her body, and then the man pressed it up and stared at her. "When you say that, I forget that yesterday was my wedding night."

"I didn't do anything yesterday. Don't I have to make it up today? My dear Mrs. Gu

Hand clasp her chin, so kiss up, Su Xia stare big eyes, hand to stop is too late, now can only shout Gu Jinnian's name, to declare her uneasiness.

"Gu Jinnian."

"Well..." big hand untied her clothes, Su Xia felt a strong sense of plunder swept from.

"Susha, I endured it for five years."

His gloomy eyes flashed with sparkle, and his lazy voice had a beautiful frequency. Then he held her lip and kissed her rudely, as if he was going to use up all the cells in his body and inhale Susha into the bag.

The air of tenderness is like lips. In Su Xia's mind, the man five years ago suddenly appears. Her head is blank. When she reacts, she only sees Gu Jinnian's cheek getting closer and closer to her. Immediately, she turns her face and refuses to kiss him.

"I don't want... Well."

The man's lips are so close to her, she is very noisy under him. Gu Jinnian looks at her and unties her clothes neatly, but he doesn't realize that Su Xia is different.

Susha's fingers are looking for objects back and forth. The whole person seems to be floating. I don't know why, she feels so scared and disgusted. Suddenly she touches the water cup and smashes it directly over the man.

Drops of blood fell on her face.

Her incredible eyes looked at his face, her head turned white, and tears came out in her eyes.

Gu Jinnian looked at her tears, frowned and lowered his head to kiss her tears. He didn't care about the injured forehead at all, as if it was not him at all.

He looked at her eyes, straight at her, low-pressure voice with a little doting, "now can do it?"

"... if it's not enough, then..."