Su Xia pulled lips to smile, "have no."
"Mommy, are you really not unhappy?" The eyes of baozi staring at Su Xia were too sincere. It seemed that they were burning at any time, with the warmth of burning.
That's her baby.
It's so big.
Her eyes fixed on the face of the bun, whispered to the bun, "I'm not unhappy."
"That's good."
He talks like a little adult. Susha squats on the ground, and he stands in front of Susha, reaches out his hand and gives her hair. "Mommy looks so good. No wonder daddy likes you."
Su Xia light smile for a while, that sentence seems to be all of a sudden along her heart, she touched the face of steamed stuffed bun, so warm, so real, as if those appeared in the dream, are not so clear and warm at the moment, she quietly looked at the steamed bun, asked.
"Baozi, have you ever thought that if I were your mother, would you be happier than now?"
He was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't understand the meaning of her words. He looked at her cheek with bulging eyes, reached for her neck and said, "Mommy, you've always been my mommy."
She reached out and touched baozi's head. After so many years with Gu Jinnian, he seems to have been used to the word "mommy" by himself. Is it any different for him if it appears or not?
She didn't know.
I don't know how to ask.
"I'll stick a warm sticker for you."
"Good."
………
hospital.
Byron walked into the ward.
The man on the bed was wearing a unique hospital uniform, and his face became paler and paler. He was holding a pile of medicine in his hand and was stretching out his hand. A bottle of medicine rolled down from his hand.
All the way to his feet.
For many years, Bolun has never seen Gu Jinnian like this.
feeble.
As if it was just his illusion.
Hearing the news, the man frowned, "what's the matter?"
"The villa called, and the little grandmother has gone home."
"Young master, young grandma came to see you today, but you didn't wake up..."
From the perspective of others, Bolun did not want to see Gu Jinnian like this.
"She came to see Zhan Beichen."
He knew something about Susha's temperament.
Bolun wants to talk but stops. He didn't want to see through Gu Jinnian directly.
He is still like that, the surrounding environment did not reduce any of his aura, cold but indifferent, "send someone to protect her."
His voice was clean, but the tone was flat.
"The little granny will understand."
"No His eyes were deep, holding the hand of the pill, he unscrewed the cap of the bottle, poured a medicine into his mouth according to the old habit, "Susha won't forgive me."
He said very calm, as if he had really dialysis the heart of Su Xia.
Yes.
People are not plants. The young lady has been with the young master for so long. She should know the young master's feelings for her.
But his face was filled with despair.
He said, Susha won't forgive me.
When yazun came in, he noticed that the environment in the ward was a little strange and he stood there without speaking.
After a long time of silence, I can't feel the temperature.
"Come to me to talk about the past?"
Yezun laughed for a while, walked over and looked at the man's face sink down, "Su Xia's matter, since has been like this, also not bad this time, all wait for you to leave hospital again."
When he finished, the ward was quiet again.
"The south pearl is outside."
The next second, the door is opened.
His face was like a knife. His face was expressionless. Deep in his eyes was an unreachable abyss. His eyes were staring at the woman who had come in, and his lips were cold.
"The young master is going to have a rest. Please help yourself, Miss Nan."
Nanmingzhu didn't think about it. She was rejected as soon as she came in. She looked at the man leaning on the head of the bed along her line of sight. After loving the man for so long, she naturally knew what kind of woman the man hated.
"Jinnian, have a good rest. I'll go back first. I cooked some porridge. If you want to drink it, let Bolun serve it for you."
"Miss Nan, please."
The smile on nanmingzhu's face was stiff for a while, but she still kept smiling and went out without saying anything more.
Bolun sent nanmingzhu in, the man's attitude is still indifferent, looking at the thermos on the table, "throw it away."
"Yes."
Nanmingzhu leaned against the corner. In fact, she had already gone down, but she still wanted to see Gu Jinnian in the dead of night, so she came back.
As a result, I watched him carry his thermos and throw it directly into the trash can near the door of the ward.
She wanted to pass, but she was caught on the shoulder.
"Ma."
"You didn't get any good from questioning in the past, and men always hate tangled women."
"But..."
"It's nothing, but I'll talk about it later."
She light of um, although the heart has unwilling, can still obediently with summer art to go back.
can 't wait.
She knows the truth.
………
Su Xia received a text message from Cheng Xiaoxiao. At that time, she was still coaxing baozi in her bedroom. She pressed open the message. It was the news that Zhan Beichen woke up.
She touched baozi's face and said, "I'll call my little aunt. You go to bed first."
"Well."
Baozi shrinks his shoulder towards the quilt, and then watches Su Xia walk out of the bedroom.
The next second, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Gu Jinnian's phone.
"Daddy, where are you?"
The man at that end said in a low voice, "outside."
"How far is it outside, far away?"
"Well."
"Daddy, it's snowing on my side. What about you?"
Gu Jinnian holding a mobile phone, looking at the window, the bright lights lingering in the hospital, scattered snowflakes are still floating.
"It's coming down."
A long time ago, Gu Jinnian went out to talk about business for a week every time. He and baozi would make video phone calls or phone calls to say what he had done this week. Gu Jinnian always took the trouble to listen. It seems that the relationship between the two people was cultivated step by step at that time. "Originally, he wanted to show off to his father, but now it seems that, It's snowing where you are. I'm sure I don't envy you any more. "
"Envy."
"Daddy, what do you admire?"
"I envy her for being by your side."
…………
Late at night, Cheng Xiaoxiao is still shaking when she is talking with her mobile phone. Just now, she received a call from yazun saying that Zhan Beichen woke up. She thought it was cheating him, so she rushed back to the hospital from home.
Her home is not far from the hospital. It took only ten minutes to drive here. It snowed today. It was a little slower, but it was less than half an hour.
Cheng Xiaoxiao also in order to Su Xia can rest assured, so even the car did not stop well, directly rushed to the station Beichen ward.
Standing at the door, you can see the happy scene inside. Cheng Xiaoxiao doesn't go in to disturb her, but turns around and sends a text message to Su Xia.
"Don't worry, he's all right. Now Mrs. Zhan is talking with him. The doctor has checked. There's nothing wrong. You don't have to come here so late today."
"... well."
“……”
"OK, then I'll hang up. I have to go home as soon as I can before the road is closed."
"Well, be careful on the way."
She is wearing a big dress, walking alone in the corridor, the snow outside is very heavy, still floating, it is not difficult to imagine how ice and snow tomorrow will be.
Late at night, originally Cheng Xiaoxiao was ready to wait for station Beichen to wake up and go home.
Halfway through.
It suddenly occurred to me that Gu Jinnian was also here.
VIP ward.
Dong Dong Dong.
Gu Jinnian listens to the voice at the door, and the boy on the phone shouts his mother's voice to his ear. He listens to Su Xia's voice, as if he hasn't heard it for a long time.
"Go to bed early."
He hung up the phone indifferently, and the knock at the door continued, "come in!"
Cheng Xiaoxiao heard the low voice, suddenly his legs trembled.
There was a little timidity in my heart.
Next second, the figure of man Xinchang appears in front of us.
Make her want to hide.
"Master Gu."
Just looking at his hand is still hanging a bottle, the whole person's face than before when he met completely like a changed person, in front of this man, suddenly feel depressed.
"What's the matter?"
"Master Gu, I came to see you for Su Xia."
Due to Gu Jinnian's powerful aura, Cheng Xiaoxiao is also a person who has seen the world, but when he talks, he is a little shivering.
"Well?"
The man just heard Cheng Xiaoxiao's lie. Although Gu Jinnian thought it was true, he knew Su Xia too well.
The man's eyes seemed to see through her.
Avoid his sight, for a long time, quiet environment, let Cheng small panic, she looked up at Gu Jinnian, swallow a mouthful of saliva.
"... Mr. Gu, what do you mean now?"
The cold air is coming. Cheng Xiaoxiao feels that the man is turning on the cold air conditioner in winter. He's really desperate.
He looked at the woman's face and said, "what do you want to say to me?"
Cheng Xiaoxiao takes a breath. "The child five years ago was a thorn in Su Xia's heart. She always thought that she had killed him, hated herself, and even punished herself by self abuse. She almost died. For that child, she did too much, but the wrong person was not her at all. She was a victim, a victim who knew nothing, But I live to this day with a life on my back. " She stared at Gu Jinnian's face and continued to speak, "Su Xia has been in a mental hospital, you know."
The man's lips were tight, and he couldn't open them at that moment.
"I don't know if you're just looking for someone to live in peace, or if she really has to."
"If it's the former, there are more celebrities and ladies in the secluded city waiting for you to choose, but if you have to choose from her, you'd better fill in the thorns in her heart and let her forgive you."
”Mr. Gu, of course, if you can't give her a 100% sense of security, you might as well let her leave. I don't want Su Xia to live unhappily. "