Cheng Xiaoxiao these three words, as if with his father's stroke, so disappeared in this world.
People really good fragile, fragile to grasp the edge of her existence, so disappeared in the world.
Did she really leave?
Su Xia pursed her lips and stood there stupidly. Her eyes stopped on the white cloth. She was stunned and didn't speak. She didn't seem to know what to say.
Or what kind of expression should I use to send her away? Her expression is stiff, and the whole person's facial expression is too stiff. Gu Jinnian didn't follow him and gave her enough space to wave goodbye to her.
Listening to the wind in her ears, accompanied by a woman's crisp and sweet voice, she cried, "Susha, I will always be by your side. We are best friends and will never separate."
"Susha, you can't despise me in the future."
"Su Xia, if you have Anyue, you will forget me. Now I have a kind of cabbage at home that has been arched by pigs."
"Su Xia, it's no big deal. I'll accompany you through this difficulty!"
"Su Xia..."
"Su Xia..."
"Su Xia, you must be together if you like, or what if you are robbed? It's not easy to meet someone. If you do, you can't be separated. "
"Su Xia, I don't like to see you cry. Even when you are sad, promise me not to cry, OK?"
"Too many tears are bad for your eyes. Don't cry! Su Xia
“……”
When did you stop hearing her? She looked at the people on the ground with desperate eyes, the wind blowing in her ears, she could not find her voice.
Cheng Xiaoxiao!
The tears burst the dyke like rain, and in a moment, they came down.
She bowed her head to hide her emotion, and her face was very pale.
"Su Xia, don't cry!"
The voice that came with the wind brought her voice again.
She touched her face, spit out her lips intermittently, and opened her mouth slowly.
——You see, I didn't cry.
She couldn't hear without making a sound, but she knew she would.
When Cheng's father finishes signing, Cheng's mother cries even more. There is no place to send out her accumulated emotions. It seems that only crying can relieve her depression. She kneels down in front of Cheng Xiaoxiao and cries as loud as she can. People with white hair send people with black hair. No one can understand the despair in her heart.
The people in the public security department closed the registration book and took a look at the two families. They wanted to say something, but in the end they didn't say anything and drove away.
The wind is very strong, making people feel the chill of winter. Although there is sunshine, it is still cold and straight to the bottom of my heart, like a knife, cutting the heart and bleeding.
That day, like the day when my grandfather left, Su Xia was too heavy to breathe.
But she didn't cry any more.
Finally, when the snowflakes were flying down, Cheng Xiaoxiao was picked up by an ambulance. It didn't help to be here all day long. Coupled with the drop in temperature, it's natural for him to go to the funeral early and make peace.
Cheng's parents left together in that car, but Gu Jinnian and Su Xia stood in the same place.
The man is wearing a suit that is pressed and fitted. From her point of view, you can see Gu Jinnian's side face. It is cold and pressing, his chin is tight, and the expression on his face is not true.
She pauses and turns back.
Looking up at the man's seemingly gentle but endless eyebrows, she shrunk her nose, she said.
"Gu Jinnian, has Cheng Xiaoxiao really left?"
He frowned and wrapped Susha's trembling body in his broad suit coat. The wound on her face was bruised and had not yet had time to deal with it. He picked her up immediately.
"I'll take you to the hospital --!"
Several onlookers standing by the lake, looking at Gu Jinnian's position, gestured to each other before they left the scene. The man in the car dialed a number from the place where the accident happened.
"Master, it's done!"
"Did he believe it?"
"... master Gu is far away, but the Cheng family has signed to leave."
"I see."
The man heard the sound of smashing things, he paused, finally hung up the phone, started the engine and left.
………
Cheng Xiaoxiao died, and his lawsuit was automatically lifted. Although Nanjia had an intention to embarrass him, he had to give up in the end. The result given by the police was that he fell into the water, but Su Xia was very suspicious of the result.
A slip?
Cheng Xiaoxiao seldom goes to the river. She is afraid of the water. It's like killing her to ask her to learn to swim before. How can she go so far to the river and fall?
It's not a mistake. What would it be?
murder?
The result of forensic examination said that it was just drowning and there was no wound on the body, let alone a criminal case such as murder.
Su Xia doesn't know whether she should believe it or not. Anyway, she seems to have to believe it, because she has no other evidence to prove that Cheng Xiaoxiao was murdered. However, she always feels that all this has come too suddenly, as if the fog is not enough for her to see through. She begins to have nightmares, dreaming about yazun and Cheng Xiaoxiao
The dream is not very beautiful, except for the bloody scene of the traffic accident, that is, yazun chases Cheng Xiaoxiao, and Cheng Xiaoxiao jumps into the water in despair, and never comes out again.
There are so many dreams. She basically wakes up in the middle of the night, and then sits down all night,.
Men love her, accompany her.
But on the one hand, the people who had been staring at yazun sent news that they already knew who was in the villa.
Not Cheng Xiaoxiao, but... Yazun's mother.
Yes, madam.
Mrs. ye came back from abroad some time ago, worried about her son, so she moved to a villa.
There were no other women in the villa, even maids. They thought it was yazun's cover up and even sneaked in.
But it turned out to be the same as what I saw.
As a result, Gu Jinnian didn't think of it, but he felt that something was wrong.
The result of autopsy, Gu Jinnian to don't right, really is Cheng small.
Cheng Xiaoxiao is really not in yazun's hands.
They all misunderstood.
Slowly, he began to accept that Cheng Xiaoxiao was drowning and fell into the water.
Slowly, her nightmare began to less, just simply can't sleep, still all night without sleep, open eyes, listening to the midnight bell.
In the mind, all is remembering Cheng Xiaoxiao and her before matter.
Gu Jinnian said that Su Xia was ill.
It's a heart attack.
She was asked to take leave of absence from the crew to rest at home.
But Su Xia still goes to the crew every day. As soon as she comes back, she hides in her room and goes to the cinema. What she sees is what she promised Cheng Xiaoxiao that they would watch together.
Some people even heard Susha talking to herself in the room where she was watching the movie.
The maids think that Su Xia is possessed by evil spirits, just like being haunted by ghosts. But they also think that everything looks normal. They call her to eat and talk to her, but it's just because it's too normal that it's abnormal.
Although men love her, but like from the start.
………
Until the funeral that day, she seemed to be alive again.
The funeral was arranged according to Cheng Xiaoxiao's favorite pink paradise. Although it didn't conform to the previous custom, it wasn't completely black. It wasn't like a funeral, but rather like a "warm home place". Cheng's parents were enlightened people who only wanted to make Cheng Xiaoxiao happy, but she fell into the water, which made their hearts hurt badly, If you can make her happy a little bit, maybe she will feel better.
Susha attended the funeral that day.
There are not many people who come here. They are basically relatives. Cheng's parents and grandparents kneel down in the hall and cry with tears. When she comes, she looks at the photo on the hall as if it could be just her heart.
Although she always felt that she was there, she didn't believe that she just left.
But she did go.
When I went out, I didn't think I would meet yazun in this place.
Dressed in black, he just appeared in front of Su Xia's eyes. The voice above his head rang, "Su Xia, what a coincidence!"
Su Xia looked up at yazun with a kind of indifference. She was stunned. For a moment, she didn't react. She didn't even expect to meet yazun in this place.
"Yes, young master." She said, "I didn't expect you to come today."
"After all, I've been a lover for several months. Although I didn't get to the end, my fate is not enough. It has nothing to do with her. You're just her temper. If I don't attend, I guess she will hate me!"
Because gradually into the deep winter, she wore a black coat, obviously can not bear the cold, she moved the body, let him in, "sorry, I misunderstood you before."
The man frowned and turned his head. "What's wrong with me?"
The voice with a bit of uncertainty, as if really can not remember what the same.
She was a little ashamed to think of her previous aggressiveness.
"... nothing."
Just so a few seconds, she did not notice the man's deep eyes flashed turbulent light, in the light of the background, appears deep bottomless.
"I went first." He spoke first.
"Good."
Just look at the figure straight back, leave from their own front.
She thought that this was the only time she met yazun.
After all, without Cheng Xiaoxiao, there seems to be no chance to see yazun again.
On the day of burial, it snowed heavily.
She was at a corner, holding Cheng Xiaoxiao's relics, and also met yazun. He was standing in the corridor with a lighter, and a cigarette fell from his mouth. The lighter was Zippo's. she noticed the words on it, and then a dozen, the faint spark reflected the man's face on the window.
A puff of white fog with the smell of tobacco rose in the air.
Why is he here?
To give her the last ride?
But why don't you follow me to the cemetery?
There were a lot of questions in her heart, but the mobile phone in her pocket kept ringing, urging her to take things to the cremation place. At last, Su Xia didn't go to yazun's side, because she didn't know how to tell him or what to say.
When I was buried, it snowed heavily.